Visiting Daehyun (1/1)

Chapter Twenty-twoVisiting Daehyun Being the hungry person Jongup is, he kept eating all of my stuff and didn't really care to check up on Daehyun as frequently as the rest of us did. . . .Turns out, Daehyun had a very high fever from not coming home and he fell in a fountain and dragged himself into the nearest public place that was open (which just happened to be the place where I was on my date with Zelo). That's what he told us, at least.Although, as much as I want to believe Daehyun, it seems kind of sketchy. Other possibilities always pop into my head: What if he was trying to ruin our date? What if he planned this? What if HaNi was getting back at him? What is someone had attacked him? What if everything was an act? I hated myself for thinking so horribly and lowly of him, but I had to. Remembering the torture he put me through by lying to me and getting me injured horribly, I couldn't see myself automatically trusting him entirely. I just couldn't. He would need to gain that trust back.How can he gain that trust back?I personally, do not know. Even my own mind and heart couldn't cooperate together on it. My heart says to forgive him because he said he was sorry, and in my reality, that was plenty enough for me. But my head is yelling back no because he could still be planning something worse. Because of all the advice and wisdom he had given me, I want to forgive him badly, but at the same time I didn't want to let him off that easy. He hurt me and a scar will be there forever, whether completely noticeable or barely noticeable . . . it is still there. You may not be able to see it very clearly on my body (well, there are a bit of marks on my body from being beaten, but that is not the point) but if you look at my heart, a scar is clearly there. "He should be okay," Yongguk muttered to himself. I looked at him and he was wringing his hands together constantly, his eyes watery. Now that was a good leader. Someone who worries about their group non-stop and someone who cares endlessly. No matter what any of them does wrong, he will stand by them. Just thinking of how hard that would be and how much dedication it would take to do that, made me tear up alone. I quickly looked away and tried to casually wipe the unshed tears from my eyes.:(Yongguk looked at me. "He should be fine right?" His voice cracked, making my heart melt. He's big, but he is so cute.I nodded. "I think so. . . ."Yongguk looked a bit more reassured to hear it from someone else besides himself. "Do you know what happened to him?" Jongup said through a mouthful of food. I wouldn't normally laugh during a situation like this, but I did. And I felt guilty right afterward. "No, I don't." I tried to keep a straight face.Jongup shook his head slightly, swallowed, and then took another huge bite of the little snack from the vending machine. "Quit eating. Your hyung is in the hospital," Himchan scolded, taking the food from him.Jongup pouted like a little kid for a second, and Himchan was completely serious. He's like a mom. . . . Now I know why they say that.Zelo came down the hall, jogging towards me. I got up and looked at him. "What news?""He's fine," Zelo said loudly. "But I found out the real reason why Daehyun hyung is like this." That, he said in a whisper after he dragged me off to the side a bit."What? Did he try to kill himself by jumping into a river?" I asked, taking a wild, awful, terrible guess that I prayed was not true.Zelo shook his head and gave me a look. "No, now be quiet and listen." I stopped talking and looked at him. "It was HaNi."At first, I couldn't process what was being said. "Huh?""HaNi was angry that you found out it was her and him together on the 'beating you up' thing. So, instead of taking it out on the victim again, her and her friends took it out on hyung: the problem. They figured they couldn't trust him.""But Daehyun could take them. Why is he so beat up?" I furrowed my eyebrows in question. ". . . he wanted to know the pain you went through. . . ."I was speechless, my mouth hanging open. HOW COULD HE DO THAT?!"He's a good guy, LaeJoon-ah.""I know," I said quietly, looking down at the ground. He leaned forward and kissed my forehead. "Go see him. I think he wants to talk to you."I just stood there, feeling very very guilty. He got beat up because of me. Because I couldn't defend myself against HaNi. . . . He got hurt so that we could be even. So that I would trust him again. I trust you, Daehyun. I trust you. So don't hurt anymore. "It's not your fault," Zelo said quietly. I looked up at him. "I'm really worried about him," I whispered, resting my head against his shoulder. Zelo stroked my hair and tucked my head under his chin. "It's fine. It's okay. It's really not your fault." He kissed the top of my head and repeated what he had said. " . . . Thank you," I said, a tear falling down my cheek. "Okay," he started, pulling me off of him and looking me in the eyes. "Now, stop crying because of another man in front of me, and go talk to him." He smiled and then walked off toward Yongguk.I watched him sit down and then I headed down the hall. I was cold and the door handle was cold, too. My hand hesitated to pull it back, to push it out of the way and reveal Daehyun, shivering on a bed, beat up and scarred. I shook my head. No, it's just your imagination. Just open the door! It's okay.I pulled it back, holding my breath, my eyes closed. They stayed closed for a second, but then I couldn't hear anything. Is