E i g h t (1/1)

He was cold. He used to be the warmest person I've ever met in my whole life, yet he was lying there lifeless. Cold. Unresponsive. His lips was not even smiling for me again, his hands were no longer holding on mine. But it was just history. Doctors already announced his passed away time. His lungs were no longer breathing, heart was stopped beating.I didn't understand why wouldn't my tears fell.I just kept standing still, watching him sleep. But not knowing when would he woke up and greet me, saying good morning like he always did. I believed he was going to open his eyes eventually. However they took his body away. My Myungsoo. Until then I still couldn't get used of you being away from me. You had promised that you won't ever leave me alone.You won't broke your own promise.---"Why are you staring at me like that? You give me goosebumps." L who was driving the car down the empty street, heading to somewhere safe like he claimed before, but suddenly distracted with my non-stop gaze toward him. "I know I'm very good-looking but will you stop? I can't concentrate."I giggled then rolled my eyes at his bold or perhaps shameless statement. "Why can't you focus while I was staring at you? Nervous?"I teased him and flicking his chin with my fingertips. He shoved my hand away and grunted in depression when abruptly stepped on the brake, causing the vehicle to halt is movement."You're so annoying Sungyeol.""I agree on the good-looking part." His dark orbs widened in surprise as his brows furrowed in suspicions. "What are you trying to say?" "Since you resemble Myungsoo so much.""God damn, Myungsoo again? When will you stop comparing me to your dead boyfriend?" He looked pretty irritated, however his words also offended my heart so deep, it was very unpleasant to be heard of."Watch your words L! Don't call him that way!""Don't compare me then, I don't like being compared to another especially when he wasn't alive anymore."Unintentionally my hands flew and slapped his face hard. He looked surprised and so did I. He rubbed his reddened cheek while I was jumping out from the car, leaving him without a word. I was really mad at him. He could have speak more careful knowing Myungsoo was still a sensitive topic for me."Sungyeol! Where are you going?"I could hear he mentioned my name and walking behind me, but I refused to talk to him right there, not when I was still angry with his words earlier."Get back to the car right now!" He grabbed my wrist but i immediately released his grip away."I don't want to! Just leave me alone!"We kept quiet for a while, before he broke the silent."Fine." Was the only word he said as he turned around and walked back to the car. He entered and sit on the driver's seat, then turned the engine on."Get in, this is the last chance I'll give to you."I shook my head without any hesitation, being a stubborn I was, although I knew it was not a good situation either if he left me in this middle of nowhere."Okay then, I have no time for your stubbornness  though." He started to drive the car forward, was he really intenting on leaving without me?"Asshole! You were the one at fault but not even apologizing to me, now you are going to go just like nothing matters?"I practically yelled at him and he suddenly stopped the car any further."So it was my fault?" He got off from the car again and came approach me."Why was it my fault? Can you explain?""Y-you!" I palmed my fist ready to punch him hard again but he quickly grab my hands to stop my action."I'm pissed that you kept comparing me to Myungsoo, so it was my fault?""You said hurtful things to me! Calling him my dead boyfriend! Can't you be more respectful?"I spitted the words loud in front of his face as I pushed him away and turned my back on him."Okay I'm sorry! I'm sorry if it hurted you. But are you even care of my feelings a bit?" I glanced over my shoulder, confused by his previous statement. What was he trying to say before? "What do you mean?" I blinked in confusion but he immediately turned away and stepped back to the car."Just... Get into the car please. Sungyeol, I beg you." He put his forehead on the steer frustratedly and I couldn't help but joining him inside as he requested."I'm being sorry also, L. For hitting you earlier. Forgive me, I'm gonna stop mentioning Myungsoo in front of you." He looked up to me and heaved a deep sigh before showing a faint smile. "No it's okay. Sorry for being an insensitive bastard." He ruffled my hair before turning on the engine once more."Let's go." He drove the car at high speed through the street while I stared blankly outside the window, wondering what was the meaning behind his previous statement."What kind of feelings did you mean, L?" I asked the question to myself as I closed my tired eyes throughout the remaining journey.---Slow and short update, not giving much progress to the plot though....btw i missed yeol which is still in jungle, i hope he come back soon...and excited with infinite comeback in july!! Woohoo!!