Chapter Seven (1/1)

I typed this on my phone and it was erased ¬.¬ so yeah... I waited to go home and type again, Enjoy!!    While baking the cake. Hyukjae giggled at some jokes Chansung told seated next to him. Nickhun kept quiet, stealing glances at the petite man across him, while Taecyeon was checking the oven with a smile. Wooyoung smiled all the time not daring to say something afraid of losing that beautiful sound of laughing on Hyukjae with a silly comment of how beautiful the other look like. Jun sighed drinking his glass of water. How can he love someone like Hyukjae?  He was the reason why everyone was so happy and Jun just couldn't take that happiness away from his brothers.   "Is something the matter?" Hyukjae asked worried; his brown eyes watching deeply at the man.  Jun shook his head and smiled. "Nothing's wrong"; except for my mind and feelings. Jun brought the glass to his mouth again and blinked when there was no water and chuckled. "Sorry. I'm just tired." And he stood and walked to the stairs; closing the door of his room after him. He closed his eyes and plopped on the bed.   "I really fell for him like a fool and didn't know till now." It was past midnight when he awoke at the sound of the clock and his door was knocked. "Coming." Hyukjae stood there.  His eyes bright and he was nervous. "I couldn't chase you in the afternoon because the guess held me from doing so." Jun never broke the gaze. His heart racing and his face stoic.   Hyukjae removed on his place and continued.  "I'm worried about you. You know that even if it's my work I worry about all of you as friends." Jun finally broke the gaze and passed a hand through his hair. "I'm fine." Please go,  I don't want to hurt anyone. They love you. I don't have any right to confess. Hyukjae almost flinched at the motionless words and forced a smile.  "I... see." Jun thought it was for the better this way and watched Hyukjae leaving. "Wait!" Jun called,  his voice anxious and Hyukjae stopped.  "I... I have someone I like." Jun isn't sure why, but Hyukjae smile looked forced as he walked to him,  standing in front of Jun. At the edge foot of the bed. Both centimeters away and watching the other with the dim light trespassing from the aisle. "Who..., I mean... great.  I - I'll help you,  yeah..." Jun felt the word stuck on his throat and nodded. "It's a man." Hyukjae widened his eyes and Jun perceived something like deception. Silence welcomed Jun and he continued. "He is cute,  wonderful,  he advises me and likes my songs. He smiles to me without second intentions and I love him because he shows he likes my company even when we haven't talk to much to each other. Don't ask me why or what I like about him. I just fell in love." "Nn." Jun waited for some answer to his feelings and saw a smile. "Glad for you. I guess." Jun nodded. "Thanks." And Jun felt low. He was so sure he loved his brothers so much and he was taking advance of the situation at the diets chance. "Would you help me to make him fall for me?" Hyukjae nodded not sure and quickly left the room,  his heart racing.  Leaving a confusing Jun behind. Gosh! It can't be. Hyukjae thought and shook his head. His eyes wide and he jumped when Wooyoung appeared in front of him with slept eyes and asked him what was wrong. Hyukjae just faked a yawn and costed himself in his room. Just now,  his thumping heart was suffocating and he knew right away what it was;  jealousy. "It can't be." Hyukjae murmured and posed his hand over his chest. It was wild just thinking about Jun with someone else. He knew so well that feeling. And it surprised him.  He didn't want to fall for some or any of the brothers. He was just there to work. "But it's true..." When it happened? Hyukjae wanted to know and the only time he could tell was that even when Jun just talked to him few times, he showed a thin smile and always treats him well and nicely. Maybe that was the main reason or maybe the voice of the composer or his eyes and how they look each time Jun was looking at Hyukjae. The latter want sure and sighed. "I just need to find him love and leave afterwards." It was a surprise to Hyukjae when the next morning Jun was knocking his door and wished good morning with a bright smile. Hyukjae was slight grumpy because the person he just found was crushing over liked someone else. The day though was like a date. Jun diary took him to have breakfast and later they went to the amusement park and even Hyukjae forgot about the person Jun liked that time. He felt good,  no ex