Tears streamed down my face as I was waiting backstage for my turn to perform. Memories of us came back to my mind and it hurts me. There is nothing I can do, but reminisce. Taeyeon is a famous solo singer. She is envied by many because of her fame and stuff, but no one knows that she is not happy at all. Behind the facade of a cheerful dork and the mask of being alright is a totally heartbroken girl, who can never get her girl back. ForewordHi guys. Im back with another songfic. Im just treating this like a channel of distraction for me when I get the ideas for writing. Because clearly, Im not exactly good at writing. Just some ideas I wanna write and post somewhere so that I can look back at it. sometimes I really wonder if I am crazy or not. Or maybe just bipolar. Or emotional. Or its just mood swings. *shrugs*  Feeling angsty again today. So yeah. This will be in Taeyeons POV and its an angst. I do not have anything against the khunfany couple and I sincerely wish them happiness, they are just going to be mentioned very briefly so please do not start bashing here. Its just a storyline in my head that pops out and Im using SNSD as characters to portray my idea. ok. Im typing too much. Til next time~