Thunder (1/1)

I went back to my appartment after we talked some more. I went directly to my desk and took my notepad and a pen. I put them down in front of me, opening a random page where I wrote the lyrics for Alone in the city. It made me laugh. Not that I mind being alone, but right now I was feeling the opposite of loneliness. I grabbed my electric guitare and started a few notes. Not chords, just individual notes. I recorded it in my DAW and put some reverb on it. This made me feel so calm. I wanted to add a little chill vibe to it, I put some drums and a pad. I got up and walked into the appartment to hear if something was missing. I closed my eyes for a bit and I remembered that voice Yoohyeon has when she whispers. A piano. It's like a piano. It's smooth and sweet but precise at the same time and well placed. I sat down and added piano. Not to loud, just the right volume. You could hear it but it wasn't agressive.I looked at the time, it was 2 a.m. Shit, I didn't felt like it was this late. I hoped that I didn't kept her from sleeping... I stopped playing music and begun to write instead.It's dark eary tonight

The sky is falling down

Don't be scared this time

I'll be your lullabyLet's break ourselves free

Our fears can dive in

I'll teach you how to breath

So you can fall in sleepI wrote more until my eyelids became heavy. I closed my curtains, turned off the lights. Got changed in only a tshirt then went to bed. I got a text before being able to  close my eyes.From Yoohyeon :

I have something to show you tomorrowTo Yoohyeon :

What is it ?From Yoohyeon :

A surprise, you'll see ;)To Yoohyeon :

Alright, I'll wait... I'm gonna sleep right now. Thanks for the evening YoohyeonFrom Yoohyeon :

Sleep well then, see you tomorrow I guess ?To Yooheyon :

Sure :)And I fell asleep. I dreamt I was in my family's house, everybody was there, we were watching all the bad news on TV and my father started crying.The thunder woke me up. Feeling not so well after all of this... I was still holding my phone, and I thought for a second about writing to Yoohyeon to see if she was awake too... But it was only 6 in the morning. I got up and went to the shower. The hot water on my body will reassure me. I closed my eyes when the water started running through my hair. God that image of my father was so vivid. The last time I saw him cry was at my grandma's funeral, and it wasn't a happy memory. I hope she's happy up there with all the people she loves. I hope everybody is actually. I sighed. The world needs to slow down. Things were going too fast, it was crazy... I got out of the shower and put on a hoodie. In my bed I saw that I got a new text.From Yoohyeon :

Hey, you're awake?To Yoohyeon :

I am yes. you ok?I waited for her to answer but instead I heard a timid knock on my door. I knew it was her. She looked so tired, it made my heart clench. I let her in and closed the door. She turned and looked at me for a moment. Hesitant. "Come here" I said. I felt like she needed comfort but didn't dare to ask for it. I got closer to her and wrapped her in my arms."Sorry" she breathed, she sounded so exhausted."Don't apologize, it's alright" I said resting my head on hers. "You okay...? Wanna talk about it?" "I just couldn't sleep... I'm tired." I was feeling her body abandoning her. I hold her tighter to me. "What do you need? I can make coffee, I can.." And then I put my head back to look at her, she had her eyes closed."Okay, I'm taking you to my bed. You definitly need to sleep.""I...""Hush. Don't try to say no. You need to rest.""Okay... thanks Jiu."I laid her down on my bed and came closer to her. I put the covers on us. Then I felt her arm on my side and she put her head on my shoulder. As I hold her against me I heard her breathe on my neck. Good... She was falling asleep. And I soon followed her.