CHAPTER1 -- JAMAICAs fir (1/1)

"GEEZ!! I'm so tired." i flop on the couch. I just arrived at the Hotel where I'm staying while I'm here in S.Korea . I'm having my vacation from my work in the nPhilippines & i decided to go here and visit my friends and we just have some fun a while ago. so i'm  so exhausted.. so damn tired.. tss.. I check the answering phone machine. *beep...* 

hello baby, how's your day? i know tht you're in S.Korea right now, your secretary told me. do you have some business there? maybe you're too busy, that's why you have no time to call your mother.. haha. I'm not angry baby, coz i uderstand you. Anyway i have a good newsfor you. You have a new li'l sister. Her name is Alliah Shanelle. I just legally adapt  her yesterday. Oh!  Your uncle Jiro wants to talk to you. You should visit us this week, because he wants to personally talks to you about business. Ok baby, I need to go now baby Alliah needs me now. Bye baby, I love you.
 That was my mom she’s in Japan right now. She’s happily married w/ Uncle Jiro, half Japanese half Korean. They already married for 5 yrs. My mom already has her own family while my dad already died 6 yrs ago. I have no any relatives, I have my own business in the Philippines and I’m planning to have one here in Korea. I don’t need help from my mother and I never ask her to help me. I learn how to be independent when I was only 14 yrs old. Because that time my parents always fight w/ each other. Then my father caught my mother having an affair w/ Uncle Jiro, he was so angry that time i feel that he wants to kill my mother and uncle Jiro, but he ends up killing his self by drinking poison. He left us w/ a letter saying that he can’t take that my mom has an affair because he really loves my mom and he asked forgiveness for all the bad things he did to us. When he died I never saw my mom cry. Maybe she’s crying but not in front of me., maybe because she doesn’t wants me to see her crying, maybe she wants me to think that she’s strong woman, that she can continue live even without my father.      “tsss. It’s already part of the past, but for me it still feels like it just happen yesterday.” I said. Then my tears began to fall. Whenever I remember it, I always become emotional. Tsk. That’s why I don’t want to fall in love. It’ll only make your life miserable. I call my secretary to arrange my flight. I’m going to Japan like my Mom said I’ll go there because she said that it’s all about business, not because I want to see her. Maybe you will think that I’m holding grudge to my mother. Well you’re wrong. Its just that maybe if i see her it’ll only reminds me of my father. She might remind me about the past that I want to forget. This is the first time I’ll visit her after 5yrs. Well good luck to me.  _____________________________________________________________________________________________ my first update :)                    comment, subscribe and BE MY FRIEND <3