I'm telling you to go, why won't you listen?
"Go, please." That was all what Jonghwan had said to you as soon as you guys had started an argument. You held onto his arm tight, crying your eyes out. You were trying to say something, but the huge amount of pain was making your words not come out. Tears were continuosly falling out of your lids and your cheeks were flushed with bright pink color. Jonghwan was trying to hold in his tears as well, but he knew he had to be strong and let you go. "Why are you pushing me away like this..." Your voice trailed off as soon as you felt that huge ache in your heart pounding inside of you like there was no more meaning in life. His nostrils started to quiver and his lips started to startle as soon as you moaned out in pain. He had told you in the past that he never wanted to see you in pain ever and he hated you seeing in one. "I'm not pushing you away, it's just for the best for you and me..." He clenched his fist tightly and tried to get you off of him. You set him lose and felt weak. You were suddenly on the ground trying to hold in your cries. "There is no reason for you to push me away like this all of a sudden J-Jonghwan...please, what did I do wrong? Tell me-" "It's not you who did something wrong, it was me!" He instantly yelled making you in shock and frightened. You saw his chest beeming for hair and his eyes were pierced against yours. His cheeks turned red and he started to form some pearly shaped sweat beads. "I was the one all along who messed up our relationship and took the wrong turn...I was the one who didn't love you enough when you did..and now I'll be the one who will let you go, because I want you to be happy for once.." He turned around aiming for the front door, but your voice caught him in place and glued him down. "Who said that I wasn't happy? Okay, even if you didn't tell me that you had loved me, that doesn't mean I still didn't feel the connection..It's reasonable for you to not show affection towards me because you are so busy with your career life..but I understand..so please don't leave me like this Jonghwan, I know both of us don't want this.." "No-" He took a breath and closed his eyes. The lies that he was about to spill right at this moment was going to hurt you and him even more. "I'm letting you go because I'm not good enough for you... and- that..I don't love you anymore.." He didn't want to take another step forward because he knew after he did, he would have left your heart and your side. "Then why are you leaving me now?..Why didn't you leave me earlier?" You stuttered your words as he sighed. You sighed back and you were lost of words, "If you really feel like you need to leave me, fine...but don't come back and cry that you have made the worst mistake of your life..because I know that you still love me and you always will..you promised." "That promise...d-doesn't matter anymore...we're over, remember?" He slipped his feet in his shoes and walked out of your apartment quickly and slammed the door shut making you feel restless and careless of your life. [I'm going to make another chapter, so please wait!<3]