(A/N: LOL. I like that quote up there but I can't find an image suitable for it so I edited one. The quote is not mine Credits to the owner) "That happens to everyone and that's normal. You'll find the right one at the right time. Brighten up already please?""It's not that easy you know. We were together for 2 years and breaking up with me so suddenly like this is just too much" I sobbed on my bestfriend's shoulder while she rubbed my back. "Can we talk?""Sure. Just go to my house after your last class""No. It's urgent. I really have to talk to your right now"I glanced at my wristwatch and acknowledged the fact that we still have 30 minutes left before our lunch break ends."Ok" I was really nervous because my boyfriend looked serious. Too serious for comfort."Let's go to the garden" As we made our way to the university's garden, thousands of thoughts are running through my head. I was thinking of all the possibilities until he cut me off from my train of thought "Let's break up""What?" to say that I'm shocked was an understatement.He sighed. "I said, let's break up. I know that it's too sudden but----""What is this? A prank? Kyu, I know it's April Fools but please don't resort to pranks as---""I'm serious. I'm sorry you. I'm really sorry. It's too sudden, I know, but I need to do this earlier than never because I still care about you and I don't want to hurt you any further""Why?""I..the feeling is not there anymore. The spark is just...gone. I'm sorry""Are you in love with another girl?"He bent his head and that confirmed my suspicions. I gulped. "I'm sorry."I was sad and I wanted to cry, but not now. I'm a strong girl."It's okay." I smiled a sad smile "maybe our relationship wasn't meant to last anyway" He just gazed at me with the same sadness etched on my eyes. I looked up to meet his eyes. Then and there I understood, I was just a friend now. I realy wanted to scream and defend our relationship, but I'm not numb nor insensitive. I'm still in love with him, yes, but I know that if I hold on to him, we woud just be fooling ourselves. He's fooling himself because he doesn't love me anymore and I'm fooling myself for believing that he is happy to be with me. "I'm really sorry. I...I guess as the time passed by, I looked at you more like a--""Friend?""A sister actually. I'm really sorry." he sighed"It's okay." I paused "Can I ask for one last hug? Please?"He didn't hesitate. He closed the gap between us and put my head on his chest. I wonder if he feels the irregular beating of my heart? "I'm really sorry. I really did love you but I guess--""It's not meant to last. That's it. I really want to keep you but I know it would be harder for the both of us. I'm letting you go oppa. Please be happy"I stepped away from the hug and smiled at him"You're an amazing and strong girl. Somewhere out there, I know there is a guy meant for you that would make you happy. Happier.""I know. So good luck to me ne oppa? I guess it won't be that hard" He was sad. I can see it. But at least I think some part of him was happy that I let go. I would happy for him too, if only my heart isn't breaking like this right now.I glanced at my watch. 5 minutes."Oppa, there's only 5 minutes left till my next class. I guess I have to go now""Okay. I still have 2 hours left before my next class""Okay I guess I'll go first okay? Bye" I turned my back and started walking. "you Thank you. For everything. Don't cry arasso?"I stopped. I nodded. I continued walking. How can I not cry? This is too hard. The tears are falling non-stop the moment I turned my back. I know he is still standing on the same spot. Why do I feel like this? My tears won't stop, my heart is beating irregularly and it's really getting harder to breathe. Is this the feeling of heartbreak? If it is, I don't want to experience it againI stopped for a moment before entering the building."Goodbye" "Is it supposed to hurt this much?""At first, it is. But sooner or later, I know you'll lose that feeling. The right one for you is somewhere and he'll come to make you happy I'm sure of it""Maybe you're right. But it still hurts" she hit the back of my head"YAH. Pabo. Of course it hurts. Where did you hear that heartbreak is supposed to feel good?"I pouted. Then I realized I already stopped crying. Ah~ This girl really knows how to make me smile"Now that I managed to make you go back to your cute and adorable self, I shall take my leave first because I'm an hour late on my date. It's our monthsary remember?""Oh! Ohmygosh! You're right. I'm really sorry. It think it's my fault""Well, it is"I stayed quiet. I just stood up and guided her to the door.Before she went out of the door, she stopped and turned around"Pabo. You don't know a joke don't you? Of course I'll put you first. You're my bestfriend! And of course I think Seungho is enjoying my mother's stories in the house.""Maybe he is"She hugged me "Don't cry anymore arasso? Wait for the right one because he will come at the right time. I don't want to see you crying anymore"I hugged her back "Of course. I'm a strong girl you know. Now go. Seungho is learning all of your secrets from your mother" I teasedShe broke free from the hug mumbling 'aish' as she went out of the house.I'm so happy to have a bestfriend like her. As she left our house I felt a bit empty yet again. You see, me my brother and 3 of our maids are the only ones living in this big mansion. Our parents are overseas because of business. They never neglected me and my younger brother JoonHong but sometimes I feel sad because they can't go home because of business trips. I'm thankful though, because they are not like the other parents who neglects their children just because of business. Our parents always calls us on the weekends and always asks about our condition and they keep on leaving reminders. Almost the perfect parents a person could wish for. If only they are with us. This house is too big for 5 people. Ohwell, at least I have my younger brother with me. I watched TV in my room to pass the time when a few hours later, I heard a knock on my door and when I opened it, I was surprised because JoonHong hugged me so suddenly. "Omo! JoonHong you're back!""Noonaaaa. I heard about you and Kyuhyun hyung from Soojin noona. Are you okay now? Did you cry? Your eyes are puffy" he whined"Zelo! One at a time. Noona isn't a robot you know""Are you okay now?""Well, kinda. Still a bit sad, but I'll survive""Did you cry?""Of course I did, but I'm okay now"He sighed. "Don't worry noona, I know Hyung. I talked to him and I realized that he has sincere intentions when he broke up with you. He wants you to be happy""i know. Not now, but in the future" I ruffled his hair"Ah noonaaaa~" he whined "Don't mess up my hair! This is what you pay me after I bought you something?""OMO! Really?"He nodded. Then he went at the back of the door, poked his head in inside and what smacked on my face made me surprised.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ TADA! FIRST CHAPTER AT YOUR SERVICE.Of course you know what that thing is right? Just pretend you don't and be shocked at the next chapter arasso? Some clarifications: YES, THE YOUNGER BROTHER IS ZELO FROM B.A.P OMO~ ISN'T HE A CUTIE? SOOJIN THE BESTFRIEND IS DO HWE JI THE ULZZANG (the first ulzzang I saw on google so yeah) SEUNGHO THE BOYFRIEND OF SOOJIN IS PARK TAE JUN (again, another random ulzzang)
I do not own any of them~ Moving on.. Sorry for the boring and sucky-ish chapter. As I have said, I stopped writing for a long time so I guess I need to get the hang of it again. It's like I'm starting right from the start. Baby Steps everyone. Thank you for coping up with me. OTL I hope I get the author 'feel' again soon. :) Leave comments. Thank you ^^ -strwbrryblckcat