Such an idiot (1/1)

Later that day Taehyung texted Jin.„I have got some work for you, Jin Watson.“„What are you talking about?“„I need you to do some research for me. About Yoongi.“„Why me and why about Yoongi?“„It’s for Hoseok. You are friends with Yoongi, he wouldn’t talk to me.“„He won’t talk to me either.“„Pretty please, Jinnie~?“„Whatever, Tae, anything for you.“Taehyung giggled, thinking about his boyfriend. He can imagine him right now. Sighing and rolling his eyes. He did it everytime when Tae was begging for something. He was giggling over it, when he noticed the teacher frowning at him, so he just straightened himself and began to pay attention.Yoongi was sitting in a classroom, face hid in his hands. He was feeling bad, so bad. Why did Hoseok care about him so much? They barely knew each other, why would he do something like that? This couldn’t be true, Yoongi couldn’t find someone who is so kind. Hoseok was just making fun of Yoongi, yes, it must be like that. No one ever was was so kind to Yoongi. Yoongi wanted to cry. He could feel himself falling for Hoseok and dangerously quick. He didn’t want that. He didn’t want to fall in love with Hoseok, he would probably reject him. Yoongi was nothing, he was ugly fat ass, Hoseok would never date him. Hoseok was nice, he was handsome, he was… he was everything. Yoongi was no one. Plus, Hoseok was certainly straight. Even if Hoseok became friends with Yoongi, he would never go out with him. He probably has got some nice pretty girl he is happy with. Yoongi sighed heavily and slowly got out of the classroom, since it was already end of class. He wanted to disappear somewhere where he could be alone and cry a little. No.„Hey, Yoongi! Yoongi!“Yoongi turned to see who was calling him. Hoseok. Yoongi breathed out, destroyed. He didn’t want to see Hoseok, not now. He tried to slip away. Vainly, Hoseok was faster. He grabbed Yoongi’s sleeve and turned Yoongi to face him. „Come with me, please. I would like to share my lunch with you.“ Hoseok said. The blond tried to get away from the other’s grip. „I don’t want to, Hoseok.“ He said quietly. Hoseok shook his head. „No, I am not letting you excuse yourself again. Not eating like that is not healthy.“ Yoongi was about to cry. This couldn’t be happening, this wasn’t true. „Please, let me go.“ Yoongi whispered. Hoseok tightened his grip. „No. I want you to eat something. You must be hungry.“ Yoongi sobbed: „Hoseok, please, let go of me.“ „No, Yooni.“ Hoseok said: „I don’t want to let you. I’m worried about you.“ Yoongi’s breathing was fast. This was too much for him. He succesfully wrenched his hand out of Hoseok’s grip and ran away. Tears were flowing down his cheek. Why was Hoseok doing this. Didn’t he see how much is he hurting Yoongi? Didn’t he just see? His heart hurts so much. He fell in love. Yes, he is in love with Hoseok. And now he‘s going to pay for it. He was so stupid, he should’ve never talk to Hoseok. He wouldn’t be so screwed now. Yoongi stopped, because he was exshausted and grabbed his shirt on his chest, crying. „I’m such an idiot.“ He thought, before he  passed out.The first thing he saw when he opened his eyes was Hoseok’s face.