My Finished Love (1/1)

We used to love. Wherever I went, you were always by my side. Joker and Queen / Junah, that’s what people called us. Even them realized how strong our love was at that time. I thought our love would be eternal. A love that could be expressed just through our gazes.     In the time we were together, our love suddenly changed. The news about you and her, my bestfriend dating shocked everyone.     Even though I was in a great pain, I just closed my eyes and blocked my ears. That news, I took it as a joke because I believed your damn words. You said we’d be together, forever.     Because you might come back to me, I threw my pride and waited for you. I wanna turned back time, I wanna hold you again. To the joyful moment when we first met. To the beautiful moment when I was happy just by looking at you. I was left in my imagination as I pictured those moments, and I struggled restlessly.     A day passes and another passes, I longed for you more like a crazy person. The only thing I want is you. Without you, I was hopeless.     But after I saw the video of you and that girl, my welled-up tears fall down as my trust and hope in you were totally vanished. My heart broke like scattered glasses as I watched the whole scene.     You walked sneakily behind her, trying to catch her attention. You not even aware of the looks that you got from the fans. Glancing and whispering secretly to each other, you two were left in your own heavenly world. Totally ignoring your sorrounding.     Your intense gazes, your husky voice whispering loves to her were once just for me. That moment of you and her, used to be us. You, and me. But in the end, you just turned me away, leaving me in despair.     The reality finally hit me. You were obviously in love with her. I didn’t know we would end up like this. This wasn’t what I wanted. How I wished this isn’t real. How good it would be if I could move your heart as I wished. I can’t let go of your hand for good. I hate the fact that you have changed so much from in the beginning.      But I realized, love also have an expiration. The Joker and Queen are now just a history. There is only that Junhara ‘things’ going all around. Our relationship has already broken down. How stupid I was to think of you when you were living just fine by her side. The days when I struggle alone to be beside you again was so pathetic.     I should let it go. The love that we used to share, it will all get erased. It will all be forgotten someday. When the time comes, I might show my real smile without your love in my heart. The Kim Hyuna, that was deeply in love with her joker, will disappear, forever.     Yong Junhyung, be happy…     Goodbye, my finished love…--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

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