Chapter 55 (1/1)
“Are you ready, Jaejoong?” Yunho asks.Jaejoong looks up to Yunho from his bed and nods his head happily. “Um!” he smiles to him.Yunho nods and looks away from him as he looks down to his daughter. “Let’s go now, Yunjoongie.” He said as he takes his daughter hand in his own.Jaejoong feels despair with that as he walks behind them out of the hospital. He has got the permission from the hospital to check out that day as he is getting better physically but mentally he is not. He is sad that Yunho is still ignoring and upset with him.Jaejoong turns his head to Yunho who is focussing on driving and heaves a soft sigh. He then looks outside of the window as he bites his lips. He feels so lonely without Yunho’s eyes looking at him, without Yunho’s voice talking to him and without Yunho’s hand touching him.He leans his head to the window and gulps down his tears. He doesn’t want to show Yunho how broken he is. He is trying to be strong.Yunho takes a glimpse to his lover and sighs a little. He feels remorseful.---“Are we going to stay here, Appa?” Yunjoong asks.Yunho looks down to her and nods his head. “Of course. We will live together from now on.” He said as he looks at Jaejoong who is now looking out of the glass window with a frown on.He sighs as he walks over to him and pats his shoulder. “You should get some rest, Jae--” he was cut off when Jaejoong nods his head and walks away from him.Yunho looks at his lover who is walking upstairs to their room. He bites his lips a little before he looks down to his daughter again. “Are you feeling hungry, baby?” he asks as he kneel down and pats her head.Yunjoong smiles and nods her head happily. “Um! I’m so hungry.” She said.Yunho nods his head and extends his hand for Yunjoong after he got up on his feet. “Let’s go to the kitchen now. Appa will cook for you.” He said.Yunjoong skips along to the kitchen happily upon that.---“How is it?” Yunho asks both of Yunjoong and Changmin who are sited in front of him on the dining table.They both smile to him. “Really good!” Changmin said with a thumb up.Yunho smiles as he looks at his daughter. “You like it?” he asks.Yunjoong smiles and nods her head to Yunho. “Um! You are really a good cook, Appa.” She said happily as she eats her food carefully.Yunho smiles to that and heaves a relief sigh. He then looks up to the stair upon thinking of his lover. He looks down to Changmin.“Min, can you bring the food upstair to Gomo?” he asks.Changmin looks up to Yunho and tilts his head. “Why can’t you do it yourself, Samchun?” he asks.Yunho looks at him and sighs. He nods his head before prepares the food in a tray.He walks up the stairs and walks in his room to find it dimmed and quiet. He looks at the man who is lying on the bed and walks over to it.He places the tray on the side table before he looks down to the other man who is sleeping soundly on the bed.“He must be tired.” He utters as he sits himself on the bed next to Jaejoong.He looks down to the man who is sleeping on his stomach. His face looks calm with his slightly pouting lips. He always looks cute when sleeping, Yunho thought with a smile.He brings his hand down to caresses the other man’s cheek lovingly. He still loves the other man no matter how angry he is. Jaejoong is his everything.“Um...?” Jaejoong moans as he looks at the man beside him.“Yunho...” he calls.Yunho got up and points to the food which is on the tray. “Your food. You should eat it before it turns cold.” He said.Jaejoong pushed the blanket off his body reveals him with his loose shirt on and nothing else.Yunho looks at that and quickly looks away. “Um...I’m going now.” He said before he rushes out of the room.Jaejoong looks at Yunho and to the food. He sighs before he eats it slowly.“Yunho really nailed his cooking.” He said with a soft smile on his face. () Yunho carries Yunjoong up the stairs after he switches off the lights along the way. He walks in Yunjoong’s room which is opposite to Changmin and settle her down on the bed. He pulls the cover over her small frame and smiles to see her pouting lips while sleeping.