[M] Seungho (1/1)

*Skip past the line if you don't want to read this ^.^ I just wanted to say thank you to all the subscribers and the ones who've read and liked these \(^.^)/ I'm really thankful for all of you. This one is actually my favorite out of all of them!!!! Anyway, PLEASE ENJOY!!!!* ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~“So, you’re not doing anything tonight?” your best friend asked. You were currently cuddled into his side on the couch as you were watching a movie.“Nope,” you beamed at him, “I plan on staying at home and pampering myself. I’ve deserved it!” You put up with a bunch of bullshit at your work and finally had two days off.“You have,” he agreed, kissing your forehead. You almost sighed, but caught yourself. Leave it to you to be the one to fall with your best friend. Seungho had been there for you for everything and somewhere along the way, you fell for him. Of course, he wouldn’t ever feel that way, so you were content with being just friends. There were times when you wanted to confess, but something always came up in the middle of your sentence and then the subject was just dropped, “Just… tell me if you are going to go out. You know I don’t like you traveling by yourself at night.”“Yes, mother,” you smiled as he stuck his tongue out at you. He turned back to the TV, giving you a chance to stare at him. His hair was jet-black and had grown out to partially cover his eyes. You eyes drifted down, zoning in on his lips. He had some of the most luscious lips you’ve ever seen. You began to wonder how they would feel against yours. You gaze drifted further. So he wasn’t the best-built guy you’ve seen, but he had a way of carrying himself that he just radiated sexual charm. Your gaze started to drift further south, but you saw his head began to turn and your gaze snapped to the door.“What’s wrong?” he asked, turning towards the door, “Did you hear something or…”“Nothing,” you replied, causing him to turn towards you. You smiled at him before he returned the grin and then continued to watch the movie. As the movie came to an end he stood up and stretched.“You leaving?” you asked, grabbing the blanket off the couch.“Yeah, I have to go to work,” he smiled down at you.“You never told me what your job was,” you looked away. It had always been a touchy subject between the two of you.“_____, I told you, I’m… a performer,” he said, “That’s all you need to know.”“Then why can’t I come watch you?” you shot back.“I… You just can’t,” he replied, “Not yet anyway.” You rolled your eyes and tried to turn away from him, “Yah. ______. Don’t be mad at me.”“Seungho…” you sighed before smiling, “Be safe. Don’t go in any dark alleys.”“I won’t,” he laughed, leaning over to kiss your forehead, “I’ll call you when I get home.”“No! I’ll be asleep by then,” you protested, “You’re… That would be like waking up a sleeping bear.”“I know,” he laughed before leaving your apartment. You sighed as you settled into the couch once more, this time with no other body to comfort you. Just as you began to doze off, your phone began ringing.“______?” you heard one of your girl friends shout.“Yeah,” you sighed, sitting up.“Would you like to go to a club with me?” she asked.“Actually I…” you began.“Please~! I promise I’ll pay you back… Umm… I’ll buy all your drinks,” she pleaded, cutting you off, “I just don’t want to go by myself.”“Fine, give me twenty minutes,” you replied, hanging the phone up and walking into your bedroom to get dressed. You slipped on your short black cocktail dress and black heels. You went to the bathroom and scrunched your hair quickly before putting on some light make-up. You heard the doorbell ring and went to answer door. You opened it to see your friend, clad in her favorite color.“You look hot!” she exclaimed. You rolled your eyes before grabbing your clutch.“Thanks, I guess,” you smirked, “Let’s just go.” You got in her car, meaning to text Seungho to tell him you were going out, but when you buckled up, your friend started talking and you got distracted. When she pulled into a parking place, you got out and the two of you walked up to the entrance.“Evening ladies,” one of the bouncers smiled. You nodded before pulling out your ID. They checked it and waved you through, “Welcome to J.Tune.”“So, where are we?” you asked her when she pulled you up to the bar. You ordered your drink before going to sit down.“J.Tune,” she smirked at you.“Obviously, but what is J.Tune?” you asked, looking around.“You’ll see,” she smiled before the lights went down. You rolled your eyes as music started to play. You saw five figures emerge on stage dressed in all black and grey hoodies. You couldn’t see their faces, seeing as the hoods were up and they were turned slightly away from you. The tallest began talking as the others danced around him. He introduced them as MBLAQ before pushing his hood down. They started dancing around another one, who began singing as he removed his hood as well, leaving three still covered, “Do you like it so far?”