Leeteuk was still awake. In all honesty, that wasn’t really a rarity, seeing as life of an idol was stressful and filled with schedules that often stretched well into the night, but seeing as they had had their schedules cleared to have a going away-dinner for Kangin, he really should have been sleeping by now; he had been lying in his bed for hours now, trying to let sleep wash over him. However, his head was filled with whirling thoughts about said man, about himself, about them. It would be so easy to just blame Kangin for everything that went wrong; after all he was the one who had been in a hit and run and who was being shipped off to the military as a result. But if he allowed himself to think about it, he found that he had been just as guilty as Kangin.  ForewordI seriously love this story. It was inspired by a picture on Facebook and I think it turned out beautifully.  This is dedicated to Eunmai, my sweetest, funniest, strongest, loveliest, bestest unnie in the whole, wide world.