Trust (1/2)
“Hey Hey..” Sowon said sitting on the table, trying to calm Yerin. “Calm down. You’re in public Yerin.” She said.
“Yuna-ah, tell Hyungeun oppa that we’re going out soon.” Sowon directly looked at Yuju before nodding at the questioning face of the younger. She then turned her head to look at Yerin. “For the nth time Yerin, could you be careful please?” She said ending it with a sigh.
She stood up and sat beside Yerin while Yuju gets busy contacting their over all manager and at the same time their driver. The oldest inhaled gently and slowly whispered to Yerin, “I know it’s Hwang Eunbi, and if it is her it’s different.” She stopped to look at her now softening eyes before she continued. “But you do know that you have to be careful about letting your feelings show up. Aside from the reason that you are an idol, I hope you still have that desire in you to protect one of the reasons why you came back.” She said, getting the knife away from Yerin’s grip and using it to get her a slice of the murdered red velvet cake. She heard Yerin sighed and her lips curved into a smile.
“I’m sorry unnie.” The blonde said. “It’s just… It’s just..”
“Yeah Yeah, I know.” The oldest smiled sweetly at the younger girl then she pats her head gently. “I know, you don’t have to say it.”
She then turned her back to check up the root of the fire on Yerin’s eyes. “Dude, they got something going on there. I didn’t know Dahyun could really get back a position in her life. I mean, based on my researches on what happened to them… It’s kinda hard.” She said before putting another slice of cake.
“I thought you wanted me to calm down…” Yerin scoffed. “I do… I just narrated what could be happening at the other table for you. In that way, somehow you still know and the pain is less.” She said half-joking. “Anyway, you got a big competition right there. Dahyun is not just a somebody I guess.”
Yerin sighed and closed her eyes. She put down the fork she had and inhaled before looking back at Sowon. “Unnie, as much as I am grateful that you are warning me and helping me with this, could we just drop the topic for now?”
Sowon shrugged before internally giving up. “Fine fine. I guess Hwang Eunbi could really easily throw your mood upside down.” She said, reaching out and tapping her fingers on the table in front of Yuju. “Is he coming?” Yuju just nodded before she said something that make Yerin’s mood more sour if it could go sour even more. “The producer and director want us to continue filming the movie. Just one last scene and they said we’re free.” Yerin sighed again. She thought it could be a habit of her now. She stand up and turned to look at her back and she doesn’t know if she sighed again because she is still pissed about seeing Dahyun and SinB together and being all sweet or she sighed because she didn’t saw SinB before she go and continue filming. Somehow, no matter how her mood is in the drain she had the habit of seeing SinB before doing her stuff, especially if it’s something stressful for her.
“Oooh. She isn’t there to recharge you.” Sowon teased before walking immediately, striding with her long legs, so Yerin’s slap couldn’t reach her. She ran a hand through her hair before saying something.
“I didn’t fully know yet if you’re really serious at that girl at all. But I guess, things like this spell it out for me.” And no, she isn’t speaking to anyone, nor she wanted Yerin to hear it. Sometimes she just have to think loudly for herself and for those person who wanted to hear. And in this case, she wished Yerin wanted to. “But on the second thought, aren’t you like this with that Park Sooyoung in the States before.” She added before letting the frustration she feels out of her system.
Just then she heard Yuju’s laugh making her turned around and seeing her two childhood friends embracing each other too sweetly as they walk forward. She smiled watching them come closer. She shakes her head slowly.
I guess, I just have to let fate do its work. She thought, before stopping on her tracks, turning her head a little until she could see them in her periphery.
“Do well guys.” She then said before leading them to the freshman room where the movie where Yuju is first casted as the lead is being filmed. She then made a mental note for herself, in it is a question encircled with a red mark, it says, “Why does our Choi Yuna specifically put Yerin’s name on that ‘people who could be the other main lead?’ “
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They found the room swarmed with students and filled with deafening screams of the fans. They would have to film for the same scene and somehow they thought they would screw it up again.
Yuju knows even though Yerin is the clingy type and that kind of friend who shows her affection through hugs and kisses, her blonde friend is still the type of person who values kisses on the lips. No matter how others see it as Yerin would often steal kisses from her and her other friends, she knows that the other actually is rare to do that and if she did it’s just a part of an act showing her overflowing affection.
Actually, sometimes, a part of her just wanted to steal that first kiss the blonde is treasuring for years. Well, is it even a first kiss? She doesn’t know. The blonde just doesn’t talk often about those things. Sometimes, just some of the times, she wanted to ask what does she sees on her childhood friend she has been looking when there she is already. When she, her childhood friend from the start is there just beside her. Really, she taste the bitter taste on her tongue but she doesn’t dare to speak. Not now, just not yet.