[M] MINE (1/1)

He places me on the bed. Sweat plastered to my face and hair. I'm losing to much blood. I can feel it being sucked out of me like a vacuum. “Nany” he says. “You look sexy” he opens a drawer. How can such a thing in this situation. I see him hold an object to the light. He sits down beside me. I try moving away from him but he golds me down in place. “Don't move or you'll get hurt” he tells me. I nod even if won't make a difference. He extends my arm.I feel a needle go into my arm. The sharp pain not even felt through all the other pain I feel. He looks me over probably realizing all the blood and how much I am sweating. “I'll take out the bullets, I can't have you die on me “ he adds on the last part. I try getting up as soon as he leaves to get something. A fail. My body isn't reacting. Before I can even move he comes back holding things I can't see on account that I'm losing my vision. He turn me on my side. “This might hurt” he warns me.I feel him extract the bullet like a tooth. I scream as he adds rubbing alcohol. “Don't try they can't hear you, we're to deep in” he explains as he dresses my wound.I hear ripping, then my back feels cold. “Don't worry I'll paid for your clothes” he pauses. “Any anything else I might rip tonight” he laughs softly. Fear claws at my face. He pulls the second bullet out and bandage it up. I'm praying it won't bleed out or its gets clogged up.He flips me over. “Look” he shows me the silver bullets. “I saved you. No need to thank me, with words that is” an evil smile crawls on his prefect face.Jaebum stokes my cheek. Memories of the day he found out about me being pregnant flash through my mind. He lends in closer. His face is so close to my that I feel his eyelashes blink on my face. “You're my slut tonight” he says as he rapes my lips. I guess he found out. He forces his tongue in reluctant mouth. I try pushing him off of me but I am to weak to even lift them up. I lay helpless.His lips move from my face to my chest. He rips off the remains of my dress. He licks his rapist lips. He forces my bra off of me. I feel disgusting. He takes off his shirt revealing his abs, stained with my dry blood. I never hated this much to see a set of abs before. The pants and boxers that he was wearing are no longer on his body.He strips off the only clothes I still have on me. He admires my body for a few seconds before sucking all over my body. The feel of its brings me chills and goosebumps. My legs are spread open against my will. I am not a slut. I am not a slut. I am not a slut. Rings in my head. He pushes my body to my knees. He grabs my hands and places them near my hole. “Finger yourself” he commands me, I don't want to make him bad. I finger myself as if I were playing a flute. “Deeper” I hear I hear him say as he drives my fingers deeper into myself. I cringe at this.I hate myself. I have no control over myself. I hear him moaning. Eww so ugly. He takes my hand out and places it on something hard. I can't tell what it is till he presses my hand squeezing his members. I try pulling my hand away from him but he keeps it locked. Soon my other hand is on it. I feel like crying.“Message it” he orders me. My hands are like robots following his voice. He moans egg me on. “Aaa, Nany harder, do it just like that” he voice kills me. He takes my hands off.I know he wants to fit himself inside of me. I try closing my legs tight. “No” he says mad. He sticks a finger deep into me. My back aches and a scream echoes on the wall. “I wanna hear you scream Nany, with pleasure” he tells me. I feel his member in my hole, unauthorized in there. He starts to thrush so hard and fast that I am afraid my water will break. The bed creaking from the raping. “Please stop” I say with tears in my eyes.He ignores me and pushes himself deeper. His penises is probably eaten whole from my hole. I feel like a fuckin whore. “I. Fuckin. Love. You” he says every time his things goes in deeper bringing pain to me.A tear rolls down my face. I have fallin. The Great Nany Guerrero has collapsed like Rome. He sits down before me. He pats my head and face. “Shh, shh Pretty girls don't cry” he shushes me. “Come here” he extends his arms and carries me to the floor.He puts me on the floor with my knees under me like if I was praying. Jaebum positions his thing right in front of my face. It's bigness forced in my face. “Suck it” I shake my head at him. He bends down to my level and looks into my eyes. “The quicker you do this the faster it'll end” he kisses my lips. “Come on baby”he beckons me. Seeing on how I won't give in he forces my mouth open and shoves his member into my mouth. The size is to much, he's chocking me. I try moving my head away but he holds the back of my head in place. I close my eyes it's like a living hell I can feel the heat.His cums straight into my mouth giving me a tangy taste. It's to much. I do the only thing to get him out. I bite down hard. As first he moans thinking i'm finally going to give in. he screams and pulls out of me as I bite down even harder. I choke reaching for air. After a while I get even breaths.I look at him. The eyes that sometime look at me with intensity are broken. His eyes are filled with sadness and anger. He lifts his hand over his head ready to strike. He looks at me gritting his teeth. He puts his hand down. “You'll pay Nany” he gets up and leaves. I can't stand up i'm weak. I'm lightheaded. I stare up at the ceiling my head pounding and my vision slipping.I see him kneel down beside me. A click is heard as he pulls my hand behind me. Cuffing me. I see a glint in the light. “I heard you like to play with knifes, Nany” I shut my eyes.“I know what you are too” he tells me. What does he mean by that? “Not only are you a DEA agent but Jyp's step daughter. I hope he's okay” he fakes sympathy. I hate him so bad. He poses a blade on my breast. “Not these they are to big” he says aloud. “I didn't tell my dad because I love you and he probably kill you. You should thank me” he waits for me to respond but I don't.The blade slides on my hole. “Not this I didn't explore it's depths enough. A good licking” he laughs. He presses on my thigh. “You can't see the damage if you listen to your precious angel for once” he spats in my ear. As he finishes saying this he starts to carve into my skin. The pain is intolerable.I hope back in the screams that beg me to escape. I won't give give the satisfaction. After he's done he asks me “Do you know what it says?” his evilness fans out like perfume when sprayed in the air. “Mine” I whispers. He smiles. “That's right Nany. You are mine right now but that doesn't have to end tonight if I “ he stops talking.He glides his hand over my stomach. My eyes widen. “Please Jaebum I'll do anything just don't” he cuts me off. “To late for that” he glides the knife in place of his hands. “Maybe I can take out his likeness and fill it with mine” he says while lifting the knife up and I see it coming down in slow mode. I hear sound like a pumpkin being hit with a knife. Then I feel no pain. But I see a tunnel overtake my vision.I have mixed emotion. i don't know if to hate this chapter or JB like watch the hell was i thinking. Hope no body hates me but all well have to do what i have to do. Great Monday school starts. =( Living Hell.