chapter 20 (1/1)

‘Yo, Kyungsoo.’ Sehun come and wrap his arm around Kyungsoo’s neck. Kyungsoo who startled jump a little. ‘Why are you sweating so much? I’m going to anything to you….yet.’ Sehun frin but obviously Kyungsoo can’t take the like right now. He feel someone watching him all this time maybe it just Sehun after all, Kyungsoo thought.  ‘Did you found him?.’ ‘He’s at the toilet right now.’  Kyungsoo sigh. He look up to his phone and check his call log. He don’t hear anything about Donghae, he should be happy but somehow he has bad feeling about it. Maybe, he thought so much about his past life or he has a paranoid. Before he knew it, his uniform was soaked. Water flowing at every inch of his body, he heard some laughter outside the toilet. A loud knock startled him as some threat being thrown at him. ‘Yah Kyungsoo, come out now. Don’t you happy to see us again.’ They bang the door hard and murmured among themselves. ‘We don’t have time to wait so you better get your ass here now.’ ‘We had a lot of money. Don’t you want some, slut.’ They laugh. ‘If you don’t come out we’ll break the door.’  ‘S…Sorry but I...I don’t do that thing now.’ Kyungsoo stuttered. ‘What!! We don’t hear you.’ ‘What a useless slut like you can do besides being a honorable slut.’ Chuckle. ‘p…please…let me go.’ Kyungsoo pled. Scared. Yes, he scared to death. All these years he always scared alone. Being surrounded everyday and thread like you’re a lowly human and being humiliated. ‘We still have the video record from the one in the wood, you know.’ Kyungsoo froze. ‘If you don’t want it to spread around the school, you should be good slut.’ ‘Maybe we should invited Tao. He said to invited him everytime we found something amusing.’ They whisper. Kyungsoo can hear it clearly. Invite Tao, that’s mean he will know about his doing. He will tell the others and they will abandoned him. They will hate him. Suho will hate him.‘F…fine.’ Kyungsoo said. ‘Huh?!’ ‘I’ll come out. But, don’t tell Tao about this.’ Kyungsoo said, closed his eyes, this is better than being left alone again. ‘Sure if you be good.’ They chuckled. Kyungsoo open the door and met with several tall boys, they all smiling evilly at him before grab his hand and throw him on the floor. ‘Let’s have a feast, shall we.’  ‘I..It’s hurt… Slow down…’. He laying on the ground,crying. ‘It feel good,Kyungsoo. You’re tight as always.’ ‘You better low your voice or someone might hear us.’ ‘Let me do next.’‘Me too’. ‘I’ll have a second round.’   ‘Let us taint you more...’    Kyungsoo wake up, naked. He look outside a small window, orange sky comfort him with its radiant. His lower body hurt as much as his heart is. Everything about him is very painful. His was found in the toilet and ne had no more spare clothes. He found his phone beside him and he found a lot of record of him being fucked by them in many ways. Tears once again fall down on his cheek. What had he done.  ‘Sehun, did you saw Kyungsoo at school. Where did he go?.’ Suho said, walking back and forth in front of the television. ‘I thought he already come back home. I had football practice. I didn’t see him after recess.’ Sehun explain. It’s true that he didn’t saw Kyungsoo after recess, maybe he just walking around with his friends or skip the classes. ‘Suho, calm down. Kai said he going to find Kyungsoo right.’ Chanyeol interrupt. ‘Kai did?!’ Sehun shock. So, Kai went to school to find Kyungsoo and left him behind. ‘I’m going too. I’ll find Kyungsoo.’ Sehun ran out the house. What if Kyungsoo in danger, what if bad guys got him, what if he being bullied. Suho remembered the hickey on Kyungsoo body that night. His body shivered. ‘Suho?’ Kris called but Suho just stay there without moving. ‘Suho…’ He come to his sense and meet with Lay’s eyes. ‘Take a deep breath…’ Lay said. Suho did what he told to. ‘Hyung, are you alright?.’ Baekhyun come and tug his sleeve. Suho smile and pat his head. ‘Kris…’   It’s dark and cold. A very familiar scent, a very warm heat. Who could it be?   ‘Mom…?’ ‘Dad…?’  Kyungsoo slowly open his eyes. Street lamp passed him one by one, a broad back support his body, a warmth heat make him comfortable enough to lay back again and go to sleep.  ‘Kyungsoo…are you awake. We’re going home now.’ A gentle voice said, soothing in every way. He hummed unconsciously, don’t want to let this gentle breeze to end. It’s a beautiful night to have a nightmare.  Kyungsoo jolt up after he wake up from his sleep. He remembered what happen and begin to panic. He honestly don’t want to come home and let the other see him like this but he answered his question mindlessly and now he wake up in his bed. Someone comes into the room, they look at each other but silences filled the room. ‘How are you feeling?’ He asked. ‘Fine…I guess.’ ‘Did your back hurt?’ Kyungsoo look at him. His face showed empathy and it seems a lot of question and feeling showed in his eyes. ‘N…no…’ Kyungsoo want to cry. Very badly but he hold in inside. ‘Why did you do that kind of things?’ He asked. Kyungsoo startled, seeing his face which want some reasonable explanations. He stay quiet. Don’t know how to say, will they understand him or will they let him go. ‘Suho… he almost faint when he saw you last night. He worried so much about you.’ He said again. ‘I...I’m sorry.’ Kyungso said, weak. ‘I know it’s hard for you but tell us if you had any trouble. We’re brothers right.’ Kyungsoo really want to tell but he can’t because they’re his brothers. His only brothers.  ‘I hate him’. ‘He’s the school slut.’ ‘Bad luck all he has.’   Kyungsoo walk in the middle of the crowd aimlessly under the cloudy cloud. His heart can’t bear any more pain to be in the house which have so many people caring for him. With nowhere to go he ended up sleep at the park. Thinking… Thinking… Thinking…  His abandoned, cold and empty house he have left but he afraid that they might come looking for him. He look his phone, a lot of strangers numbers he’s been ignored flood in his call log. He saw Donghae name on the contact list, staring at it. Should he…or not…   ‘Hello…’ ‘…’ ‘If you don’t want anything. I’ll hang up’ ‘Donghae…Can you help me?’ ‘Sure, but you know me’ ‘I’ll pay you. So help me….’‘…..please.’  Being beaten up by a numbers of man, Kyungsoo breath heavily with his hand chained above his head. Everything is blurry and hurt, a concrete of walls and one wooden door remainded him of the past.  ‘As usual, you really immune to physical pain do you. You don’t scream or beg for your life. That’s why I can’t kill you even thought I really want to.’ Donghae said, walking toward Kyungsoo. ‘Where have you been Kyungsoo. I really miss you, you know I got a really hard time dealing with client all by myself. This…’ Donghae run his rough fingers along Kyungsoo bare skin and slightly poke his rib, only receive a small whimper from Kyungsoo. ‘This… is just a payment. Don’t worry I’ll just have fun with you before selling you to some wealthy old man. Learn to be grateful, will you Kyungsoo.’   ‘It’s seems like the rain will not stop until tomorrow.’ Chanyeol said as he quietly sit beside Baekhyun bed, sing him lullaby to distract Baekhyun from the unpleasant weather. ‘Chanyeol…’ Baekhyun said, softly. ‘Soo...where…’ Baekhyun look at Chanyeol asking an answer to his question. ‘He already left.’ Chanyeol said. He can’t believe what he saw that day, Kyungsoo who covered with bruised. He seen with his own eyes when he help Lay to ‘clean’ Kyungsoo. It’s a very miserable state to be at his age. Everything was tearing apart, Lay told him everything and he can’t said he’s not comfortable with all he heard. Everything is very messed up. ‘Did he alright. Did...bad people punch him.’ Baekhyun asked. Chanyeol pat his head and told him nothing will happen even though he’s not sure himself. Something is not right. What did Kyungsoo hide from his family. His own family.  I took long enough...