100 daysYour beloved one What would you do if you one you love so much would die in 100 days after you had the premonition?Can you finally tell them that you love them with sincerity from the bottom of your heart? Lets thank God that this ability is applicable for some people only and for the love of God, I will refuse this kinda of ability if one offer his/her ability for me because they are bored or wanna give it up T^TOne thing for sure, and I hope yall learn this: we should be grateful of each breath God let us have. Cherish every moments with your loved ones. We dont know when we have to say good bye for good. Another thing I learnt from Melanie Subono, my forever role model : say "I love you" for your beloved ones doesnt always have to be on Valentines Day, instead we have to do it soon or well regret it later on. We never know when the Death would come to get us or our beloved ones. EDWARD~~ Hey Polar Bear, this one is for you :* 5 years,Hun. Weve been separated for 5 years. I hope I still love you the way I did because a lot of things changed since [Echi-Edward] become [Semarang-Balikpapan] :( Momma Teddy Bear misses her Polar Bear T^T Please come to Semarang again, Koko~ We are all missing you :( ForewordKim Minjun. January 25th 1988 – February 24th 2013. Hit by a taxi. Sellin felt her world is tumbling down right at that moment and suddenly everything went pitch black as she felt tears filled her eyes and threaten to fall.“Sellin!!” everyone scream and shocked as Sellin lean back unconsciously.How can you do this to me? Do You not see what’s inside my heart and my head? Oh no… Why, Lord? WHY?!!! Oh my God this is too much for me…I started to fall for him, can You see that? I started to feel him feeling my pity empty heart, can You not ignore that? Can You be more compassionate for me? I’ve suffered so much ever since I can see someone’s death is coming in 100 days, just please let it not be him, Lord. Let it not be Minjuni…“Sellin-ah? Sellin can you hear me now? Sellin?” Minjun leaned her to his shoulder and wrapped his right arm to her shoulders. He moved her body a bit and tapped the shoulder he hugged.“Why is she crying? She’s unconscious and crying? Is she happen to be sick lately?” Taecyeon asked Minjun. He touched her forehead but her temperature is normal.“I don’t know, Taec.”“She seems to be okay and very bright, nothing’s wrong with her.” Junho added too.“Yes, Junho’s right. She’s not sick or anything. Maybe she’s just exhausted. Oh, poor little Sellin. She forced everything so everything would work well. Sellin? Can you please open your eyes, Sell?” Minjun rubbed her shoulders and touched her hands. She’s a bit shaking too.“She keeps crying, look! She’s still sobbing. Did she trapped like in a nightmare or something? Yah, we need to wake her up soon!! Sellin-ah~! Wake up~ Don’t scare us!” Taecyeon shook her body and tapped her face lightly.Sellin can hear the boys calling her and everyone else’s worried voice but she’s afraid of the truth. She’s not ready to lose Minjun this soon. 100 days would never be enough. Forever won’t be enough. She can’t even remember the last time she felt nervous and her heart keeps skipping a beat for a guy and Minjun can do the magic in her heart.How will I ever confess to him? Will he ever know how I really feel? Did he know that I act a bit differently to him lately? Minjun, can we make our own ‘Final Destination’ and just stare at The Death and deny what it got for you? Oh, Minjun. I’m so stupid! You’re stupid of you let me be like this. Please stop me, Minjun-ah…“Sellin! Yah! She’s conscious!” Minjun saw Sellin’s eyes moving slightly and he smiled excitedly. “Sellin-ah, are you good? What’s wrong, Sel? OMG you scared the hell our of us!”Sellin opened her eyes slowly as the voice brings warmth to her heart. It’s Minjun’s voice. He’s scared and happy at the same time.Oh no…She felt her heart breaks into million pieces as she can see Minjun’s worried face so close and she can only cry a river. The heart breaks with a loud cracking voice inside her chest.“Sellin! Why are you crying?! Yah, Hwang Sellin!” Minjun hugged her tightly as she curled up slightly and lean more to him. She hugged him and cry on his shoulder, trying to say sorry but everything came out unclear and she sobbed like crazy.Taecyeon sat next to her and rubbed her back, didn’t really know what to do. Junho rubbed her arms that’s around Minjun’s neck and back. They’re shushing and trying to calming Sellin down. The other 6 can only stare and feeling sorry, don’t know what they should do.“I’m so… Sorry, Minch…” she finally managed to say something between her sobs.“Sorry for what? You did nothing, Sell. Oh my God, poor baby…” Minjun brought her closer and they rock side to side as he continue rubbed her back and head.“Let’s end our meeting now, guys. Let Sellin have some rest. Thank you so much and I’m sorry.” Wooyoung, their committee’s head dismissed the meeting.“No it’s okay, Minjun-ah. Wooyoung-ah, we’ll go now. Thanks~” Chansung bid goodbye and left.“Bye, guys. Hey, take care of her well, okay?” Khun patted Minjun’s shoulders and left too.“It’s fine, we’re sorry too, we don’t know how to help her right now. Please take a good care of her. Bye, guys.” Jaehee left but keep looking back, worried about Sellin.“Take care of her well, okay? Bye~! Sellin-ah, have some rest after this…” Rachel grab her bag then came up to rub Sellin’s back.Those guys are dismissing themselves and now there’s only Sellin, Minjun, Taecyeon, Junho, and the silent dizzy Wooyoung now in the room. They can only hear Sellin’s sobbing and Junho wrapping up papers and books to each of everyone’s bags.“Geez Sellin, can you please stop a bit and tell us what’s wrong with you? I’m freaking scared right now, Sell.” Junho touched her arms.“I can’t… Can we please… Go home… Now?” Sellin finally let go of Minjun and keeping her head down. Taecyeon gave her tissues and he rubbed her head lightly.“Okay, let’s go now. Let her rest in our place, we’ll take you home later on when you feel better.” Minjun helped her with her hair. “Come on, guys. Wooyoung-ah, let’s go.”