“She sure looks like Joongie while sleeping.” He said.He caresses her cheek softly before plants a kiss on her forehead lightly. He looks over her for a long time before he got up and walks out of the room after switches off the light.He bites his lips as he made his way back to his and Jaejoong’s room. He opens the door slowly and quietly not wanting to make any noise as he thought Jaejoong is asleep.However, he is wrong. Jaejoong is not on the bed and nowhere to be seen in the room. He raises his brows upon that before he sees the curtain by the balcoony streams backwards by the wind.He slowly walks out to the balcony and he is right. Jaejoong is there sitting on the chair outside while staring out to the night view. He heaves a sigh as he looks over to the man who are barely in clothes. His legs are attached up to his chest while his hands wrapping his bare legs.He walks over to Jaejoong and opens his sweater. He puts it over the smaller body who instantly looks up to him upon that.“Why are you out here?” he asks as Jaejoong turns his head away to stares at the night view again.A sigh escapes Jaejoong’s lips. “I just can’t sleep.” He said softly more like a whisper but Yunho could hear it clearly.Yunho sits himself next Jaejoong and heaves a sigh. He then places his hand on Jaejoong’s shoulder. “Aren’t you cold Jaejoong. You are barely wearing anything.” He said.Jaejoong shook his head. “I am fine.” He simply replies.Yunho looks at the man and bites his lips. Maybe he is overboard. “Jae I want to say sorry if I ever---”“No. It is not your fault.” Jaejoong said.Yunho looks at him and heaves a sigh. “I’m still sorry if I made you sad by ignoring you.” He said softly.Jaejoong turns his head to him and nods his head anyways. “I forgive you.” He casually said without any feeling into it and Yunho caught that. He knew how his Jaejoong is.Yunho sighs harshly as he got up from his seat. “Just scream to me if you are angry, Jaejoong. I don’t mind.” He said angrily.Jaejoong looks up to Yunho and looks away. He feels hurt. He shook his head. “I am never angry to you, Yunho. But you are. You are angry to me and starts to ignore me. How am I supposed to do? You made me feel all the guilt and feel bad it myself. You totally ignore my feelings. I know you love our daughter but how about me? Aren’t I someone you love? Aren’t I your lover? But you just....you just...I don’t know, Yunho.” He said as he got up from his seat and walks in the room.Yunho walks in behind him and pulls his wrist, hard. “I said I am sorry didn’t I?!” he said it loudly.Jaejoong looks into Yunho’s eyes and smile. “Yeah I know. But words can’t solve anything right now. I am still hurt.” He said as he pulls his hand away and walks in the bathroom.Yunho fisted his hands tightly as he folds his arms on his chest. He heaves a harsh sigh as he sits himself on the bed.Right then, the door open reveals Jaejoong in his proper attire. He walks out of the room but stops when Yunho calls him.“Where are you going?” he asks while standing up.Jaejoong looks at the door and bites his lips lightly. “I’ll be with Changmin.” He said before he walks out of the room leaving Yunho alone in his trance. () “Good morning.”Jaejoong turns his head behind and looks at Yunho who is already in his suit. He turns his eyes to his frying pan again.“Morning.” He replies.Yunho looks at the other man and places his brief on the table before sits himself on the chair. Jaejoong then places the pancake on the plate before walks over to Yunho and places it in front of the other man.“Thanks.” Yunho said with a smile but Jaejoong simply ignore him.He walks back to the kicthen and takes a glass and a cotton of milk. He pours it in the glass before walks over to Yunho and places it beside his plate.“Thanks, Jaejoong.” Yunho said again.Jaejoong looks down to him and nods his head lightly. “Welcome.” He said before walks in the kitchen again and starts to washes the plates.Yunho frowns to that and leaves his food. He got up as he walks over to Jaejoong and turns the other man around to face him.“Can’t you even look into my eyes and say it properly?” he asks angrily.Jaejoong looks into Yunho eyes and sighs. He smiles a little. “You are welcome for the breakfast, Yunho. Now can I continue with the dishes?” he asks before he turns himself around to wash the plates again.Yunho looks at the other man and heaves a harsh sigh. “Look at you. I am trying to make up here and you are ignoring me now. How are we going to solve this stupid problem. I really have no idea.” He said angrily as he places his both hands on his side waists.Jaejoong bites his lips a little upon that and continue on washing the dishes.Yunho frowns wider when he receives no reply. He grabs Jaejoong’s hand and turns himself around again.