Im still alive. (1/2)

I sat in my bathtub and look at myself at the huge mirror.

I look like a mess, my eyes were hideously puffy and had big black rings.

I look like crap, I push the blade out of the pen knife and stare at the tiny sharp object,

I started slashing myself slowly, the first cut felt painful but soon it felt like I had no more troubles,

I could feel the blood oozing out, I just lay there, my eyes were blurry. Flashback of the past came filling my head.

I know that I'm going to die soon. Appa, Umma and Jaehyo, I'm coming soon.

I saw the outings I had with my parents and my dates with Jaehyo I smiled and a tear trickled down my cheeks.

As I close my eyes, I felt a hand on me. I had no strength to open my eyes. Maybe dying ain't so bad.

(Zin POV)

" Damn, we are too late." Haewon said.

" Faster, pick her up and head to our dorm, she's still alive but barely breathing, her heart is beating slowly."