Kris - Im not going anyw (1/1)

''Kris of Exo has filed a lawsuit against SM entertainment and....''''SM has begun to use dirty tactics as were used in the past events relating to Super Junior and...''''The other members are now voicing how Kris has betrayed them...'' 'WHAT!?' You gasped at the screen. You threw your phone to the side. It was bad news after bad news. Things escalated far too quickly. You shook your head. No. Don't believe this shit. Don't. You know him better than anyone. Those boys know him better than anyone. You immediately picked up your phone and called; It went straight to voicemail. You held your breath and called again, tapping your foot against the floor, feeling your heart in your stomach. He's just busy, don't be stupid. Don't be irrational. Damnit. Straight to voicemail. 'For fuck's sake Kevin answer your damn phone!' You gasped fighting back the tears. Why were you so nervous. This was all a joke and a bad dream. He would've told you. As his girlfriend, he would've told you. Your fingers furiously clicked each key as fast as you could; 'Please let the news be a joke and you're not leaving or whatever it's saying. Please tell me I'm being paranoid. I love you.' You double-checked, triple-checked and quadruple-checked your inbox, sending him texts after every 5 minutes. But nothing. You sat still, frozen in your seat; sinking into it deeper and unable to get out. You closed your eyes tightly. ..You wanted his arms to wrap around you tenderly. You wanted him to kiss you and tell you everything would be alright.But instead. He was halfway around the world. You felt sick. You held onto your stomach, covering your mouth and breathed heavily. This was not reality. ===============================''Kevin, what the hell is happening!? I'm calling to see if you're ok but you wont answer - what the hell is up!? Call. Me. Back. Please!''''Kevin seriously that's it I'm on my way to see you. I'm coming whether you like it or not. When I see you, you're going to be sorry.''You drummed your fingers on the arm rest of your chair frustratedly, digging your nails into your seat once you grew tired of drumming. Of course this whole journey was taking too long. But whatever. You'd bought your ticket and headed out from home to see him. ''Please reply, this is so urgent. Kevin please! I love you and I miss you, why are you not talking to me!? I'm so confused and upset, please!''''Ok I'm getting a flight as I said before. I'm literally boarding the plane as we speak so don't try to call or text, if you ever decide to at least, cuz I'll be flying. Bye.'' That was the last voicemail you sent out of the dozens you sent before. You were tired, but the adrenaline rush and anxiety you felt kept you awake and alert. You felt like you were going mad, you were so close to tears constantly ever since this began, hence why your parents drove you straight to the airport, no questions asked - they knew a mental breakdown was near. In the meantime. The news was hectic and ridiculous. Making Kevin appear to be some bad guy. Just what. What was this nightmare!? This was a dream. A horrible dream. The looks on the members' faces. Their looks of shock. The little signs of hope they'd displayed gave some encouragement that they were in this together through thick and thin. But what about you?You felt heavy This feeling was depression. It was hurt and concern for someone who meant so much to you. But all you could do was sit patiently and wait for this damn plane to land already. =====================You pulled your bag off the cart and practically sprinted out the airport, nearly tripping over your own self you were in such a rush. Your eyes scanned for a taxi. But there was someone in the way of the cars, you moved your head left and right to catch a free taxi so you could wave them over. Thoughts rushed through your head, but this damn figure was blocking your way. You brushed the sweat off your forehead while you pursed your lips together frustratedly. ''God damn, move out the way!'' You exclaimed in your head. Your eyes finally focused on the damn...'Kevin.' You whispered. He was standing there. You hardly realised it was him. There he was. In public.Out in the open. Of course the first thing you did was look around in case there were any fans around. But there were none. Surely they wouldn't have recognised him because. The more you looked. The more you realised. He looked so different. He looked tired. And dishevelled. But. But he was still Kevin. He was still Kris. Looking back at you.He still managed to take your beath away. How did he always look so...unreal?At least he looked healthy. He looked more like Kevin Li than Kris Wu. But you preferred him as Kevin Li more since you'd met him randomly one day when he was on holiday from EXO activities...Exo activities...Would he still have those?Your heart began to pound heavily. The adrenline rush pumped through your veins. Your eyes widened as you gulped. You nearly sprinted to him. His arms were open for you. But instead. *SMACK*You hit his arm as hard as you could. Kevin recoiled in shock. 'HOW DARE YOU. HOW DARE YOU LET ME BE WORRIED SICK.' You hissed through clenched teeth. Tears formed in your eyes, but you refused to budge, staring back at Kris with an almost murderous rage. He stared back at you apologetically, rubbing his arm. You felt some sense of relief knowing it hurt. 'I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU AND YOU WONT EVEN LET ME HELP YOU. YOU WONT EVEN LET ME IN!!' You started shouting, people were too busy with their own luggage to worry about the scene you were causing. Kevin took it though. He stood and let you shout. 'I'm sorry I couldn't call or text, I'm so, so sorry. I know I should have but I can't let the company know about you because if they did, I wouldn't be able to protect you. I can't risk losing-' '-No don't you dare Kevin-fucking-Li. Don't you even think you're getting out of this!' You yelled, angry tears rolled down your cheeks, you ignored them because you refused to stop speaking your mind. 'I haven't eaten, I haven't slept. And all I get is a - don't worry, everything's going to be alright look!? I've read the news, I haven't been able to stop imagining all the horrible things that are happening and I don't even know what to think! I'm starting to even doubt my own boy-'Two arms wrapped around you.'Not you too.' You heard him mumble. His head buried into your shoulder. Your eyes widened. A breathless gasp escaped your lips. The grip on your bags loosened as you stood still. 'Please. Please don't turn your back on me too.' Tearafter tearFell down his cheeks. His whole body shookIt shook erratically He was cryingWheepingAnd all your anger. All you had bottled up inside. All the hurt and let down and sadness. It faded away It meant nothing, Absolutely nothing. You felt pathetic. You shouldn't even be the one who's hurting. Your feelings and your well being were so irrelevant. It was him. For the first timeKevin. Kevin was crying.He'd been the one to withstand the hate from other fans about his decision. He was the one who had the balls to do what he did and now he was getting penalised by everyone. Your eyes widened. He really felt. Like it was him against the world. You'd left him alone. You'd left him to face thisAlone. Someone you love. Was alone. And you were going to doubt him. Disgusting. You were going to let rumours and the media get to you?Get to your relationship with the guy who you know you would spend the rest of your life with?With someone who eat, slept and breathed for his fans? For his work?And you wanted him to comfort you?Selfish.So selfish. Your heart was going to burst from the pain of knowing you'd hurt him so deeply. That the people he loved hurt him so deeply. That you and them didn't trust such a wonderful, honest and good person...because of selfishness. If his members believed in him, why couldn't you?You lifted your arms and wrapped them around the love of your life softly. He held you tighter against him; you would now need to be his rock and his pillar. He needed you just as much as you had always needed him. He clung onto you for dear life while he sobbed onto your shoulder - letting all the frustration and desperation out. Tears slid down your cheeks, but you smiled as you closed your eyes because you knew...'Wu Yi Fan...' You whispered in his ear, patting his back softly before uttering;'I'm not going anywhere.' ============================================= Please. Please everyone. Support Kris. Support Kevin Li. Support Wu Yi Fan. We have to do this for him. He cares so much about us fans. He cares so much about his members. We can't forget him. He hasn't left yet. So stop acting like he has. He will be back. As long as we support him. So please. PLEASE. Don't give up.