there something wrong with me? Why can't I hear anything?My eyes slowly opened and it reveal . . . nothing. There wasn't anybody in the room. Daehyun wasn't in there. "Daehyun?" I whispered. "Daehyun?" I said more loudly."Huh?" I spun around and nearly had a heart attack at the sight of Daehyun standing in the doorway, sucking on some bubble tea, dressed in a hospital gown. "My goodness, you scared me. What are you doing here?"He laughed and pointed past me and into the room. "This is my room, LaeJoon-ah." He shook his head and chuckled some more, walkign past me and into the hospital room. I watched him, checking to see if he was limping or if there was any kind of serious damage. He was limping slightly, but nothing terrible. "Aren't you hurt?" I asked slowly, being cautious. ". . . Not really. I was hoping they would do more to me, make me bleed or something, but I only got a few bruises. They barely touched me." He let out a bitter laugh as he sat down in bed, pulling the covers over him. "Why are you laughing?" I asked in a quiet voice as I awkwardly sat down on the edge of his bed. "It wasn't a real laugh. Life's kind of suckish to let out a real laugh." His tone had an edge to it. "Life isn't that bad," I told him. "It's the person in charge of the life that makes it bad."He gave me a look. "Thanks. I know. I suck." He drank some more of his drink. "Quit saying that!" I got up, a little angry. "Every time you say your life sucks, I think it's because of me! And I feel so guilty!" "Don't feel guilty," he cooed. "You have no reason to feel guilty. You didn't force me to like you. You didn't force me to betray you. I'm the one who should feel guilty." He patted a place next to him on his bed and I sat down. He slid over to make more room for me. "Ever since B.A.P showed up in your life, nothing had been easy for you, has it?"I shook me head, being completely honest. "No, it hasn't.""And your old crush living in your house--""How did you know I used to like DongKi?" I asked, swiveling around to look at him. His eyes were wide. "He . . . told me." I looked past Daehyun and at the wall. "I am going to kill him!" I mumbled angrily underneath my breath. Daehyun laughed, a real, beautiful laugh. Ugh quit being amazing. . . ."Don't kill the dude. He's lucky you used to like him," He said, looking me in my eyes. My breath caught as I looked into his eyes, seeing how deep they were. I cleared my throat and looked away, getting off of the bed. "I-I think I'm going to go calm Yongguk down. He's going crazy." I laughed awkwardly and then I walked out, releasing a breath I didn't realize I was holding. Why am I like this? I have Zelo. Oh my goodness, I'm switching back and forth! I'm awful! QUIT LAEJOON! YOU LIKE ZELO--Just then Zelo came up and smiled down at me. "See? Daehyun's okay? So, our date wasn't completely ruined. Just a little." He grinned and then bent down and kissed my forehead, then my cheek, then my nose, but he hovered and hesitated before his lips could touch mine. "What are you waiting for?" I asked breathlessly. "I don't know," he said before leaning a little further and connecting our lips. The breath left me and I wrapped my arms aorund his neck, losing myself to the kiss, in the middle of a public hospital hallway. Everything left me. Every problem seemed to be lifted off of my shoudlers as I sank into Zelo. My body seemed to melt into his, making us the perfect fit. I was small compared to him and I seemed so fragile. It made me feel like I was in a fairytale in stead of reality. Zelo, to me, was full of flaws, but that only made him more flawless. He pulled back, breathing heavily. "I think we need to stop."I smiled and chuckled. "Fine." I took a deep breath, waiting for him to move back and walk down the hallway, but he kept himself glued to me. "We can't stop if you don't leave," I said, giggling. "I don't want to leave," he confessed, his eyes searching mine. I stared into his deep, brown eyes and I was at a loss of words. But I forced myself to find some. "Then you don't leave." I leaned in and got on my tiptoes, and I pecked him on the lips, lingering for a few seconds more than necassary. "I will." I giggled and ducked under his arms."LaeJoon," he groaned."Come and get me~""Oh, that's it--" He grinned mischivously and ran after me. I squealed softly, trying not to disrupt anyone and then Zelo's hands wrapped around my waist. "Gotcha," he whispered in my ear. I sighed. "I guess I can't outrun those long legs of yours."He laughed. "No one can."As he held me, I forgot about every worry and feeling I have had for Daehyun. "Yes, Junhong-ah. No one can beat you~"He kissed my neck and we headed out back to where the rest of B.A.P was.   I was smiling while writing the last part hehehe XDI will update very soon because I have even more drama coming up and I won't give too much away, but it will involve a VERY jealous Zelo!!!Thank you for subscribing and please comment some more~ I love reading comments, if you did not know :)and vote and all of that~ I have a whole 2 votes~ I thank the people who took the time to vote ~~~"THANK YOU"And I will try to keep the story going since I love B.A.P soo much, but I will stop it if necesary, like if the story just can't keep going.Anyways, enough of my rambling. Here's your picture (and I'm going to have a few other picture)He's so cute XD And...And some sleeping beauty Zelo (what is people's obsession with B.A.P on princesses?)PLEASE SUBSCRIBE, COMMENT (A LOTTTTT) AND VOTE :)Bye~~:)