“It’s… interesting,” you replied, “but what is this?”“Hush, we’re not even to the best part yet,” she smirked, turning back to group. You did as well as a familiar voice began singing. You tried to place the voice, but without a face, it was useless. Right before the course began and it switched to another member, the familiar voiced man removed his hood, revealing it to be Seungho.“W-What…” you began. You sat there in shock. ‘This is what he was hiding from me? What kind of performer is he? Why couldn’t he tell me?’ You felt mildly betrayed but curiosity over-powered that so you stuck around. The course ended as they ripped their shirts open. The one who had been revealed last began rapping but you gaze never strayed from Seungho. He wasn’t as defined as some of the others and you’ve seen him shirtless many times before when you both went swimming, but this was something different. This was erotic and you couldn’t stop the images from flashing into your mind. His lips trailing across your skin as you arched into his touch. Him hissing your name as he slides into you. You shook your head to rid the thoughts. He continued dancing in the background with the others as the rappers changed out. You gulped when they came closer to where your section was. You saw Seungho glance over towards your section, faltering in the dance for a second before they surrounded one again as the music grew slow. Seungho took over right before the rappers went back and forth between each other. His eyes glanced over back towards you, but he showed no other recognition towards you being here. The song finally ended as they exited off. You were still frozen in place, shocked that this was Seungho’s profession. You couldn’t figure out why he wouldn’t tell you. It’s not like you were going to judge him for it. If he enjoyed it and it made him happy… then you would support him no matter what.“Major hottie at 10o’clock,” your friend tapped your shoulder. You saw a man walk up. He looked older than Seungho but not by many years.“Miss _____?” he asked you. You nodded softly, confused as to what was going on, “Someone wanted me to give you this.” You took a piece of paper from him and thanked him.“Who’s it from?” your friend asked.“I have an idea,” you muttered, opening the paper.‘Meet me back at your apartment. We need to talk.’ They didn’t sign a name, but you could tell that writing apart from everyone else’s.“I need to head home,” you told your friend, stuffing the paper in your purse and turning towards her.“Oh… okay,” she said, leading the way to your apartment. When you arrived, you saw the familiar car parked in your driveway, “Who is that? Are you going to be okay?”“I’ll be fine,” you replied, grabbing your purse, “He wouldn’t hurt me.”“He?” she asked curiously.“I… I’ll tell you about it later, okay?” she nodded as you got out before driving off. You walked to your door, sighing before reaching for the doorknob. It was unlocked like you had thought. You had previously given him a key to your apartment, just in case something ever happened and he needed a place to stay or to escape to. You pushed the door open and walked into the living room dropping your stuff by the front door. You sat on the couch, wondering where he was. You heard someone clear their throat from behind you and turned around to see Seungho standing there with his arms crossed, an irritated look on his face.“I thought you said you were staying in tonight,” anger laced into his voice.“Friend called… said she wanted me to go out with her,” you replied, turning back around and crossing your arms, not looking at him.“I thought I told you to tell me,” he growled.“I was going to!” you shot back, “but I forgot.”“Forgot?!” he yelled, walking around the couch to stand in front of you, “How stupid do you have to be to send one text telling me you were going out? What if something happened to you?”“I’m sorry, I didn’t know you ran my life!” you shot back, “I’m a grown woman, Seungho, I can take care of myself. What Idon’t get is why you kept this from me?” He grew silent at your outburst, “Nothing to say now? You were so chatty when you were reprimanding me, but now that it’s on you, you have nothing to say?”“We aren’t talking about that right now,” he growled, trying to change the subject.“Why are you…”You sighed before taking a deep breath, “Why does it matter so much? It’s not like I mean that much to you.” He let out a strangled laugh.“Mean that much to me?” he ran his hands through his hair, “You have no idea, _____.”“I don’t get it!” you said, your head falling into your hands.“You have no idea how much you mean to me,” he continued, pacing across the floor, “You’re constantly on my mind. Are you eating well? Are you sick? Are you stressed? Is there anything I can do? Are you happy? I’d go to the ends of the world for you, _____. There isn’t anything that I wouldn’t do for you.” You looked up and stared at him, “I can’t believe you haven’t realized it before. I mean… I try to make it so obvious!”