of him treat him so nice. Later was the cinema and finally dinner in a classy yet not so luxurious restaurant. "It was wonderful." Jun confessed after shipping his glass of wine. He didn't have high tolerance to alcohol but maybe a glad was fine to relax and confess. "Yeah..." Hyukjae enjoyed the way Jun looked in casual clothes and how his hair was fixed. His eyes showing happiness and not tired like always. Hyukjae enjoyed that more than the scenery across the window of the city and mixed lights. "I liked this day very much. It's the best ever. Thank you Hyukjae." The named smiled showing his gums abs ausencia got depressed,  covering with a fake smile this time at the memory of why they were there; Jun's crush. "It's my job after all." Jun didn't seem to notice since he just blinked and felt relaxed so he drank another glass of wine and then another. "Sorry, as I was saying." Jun tried to re took the typical but found it hard. Every time he brought his feeling into conversation Hyukjae seemed distressed and changed the topic. Jun tried again and the waiter interrupted him this time and he sighed."I'm always left behind. My mother left me, nobody loves me." Jun sighed the words and Hyukjae watched him worrisome. Envious even,  because the compost and poet was so in love, that even got drunk for that person. "I..." Hyukjae couldn't say that maybe he was in love,  it was just a sall crush still,  but it was enough for him to want to try it even when he was always disappointed of love. Jun walked feeble and hiccup from time to time. His face all near Hyukjae neck; because the petite was holding the drunken one in an attempt to keep him in place. "We're almost there. Hold on." Jun opened his eyes; a silly smile on his lips; before tripping and falling over Hyukjae when they were a block away from the mansion. Hyukjae widened his eyes. Jun was over him. First grunting over the pain of the fall and then grinning. "My heart hurts when I see how beautiful it’s the person I fell for." Hyukjae breath hitched and he closed his eyes; opening them suddenly when he felt warm lips over his. And he pushed the composer. "What are you doing?" Hyukjae shouted and saw the hurt in the other's eyes, then a smile. "Sorry. I just love you so much that it’s hard to hold back. Forgive me." Hyukjae widened his eyes and stood quickly; following the tipsy man. "Yah! Don't joke with me." Jun turned. He was drunk but never so much to do something Hyukjae would hate. "I'm sorry. I know it's wrong but I can't hold back. I feel like I'm going to explode if I keep this to myself. I knowI don't deserve you, that there are better people waiting for you and even so I'm selfish because I want you." Hyukjae felt flustered as his heart fluttered. "R-really?" Jun nodded, the air of the night cooling him down. "Yeah. Sorry, I don't want you to feel awkward. I'll be glad just having you around. I don't mind just be even on a friend zone. I just..." Jun mumbled nervously and Hyukjae sighed. He had felt deception and hurt so many times. He had been cheated he doesn't believe in love anymore. He gave up being in love even before this job and yet his heart felt warm at the soft words of the man before him. A writer of love songs was professing his love to him, ready to accept any response, Jun was opening his arms to anything Hyukjae would want from him and to give everything. "What if I just want a friend with benefits?" Jun widened his eyes and then fluttered down to their normal size. "I'll do whatever you want me to do." And Hyukjae wanted to try. Not to have a friend with benefits as he suggested just to know how much the other wanted him,  Hyukjae wanted to find real love; to give and receive love. "I already have many experience. You’re not my frst, you're not going to be special. You want to love me even so?" Jun nodded with a smile "I just want to be by your side." And Hyukjae nodded.  He was afraid of falling in love, but he’ll try for this man and that night his arms opened and Jun kissed his forehead to show his pure love. "Thank you." Under the hazy light of the street-lamp and unknown for them; and under the gaze of a pair of eyes that at that moment felt hurt, because Hyukjae was embracing another person in his heart and it wasn’t him.      Hi! I'm announcing that the winner is... kk, sorry. I counted the votes and the one with less is Jun.K and Junho, so yeah... the others are equal and the one with most votes till now is... with everyone kk I'm still ploting the end, so... expect anything. See you~