Birthday~ (1/1)

~1 month later~I slowly walked into the kitchen and warmed up the soup I made yesterday. I've also been throwing up constantly, having hot flashes,lower back pain and a headache that seems to go away and come back. I must have caught a virus or something. I haven't been with bae for a couple weeks now because of his busy schedule, since he missed so much while I was in the hospital and his short tour in Japan with the boys.But we of course texted each other and talked on the phone, He came by a couple days ago, I Ignored the nausea i felt the whole time he was here so he wouldn't worry about me. But i think he know's something's wrong especially after I threw up. Today's bae's birthday and I'm gonna to take him out to eat.I put on my yellow cocktail dress with my silver heels, some bangles and the pair of yellow earings I thaught I would never wear:For my hair and makeup I decided to do it simple. I felt like i was wearing too much yellow and silver so i just decided to do a neutral look. I used a gorgeous shimmery skin toned eyeshadow with a touch of brown, natural pink lipstick, a little winged eyeliner, all topped off with a little bit of mascara for my eye's to pop...well more than usual anyway. Lightly curling my hair outwards made everything go together nicely.  I went to the medicine cabinet and took 2 tablets for my stomach ache. I did not want to ruine my day today.'Everything has to go perfectly' I told myself as i stared in the mirror  and took a deep breath. I grabbed my white clutch, cellphone and keys, Opened my door and to my surprise Bae was already standing there. "Hey beautiful" he said and lightly kissed my cheek. I smiled and kissed his lips "Hey""You all set to go?" He asked as he put one hand on my waist. I nodded and pulled him along towards the elevator. "Where you gonna take me today" he asked me with a smile that reminded me of how a child looks when they think they're going to disneyland. "Its a secret"I said putting my finger over my lip.We began walking with linked arms down the road (since the restraunt was close) and stopped at the crosswalk. "I have something to tell you before the night ends" he said looking at me. "What is it" I asked. "We'll talk about it later" he said before looking ahead.I was about to protest before the light turned red and he stepped forward pulling me along. I was worried, What was it that he wanted to talk about, Was it about me being sick? Is it because we haven't been spending time with each other? Has he met someone new?*Gasp* Is he going to break up with me?Do I worry too much? All these questions flowed through my brain as we came up to the restraunt.Its a restraunt that I saw couples coming in and out of with happy expressions on their faces.I figured I would take him here because when i went in being curious and found out it had the best food ever. We sat at a table in the mostly empty restraunt, Iwas happy since it was so emptpy today. The waiter came over with a bottle of chilled wine and two menus. I was looking through the menu when the familiar feeling in my stomach came back. I guess i expressed it on my face because bae asked "gwaenchanayo?".I nodded and too a sip of the wine, forcing down whatever felt lik it was coming up. The waiter came back and we ordered our food. We began catching up and telling each other how much we missed each other while we were away from each other. He talked about japan, i asked about the fans being touchy with him.He denied anything happend and i believed him, but i wanted to give him a hard time so i pretended to be jelous. He begged for my forgiveness saying that he didn't let them touch they just looked. I burst into laughter because of the look he kept giving me, realizing it was just a joke he laughed and told me he loved me. I told him i loved him back and kissed his cheek.'What a sweet, romantic,caring, perfect fiancé I have' I thaught to myself as I glanced at my engagement ring 'am i really good enough for him?'. Our food had finally arrived and we ate. Bae Enjoyed it a lot and said he wanted to come back there. We soon left the restraunt and back to my apartment. At home I had prepared strawberries, wine, chocolate, romantic candles, and some see-through lingerie for him. I smiled happily to myself thinking of what his reaction would be.We got inside and i made sure to waist no time bringing him straight to my room. He smiled at me after seeing the room. I smiled back at him and sat him on the bed and changed into my lingerie. I came back out and did a sexy pose for him, seeing him gulp hard just told me that he was anticipating it. I walked over seductively and kissed his cheek leaning into his ear a whispering "I hope you don't like it too much, it won't be on for long" I licked his ear lightly.I poured two glasses of champagne and sat down giving him a glass. I drank a little and set the drink down, bae did the same. I took a strawberry and licked it. I traced his lips with the strawberry, he held it in his mouth and i held the other side. We soon ate the strawberry together and began to kiss. He suddenly pulled away."Is something wrong?" I asked. "Ani"he said. He wasn't acting like himself, I didn't like the feeling I was getting so I got off him. He was obviously aroused, it's hard to miss his hard member poking me.I knew something was wrong and I was gonna fix it right then and there. "Tell me what it is bae" I said tenderly caressing his shoulder. He bit his lip "I'm sorry we haven't been spending much time together, my schedule gets so hecktick."he said appologetically. "Baby that's not your fault and i understand your hecktick your schedules get. Is that what's been bothering you all night?" I asked concerned."Ani.."he responded. He let out a frustrated sigh "I just feel like, i'm not a good enough fiancé  for you..I mean, my schedule is always so crazy we barely get 'us' time...Don't you think it'd be better if...."~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Omg. Why's bae acting so strange..? Could this be the end of  Bae and Hana?Alright this is just part 1, i'll upload part 2 either later today or later tonight.Minanhae, i feel like i get writer's block sometimes writing this story. I'm just not sure what to write sometimes. Anyways.Comment and Subscribe.