Chapter 5 (1/1)

Suzy POVWe arrived at the mud flat. My eyes stray to Amber and Soojung. Amber got off first, she put her hands around Soojung's waist, helping her getting off, holding her so tight. I can't stop being a little bit jealous.I never thought i ever fell with a girl. I always thought i'm straight. Amber is the first girl who makes me head over heels. I want to be near her, around her, touching her, hugging her. I think she likes me too, she always wants to be around me when we are filming. I can't stop thinking about the first time we were at mud flat as she was putting mud on my face, my heart won't stop beating so fast.Jiyoung, Sulli, Soojung and I are good friends being in the 94'er line. We go out occasionally together. it's been so long though cause Krystal was busy with HK, Sulli with Inkigayo and we both with IY. I tried to recall if Krystal ever talked about Amber, i couldn't remember any. I noticed she got a lot of phonecalls where she always spoke in English, but i never bother to ask her who that was. I guess it must be Amber, cause Soojung talks in Korean with Jessica - unnie. We gathered at the mud flat, the Samcheons are making another game to decide who get the goby to catch the octopus. Another 100 m race, all G8 must carry their guests to the finish line. And like expected, Amber and Soojoung win the game without much effort.Why does my heart hurt so much as i saw her hugging Soojung as they won? I know i like her... am i in love with her?Second game, war game. Mud fight. The guests wear a target on their chests, her G8 member has to protect her and the target from other teams. And my heart starts aching again as i saw how Amber protects Soojung. She sometimes deliberately lose to us just to make us happy, but right now she's the prince protecting her princess. Amber fought, keeping Soojung close to her, getting all the mud thrown from the other teams on her body cause they are all targeting her and Soojung. But she won't budge, inspite of how Sooyoung Unnie pulling her to separate her and Soojung, she was holding her so tight, won't let go, until they stumble together. Amber lying on top of Soojung, all wet and dirty with mud. Soojung clinging on to her, her legs wrap around Amber's waist. All the other girls tried to separate them, not even a chance, they just won't budge.How i want to be Soojung right now. I just stand on the side, watching, heart broken. I never want this much to be someone else like how i'm feeling right now.Amber leaned lower, whispering something in Soojung's ear. I saw Soojung grab a handfull of mud, wrapped her hands around Amber's neck, Amber kneeled with Soojung clinging on her chest and start counter attacks on the other group. It seems like they can read each other minds, they got Sunnie and Sooyoung unnie. The girls scattered around, Amber and Soojung moved forward and got Yewon Unnie too. The rest of the girls gathered around, planning another stategy, knowing the only way for any of them to win the game if to beat Amber and Soojung together. So they attacked at the same time, finally able to separate Amber and Soojung, and got them out of the game. They were both laughing like crazy, don't even bother that they just lost the game. Amber crawled to Soojung, put her arms around her as they continue laughing. Fei unnie was scolding me cause i wasn't even pay attention as Bora Unnie attacked her. We lost, Fei unnie pinched my arm, but the pain was nothing compares to seeing how lovey dovey Amber and Soojung are.I saw them running to the ocean, splashing water to each other and start swimming. They are like a pair made in heaven. They got back a couple minutes later, wet, Amber was carrying Soojung on her back. They sat themselves with me and the others who already out from the game. Bora unnie just got Jiyoung and Eunjung Unnie, so they sat next to us. Amber excuses herself to go to the bathroom. Jiyoung grinned and hugged Soojung"Soojungie, you'Re so lucky. Amber Unnie is sooooo caring."Soojung didn't answer but her lips formed a smirk."Soojungie, can i go on a date with her?" Soojung raised her eyebrows, it feels like the temperature went down by 10°."Why?""WHY? Because she's handsome and loving. I like her" Jiyoung showed her famous smile. "You think she'll go out with me?""Ask her yourself" Soojung answered coldly"I'll do that" As Amber sat herself, Jiyoung moved next to Amber and linked her arm to hers. Amber smiled and looked at her. Soojung pretend not to care but i can see she was looking through the corner of her eyes."Unnie?""Yes?""Want to go on a date with me?""Sure"And Soojung turned her head so fast, couldn't believe her ears"Really Unnie?""Yeah. Where do you want to go?""HEhehehe you can decide. I don't care""Want to go to amusement park?""Yeah. You're so cool, Unnie""I know" she showed her dorky smile "Who's coming along?"Jiyoung pouts. "It's a date, Unnie. We are supposed to be alone""Heh?" That dorky face" A date, you know. Like romantic date, you and me""Heh?""Aissshh Unnie, are you for real? I like you""I like you, too. You're my cute little sister. Just like Ssul..."Jiyoung pouts again "Uggh Unnie, you just broke my heart""HEH??? Wae??" This dork is really slow"But... but... wae? Aisssh don't pout like that, what did i do? Did i say something wrong?"She was more than confused"STupid!" Soojung said "Jiyoung just confessed to you and you broke her heart just like that""But..but Krys, i.. i... uhhh... cute Jiyoung, please don't be like this. I really like you, i love you like a little sis... I love everybody on G8 like sisters"And there you go, just with one sentence i had my first broken heart. And i hurts like hell, but i tried not to show it. My first love, my first heartbreak. "It's ok, Unnie" Jiyoung said "Do you already have someone you like?"Amber's face turned red again, she nodded."Chinca?" Jiyoung got excited. Amber nodded again."Wow, Unnie. Who is it? Eru oppa?""WHAAAAT??? NO!""No?""No!" "Do we know him?"Amber opened her mouth, as if she wanted to correct her, but closed it again and mumbled "Mmhh Mmmhh""So it must be someone from K-Pop right?"She nodded again. "Did you already tell him how you feel?""I don't think sh-- i mean this person likes me like the way i like h--"She didn't finished her sentence and scratched her head. Was she about to say 'she and her?' So she does like girls?"Owww, unnie, you're so cute. I'm sure whoever it is likes you back. Who doesn't like you Unnie?"Amber just smiled weakly and pat Jiyoung on the head. I took a glimpse at Krystal, something is bothering her but she tried to keep a straight face. We proceed with the third game, catching octopus. You guys can already guess who won, right? Even the octopus are taking side with Amber and Soojung.After we finished, Amber and Soojung got into another car to go to the hot spring as the others get to spend the night in G8's house. A few film crew coming along with them as the rest are coming with us.I saw them left and i said goodbye to my first love. Someday this heart is going to heal and i'll be able to love again.  I love you Amber Unnie... ----