chapter 11: FLASHback (1/1)
leah's POV "forget that ever happened" I stood there weak with tears in my eyes. what just happend? why did he say that? why does everyone say that to me..... ***flashback*** I was sleeping when my phone started ringing.. i picked it up without looking at the ID. "hello" "hey" "mmmm who is this?" "Sweetheart it's me Nathan. I'm outside your building can you open the door?" "hey..wait you are outside. whats wrong why are you here so late?" "I will tell you but please open the door it's fucking freezing out here" "ooh ok give me a minute" I jumped out of bed and ran to the door. when I opened the door I saw Nathan shivering in the cold. "Aww..you are freezing come inside I will fix you a cup of tea" "thanks" ****after a few minutes*** "here's your tea" "thanks, sit down lets talk" "ok, what do you want to talk about??" "US" "US??" "leah we have been going out for almost a month now don't you think its time to take a step up" "step up?, what do you mean?" "look you know I love you right?" He came closer to me and reached towards my hands looking right into my eyes. I nodded since I knew he loved me as much as I loved him. "so trust me" He took a leap towards me and kissed me deep. His hands moving up my shirt as he started planting kisses on my neck. "Nathan...Nathan " he didn't stop "Nathan please stop I can't..." my sentence was cut off with another kiss only this time it was more forceful. I struggled in his arms even if I loved him this didn't feel right. Then he broke the kiss and brought his lips near Mr ears and whispered.. "Now its your turn to show me how much you love me" I might fall in love easily but I am not as stupid as other girls.. "Nathan if this is the only way to prove my love then I guess my love for you isn't that strong yet" but even after i said that he didnt stop. "Nathan stop please stop" "NO I have waited to long I can't take it anymore. I want you I WANT YOU NOW!!" "but I am not ready. this isn't right please stop" "NO" with that he ripped my top off and started touching me. I tried to free myself from him but he was to strong. He kept on kissing and licking me. "STOP IT PLEASE" but that didn't stop him "please please please stop" I stared crying and shouting but then I felt pain around my face as his hands slapped my mouth shut.. I cried and shouted for help but no one could hear me. I went num as he teased my body like it was a worthless toy. when I couldn't take it anymore and I had lost all my hope I geared a loud shout. I tried to look as the teasing and torture stopped all at once. And there I saw my best friends fighting and beating the FUCK out of Nathan. savanah came running to me while Jason was taking the Crap out of my boyfriend.. "Jason stop let him go...he's drunk" with that Jason stopped and looked over at me in disbelief. "how can you Fucking still support him when he almost bloody raped you? ARE YOU BLOODY MAD" "just let him go" I said as savanah was helping me up to my room I was about to go in when I felt a hand holding me back "Forget that this ever happend" i looked up to see Nathan looking right at me "I don't know what gotten over me.sorry please forgive me please" "LET GO OF HER" savanah shouted this is the first time I'm seeing her so angry "please forgive me!! FORGET THAT EVER HAPPENED" with that he fell to his knees even though I was disgusted with his actions I still loved him..I looked into his eyes and nodded ****flashback ends**** yes I forgave him but where did that take me? I landed in even more pain and now Onew is doing it to me. I thought I saw something in his eyes but now I know it was only lust.. I thought I liked you Onew oppa.. but after that. after you left me alone I can never forgive you.. i can never like you!! this is the end oppa there can now never be"US" it will always be "you and I"hey guys i cant belive i had just written so much and it all went...fuck!! i am sooo gutted i had replyed to all ur comments and alot more but look i am now left with nothing ....i have to go now.. so i will do that next time..love u all please comment and enjoy!!