OUR LITTLE SECRET 4 (1/1)
TOP POVAfter Chearin leave them alone, silent eat us up. No one would dare to open their mouth. Either I or she, both of us just sits there in silent, not knowing what to do or speak. I’m scared that, when I start to speak, we will start bickering again.And also not to mention THIS.IS.SO.AWKWARD!I just want to talk to her. Something inside me wants me to talk to her. I don’t know why. Maybe because she owes me something. Or maybe because I just want to talk to her. I don’t know. Look at her in front me make me in cloud nine. I just don’t care what happen around me right now. I just want to talk to her. I just realize I still hold her hand. It still cold. I hope I can do something about it. Maybe I should stay still hold her hand. Her face is so pale, she keep staring at me. Oh god! I think I could fall in love with her. We both are staring at each other for I don’t know how long. We don’t care what is happening around us right now. Oh WAIT! Did I just say that? Did I just say that I might fall in love with her? Screwed me! NO! I will not. OhGOD! This thing is confusing me. ‘’hyung! What are you doing?!’’ Jiyong suddenly, interrupted. Oh God! Where is this creature come from? Seriously Jiyong, at this time, when we at our own world? Come on! Wrong timing Jiyong-ah! I look him, he looked confuse, to see what happen in from of him right now. Well, maybe in his head, he still questioning, who the hell this chic, and what is she doing here. Well, even I’d told him what happen to me few days ago, but, he still doesn’t know which girl. Well, to tell you the truth, I’m also confused for what happening in front of right me right now. Yeah! It’s confusing me too. 2 days ago, I hate what she told me. Now, I hold her hand, trying to keep her hand warm. And I want to talk to her. But, my mouth just doesn’t want to say anything. I just keep staring at her. I don’t know why, I think she is different today. What she has done to me? What kind of spell she has used? Is she a witch or what? Oh God! Why? ‘’oh! Nothing. Jiyongie, meet Min Ah. Lee Min Ah.’’ I said to Jiyong. He looks surprised when heard that. Now, I guess, all the question in his head got the answer. ‘’hyung! Stop calling me that in front of girl. I hate that. By the way. I’m Kwon Jiyong.’’ Jiyong offer a handshake. She just stares at Jiyong hand. I know, she’s having starstruck. I squeeze her hand. Then she startled and she looks at me and back down to Jiyong hand. I release her hand so that she could handshake with Jiyong. “Well girl, don’t be so tensed. No need for that. Look, your hand is so cold. I’m not gonna eat you. so, breath in, breath out, don’t forget to breath. By the way hyung, she’s cute” Jiyng said straight forward. When, she heard Jiyong said that, she releases her hand. After that I take her hand back. Make Jiyong look back at me with curiosity. ‘’shuuhh . go jiyong. Do something. Go make a new song. ’’I said to him. ‘’ hyung, what’s wrong?, are you ok?’’ ‘’yeah I’m fine.’’ ‘’okkkkkkayyyyyyy. So, I go first. Nice to meet you Min Ah.’’ He waves at her. ‘’n…nice to.. to meet you too’’she stuttering . When jiyong left us, I look at her. Straight into the eyes. I need an answer. I hope she’s not here because of what I had done to her before. ‘’okay, shoot! What are you doing here by the way?’’ I ask her with questions that keep playing like a song in my mind. ‘’well, basically, your sajangnim ask me to come here. And your manager fetches me. And I’m here. It doesn’t matter why I here anyways.’’she said. Then she looks at the floor. I don’t know why. There is something in her voice. Something that I wish I know more. Something that she hides from everyone. I wish, I know about it. She is so mysterious. I wish I know her more. ‘’could you please let go of my hand.?’’she ask innocently. ‘’oh sorry! I don’t know you don’t like it. I thought I could do something about it. Your hand is so cold. I can keep your hand warm. You know!’’ ‘’no ,no need about it. I’m fine.” I freed her hand. She put her hand on her lap, maybe to keep it warm, or to ease her feeling. “I can get use to this. Meet big star every day. BIGBANG oppa, 2NE1 unnie.’’ She whispered to herself. Well, that something new. I never see someone talk to herself like this. Well maybe she is someone that thinking out loud. She totally amused me. Really! ‘’unnie? How old are you?’’ suddenly Minji come and sits beside her. ‘’I’m 19. Why?’’ ‘’oh! I thought, you were older than that. You look not so young. Are you sure you 19?’’ Minji asked her amusingly. Well, same goes to me. I’m totally shocked. I thought she is in mid-20. But, I was wrong. She stills a young girl. Well, I can’t imagine if I’m in her shoes. ‘’yahhhhh!! I know how old I am. Don’t ever question about It.! But you know, people always said, if we look old nowadays, when we old, we will look young. ’’She said while wink at Minji. OMG! So cute. Don’t she ever dare to do like that again in front of me. Or else, I’ll pinch the hell out of her cheek, and I swear, I’ll never let it go again. Well, I guess, it doesn’t apply to my body. I just think about it, next things I know, I already pinch her cheek. ‘’aaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh’’ she screamed. Everyone in this room stops doing whatever they doing and look back at us. ‘’ah, joesonghabnida. Please continue whatever you guys doing.’’ She bows. ‘’yahh CHOI SEUNG HYUN. It hurts. Don’t do that ever again. I hate when people do that to me. Everyone love do that to me. I wonder why.one day I might have the plump cheek ever.’’ she whining. Soo cute. I wonder how people around her resist her cuteness while I can’t.