“Answer me, Jaejoong! What is up with you!” he shouts.Jaejoong looks into Yunho’s eyes and pulls his hand away from the tight grab. “That hurts.” He said rubbing his wrist a little.Yunho walks around the kitchen angrily before he stops and looks at Jaejoong again. “Tell me how do I make you feel better uhh??!! How can I make you happy again!!” he shouts to Jaejoong’s face.Jaejoong blinks his eyes to the screams on his face and looks away from the other man. “I’ll be happy again if you stop hurting me and shouting to my face.” He said before he walks off.“Stand right there, Kim Jaejoong. I am not done yet!” he shouts.Jaejoong stops and looks up to find his daughter and Changmin are looking at them.“Is everything alright?” Changmin asks.Jaejoong looks over to him and Yunjoong with a smile. “Of course everything is alright.” He said and walks over to Yunjoong and plants a kiss on her cheek.“Morning, baby. How was your sleep uhm?” he asks.Yunjoong smiles to him and nods her head. “It was good.” She said before looks over to Yunho who walks behind Jaejoong.“Why are you shouting to Omma, Appa?” she asks.Yunho looks down to her and gives her a soothing smile. He walks over to her and picks her up in his arms. “We are just talking about something. Nothing to be worried about.” He said as he looks at Jaejoong who is looking away from him.Changmin caught that as he heaves a small sigh. “I am going to school now, Gomo Samchun.” He said.Jaejoong looks over to Changmin and knells down in front of him. He straightens Changmin’s tie and his uniform and pats the dust off. “There you go. You should study hard okay, Minnie.” He said with a warm smile.Changmin nods his head and smiles to him. “Um!” he hums.Jaejoong smiles as he leans in and plants a kiss on Changmin’s lips. “Becareful okay.” He said.Changmin nods his head again and waves to them before he walks out of the house.---“Appa going now.” Yunho said while waving his hand up to Yunjoong.She waves back to Yunho happily. “Bye Appa.” She said.Yunho smiles to her and looks at Jaejoong who is standing by Yunjoong side, keeping quiet. He sighs as he walks over to Jaejoong and looks into his eyes.Jaejoong looks up to Yunho and raises his brows. “Um?”Yunho sighs a litle before cups Jaejoong’s cheek and smiles to him. “I’m so sorry, Jaejoong. I just want you to know that I really love you. So much.” He said.Jaejoong looks into Yunho’s sincere eyes and smiles. He nods his head to that.Yunho smiles to him sweetly before lifts Jaejoong’s hand and kisses it dearly. He looks at him for the last time before let go off the other’s hand and waves up to him.“I’m going now.” He said.Jaejoong smiles and nods his head. “Becareful on the road, Yunnie.” He said.Yunho smiles upon the nickname and nods his head. “I will.” He said.Yunho turns himself around and got in his car and he was about to close the door but Jaejoong stops him from doing so.“Jaejoong..” he trails as Jaejoong opens the door again and sits onto Yunho’s lap in the car.Yunho widens his eyes a little upon that.Jaejoong smiles to him and snakes his arms around the other’s nape. “I love you too, Yunnie.” He said softly.Smile crept up Yunho’s face upon that and he smiles widely to Jaejoong.Jaejoong then leans up to Yunho’s face and captures his tempting lips. He presses his lips onto Yunho and licks it a little before pulls away from the kiss.“I’ll be waiting for you tonight.” He said with a seductive smile.Yunho smirks to that and gropes his ass a little. “I’ll be early.” He said.Jaejoong got out of the car afterwards and closes the door. He waves his hand up to Yunho with a bright smile on his face.Yunho smiles back to him and waves his hand up to his lover. He gives him flying kisses before he droves off.Jaejoong smiles upon that and looks at the door of his house. He stumbles backward a little upon meeting Yoochun and Junsu who are smirking to him. Yunjoong is in Junsu’s arms.“We saw everything~” Yoochun teases him.Jaejoong blushed upon that and rubs his neck lightly. End of Chapter 55A small fight between Yunjae is so cute right? Hahaha. However, no worries people. I won't make it long. 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