What are we? (1/2)

I took a shower, I still feel every kiss and every touch, the way he held me while we both moaned in pleasure. That was paradise, I made love with him - we made love to each other, and that is what I've been waiting for, for so long! But the question is, what are we? I'd like to know ....Taehyung was sitting on the bed, the bed where we did it. There are so much memories, he was drying his hair with a towel. When he saw me he immediately stood up, fuck my back hurts. Taetae carried me, bridal style. Shit I'm blushing

"Does it hurt so bad?" he asked

I shake my head

This.Is.So.Awkward.

I knew it, this is what I'm getting scared about, when anyone makes a move it will never go back to whatever we have back then. After having sex we won't magically act like this never happened and we are still friends nothing more than that and I will hate him if ever he'll say that we are not MORE than friends but come to think of it I'm the one who should decide since he already showed his affection to meHe kissed me and run his fingers through my hair "I want to know our relationship" I summoned my courage and ask "Are we friends who occasionally kiss each other? Or we just had sex or maybe nothing?"

"I told you I love you, it's you who I'm waiting for"As expected I will have to decide.

"I love you too" I whispered

The moment he heard me utter those three words he hugged me giggles. "I-I can't breathe Taetae" his hug was so tightI slept at his house that night, we've talked about many things. He said someday he wanted to be a psychologist, I told him that I'd get a course in college that has something to do with art. I learned more about him, like how he loves to buy food and eat it the next day cause it tastes extra great and he love macchiato, he even downloaded the song that was always played in the coffee shop, I asked him why he loved it so much, he said that because it was the song playing when he was was breaking out in cold sweat and was shivering that was the time when he kissed me. He was so nervous, I didn't know. He played the songBaby baby geudaeneun caramel macchiato

Yeojeonhi nae ipgaen geudae hyanggi dalkomhae

Baby baby tonightBaby baby, you’re a caramel macchiato

Your scent is still sweet on my lips

Baby baby tonight-BTS (COFFEE)Our fingers entwined and I was laying on his chest, I can here his heart beating, it makes my heart warm.

"I love you" he said

"I love you too"

"Can you say that to me more often?"

"I love you, I love you, I loved you for so long."