Bleeding love (Bomzy) Par (1/1)

So here's a new chapter, this is a new way to write, and I wanna try it, so before I start with the fic, I should give you some warnings:1º Hard situations (cheating/ violence)2º Suicide ..... maybeOk now some thing you must remmeber while reading.....this kid of writing is for Troughsthis kind of writing is for Flashbacksand normal writing is for what is happeningOK....here we go___________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________BomZyBOM POV 10 pm already, it's our anniversary. I called her number once.... twice.... no answer, no even a little  beep. Her cell phone must be offShe said she was going to be here, she said she was only going to be with her friends for a little bit.I don't know what else to do, she is late... the food is set on the table, I spent all day long cooking for her just for make her smile but still she is not here she may be busyI took a sit on the couch looking at the window and watching the moon, my hands are shaking again, this is bad. I should visit a doctor someday because my mom said it isn't normal. Minzy said it was nothing, that I was just nervous. I should listen to her, she is always right.My hands keep shaking, I should relax a little bit before she comes home because she hates when I am sick, she says it is stupid. It was hard for me but I closed my eyes trying to think of something else... trying to remember something elseFlashback 1It's midnight, I am so worried for her¡ I trough she was at work but I called there and they said she left at 6 pm then I called her friends. They were laughing about me and then they said Minzy was quite busy for worrying about something as stupid as me.... I guess is a joke, Minzy always says their friends like to 'joke' with me but I think their jokes are too hard for me, it just hurt me.Suddenly the door opens with a long bang, Minzy is entering, she looks tired. Quickly I stand up and tried to hug her and kiss her lips but she just move her face away "Ugh¡ What are you doing... and why are you still up?" she said pushing my shoulders and then keep walking towards our bedroom"I-I was worried honey.... and I.... I was feeling bad again, my head was dizzy and my hands keep shaking...I think I should visit a doc-""NO WAY¡ You are just tired and.... old I guess, ugh¡ I knew I should marry a younger woman instead of an old lady like you¡" she said throwing her jacket to the bed "Oh... is that a joke?" I asked with a smile "sure, yes it is... can you leave the room? I wanna change my clothes" she said with a cold voice Yes, that person is Minzy, My Gong Minji, the person I fell in love with since I saw her skating with her friends, since she was just the teenager tomboy that knew how to make me smile. She has changed, I bet it's because she is mature now as she says so but at the end I know the old Minzy is still there loving meShe stills loving me, I know it, she is shy or maybe she is too busy working but anyway she is always working for me, for giving me the thing I need..... right? she stills loving me.....?My phone started ringing, IT'S MINZY¡ I quickly answered it and smiled... she makes me so happy "Uh, Bom?" her voice is cold"Hey baby¡ I am waiting for you, hurry the dinner it's getting cold.... and I made your favorite...""Good for you, look I am sorry but I have a meeting right now and it will take at least 3 hours, so I wont be with you tonight okay?" she lied to me, I know it I could hear the loud music at the background. I am not an idiot"Oh, okay... but it's our anniversary" I said as my smile disappeared from my lips and my tears started coming out "I KNOW¡ But I am sorry, work it's work... and you are....""Your wife? the love or your life?..." I said trying to end her sentence"You are .... you, I am sorry" she said "It's okay honey, I will wait for you so we can have dinner, take your time and baby... I love-....."BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEPshe ended the call....She is busy, you shouldn't make her angry, you know she is bad when she is angry like thatI took a deep breath, oh fuck¡ this is awful. she keeps hurting me and she don't even care about it. I feel bad, she is always like this to me... but she wasn't like this in the past. I remember she used to take me home every night and kiss my lips before saying goodbye. She was so tall and mature for her age, I was at senior year of university and she was at the middle of high school. She used to skip school to go to my university and wait for me at lunch.... she was a bad girl.She... she is a bad girlFLASHBACK 2I was washing her clothes, when I took her pants I noticed there was something on her pocket so I took it because I was worried it was something important to her.... but when I found what it was, I felt like dying -Thanks for the night, call me xoxo-it had a woman handwriting.... and gosh¡ that perfume smell...I quickly took her jacket and smell it, it has the same perfume smell. It's different from Minzy's perfume... this is more girly? I was already crying when I heard Minzy entering the room, I turned at her and showed her the paper, she quickly grabbed it and pushed me "Why are you checking on my pockets¡" she screamed to me"I was trying to wash your clothes...." my voice was cracking, she looks so angry"You are messing with my private life" she said throwing the paper to the floor"I am your WIFE¡ I am your private life¡" I screamed to her as I threw her her own jacket......SLAP "Don't fucking scream at me bitch¡" SLAP "I will kill you" I was already on the floor crying and bleeding from my bottom lip "Don't fucking cry in front of me¡" KICK...... and then she left me there, took the car and dissapeardI remember she went away for a week and when she came back she cried and begged me to forgive her that she was just scared of lose me, that she loves me with all her heart... and I did what she wanted, I forgave her as alwaysMy head starts hurting right now, I should stop thinking about this....Minzy is always like this, sometimes she is mad, sometimes she is tired, sometimes she is worried.... but she never is happy, not with meWhat should I do now?....I look at the table, there is the bottle of pills my sister gave me... I remember what she said "You should only take one and you will sleep all night long¡ but don't take more than two....it will kill you okay?"I smiled, I should take this and sleep so when Minzy comes home no one will disturb her and she will be happy....She is never happy, not with meThat's right. Minzy it's hard to please, she is never happy when she is with me so......If I leave will she be happy?When I came back to my senses I realized the bottle of pills was on my hands. I put one on my hand..... then two...... then..... six.I left the bottle on the table. With the 6 pills on my hand I walked towards the kitchen for a glass of water. At first I only took two pills inside my mouth and drank water, it was too hard for me. I started feeling dizzy..... I fell on the floor, my eyes are closing slowly but then, suddenly..... Minzy opened the door, she saw me on the floor and dropped her things, then she ran to help me. "BOM¡" she screamed, her hands caressed my hair and she put my head on her lap. I feel so comfortable now, I missed this feelingJust like when we were girlfriends"Bom wake up¡" she said, I can see tears coming out from her eyes already.... is she hurt?I took her hand with mine, I was weak but I could still move "Minzy, I am okay...... I...I love you" and then all went darkI don't care what they say, I am in love with you. I don't care what you do I will always be yours....you are the one who hurts me, who makes me cry, who hits me, who don't even look at me..... But...At the end...You are always there....And if this is the end.... you are here with me  This is the part 1 guys, I will post ChaeRa's part as soon as possible, please leave a comment ^^