“Make what obvious, Seungho?” you asked. You had a feeling that you knew what he was talking about, but you wanted him to say it.“See! You can’t even understand this…” he stopped, sighed before coming to sit on the couch beside you, “I love you, ____. I guess I always have… or at least, all I remember is loving you.”“B-But… you’ve had girlfriends,” you protested.“Placeholders,” he laughed bitterly, “I didn’t want to mess up our friendship, so I thought if I try to move on, I could get over you. After the forth girlfriend dumped me for giving her something only you would like and the fifth dumped me because I kept saying your name instead of hers… Well, I knew there wasn’t any getting over you, because I never wanted to get over you. You mean everything to me.”“Then why didn’t you just tell me?” you asked.“I already said I didn’t want to ruin our friendship,” he grabbed your hands, “And right when I was about to, you got into that relationship with… him and I figured I was too late.”“Funny… because he was just a placeholder too,” you laughed softly. He looked at you shocked, “I really am curious… Why didn’t you tell me about J.Tune?”“Oh… that,” he looked away.“Yeah… that,” you replied.“I didn’t… I didn’t want you coming up there,” he replied.“Why?” you took your hands out of his.“It’s just, I’m not as… fit as Joon, G.O is… handsome,” he began, “Mir can rap and Thunder is taller than me. Any one of them would be a better choice. I just didn’t want any competition to come from them. They’re like my brothers.”“Competition?” you asked.“To win you,” he replied simply, “To win your heart.”“Seungho,” you laughed brightly, “It’s kind of hard to win a heart that’s already yours.”“W-What?” he asked.“Obviously you’re not good at picking up on hints either,” you teased. He continued to stare at you, eyebrows creased in confusion. You sighed tenderly before reaching a hand around his neck, the other one settling on his thigh, and pulling him towards you. Your lips crashed to his. He sat frozen, and you almost thought he was going to pull away, but soon he tilted his head and settled on hand on your hip and the other on your cheek. You felt his teeth capture your bottom lip, beckoning you to open your mouth. Your lips parted and his tongue slipped in, exploring the inside of your mouth before you both pulled away for air.“I… assume this means you feel the same,” the question came out breathlessly.“Wow…” you replied, staring at his lips.“W-What?” he asked nervously.“You’re lips are even softer than I imagined,” you replied. He blushed lightly before you kissed him again, straddling his waist. His arms wrapped around your waist, pulling you tightly against him. You felt him slightly harden beneath you and you ground your hips down. He let out a low groan of approval.“_____, I…” Seungho began. You cut him off by rolling your hips against him, “Yah… stop doing that~”“Seungho… b-bedroom…” you couldn’t form full sentences, too overwhelm with your feeling and how good Seungho felt against you. He nodded before standing up. You wrapped your legs and arms around him and he carried you to your bedroom. He used his foot to shut the door behind ya’ll before setting you on the edge of the bed, falling to his knees. He crashed his lips against yours as his hands threaded through your hair. You moaned into his mouth, your hand trailing down and cupping him through his jeans. He bucked into your hand, a curse falling from his lips as you felt him completely harden.“I… Are you sure you’re ready for this?” he asked softly against your lips.“Seungho, I’ve waited years for this to happen,” you replied, your hands reaching to undo his belt. He nodded in agreement, pulling his shirt over his head and dropping it to the ground.“I have too, _____,” he lifted you and pushed you further back on the bed, giving him room to climb over you, “You don’t know how hard it was not to take you on the couch when we watched movies. I was surprised by my own self-restraint.” You whimpered at the thought as he placed a knee between your thighs. His hands grabbed the bottom of your dress, pulling it off and tossing it across the room. His lips descended to your neck, biting and sucking the soft skin there. He kissed down to the top of your breasts before reaching around and undoing the clasps of your bra. You slipped it off and threw it on the floor as he captured one breast in his mouth, swirling his tongue around your peaked nipple.“S-Seungho,” you panted, “W-Where did you learn to do this?” His hand slipped between you two, cupping and rubbing you through your panties.“Wouldn’t you like to know?” he teased, his hand slipping under the cloth. He rubbed your clit slowly, pulling a moan from you.“S-Seriously, Seungho,” you arched against him as he slid a finger in you easily, “Y-You’re…”“I know, baby,” he pressed his lips against your as his other hand came down to pull his jeans off. He was struggling with it, so you helped him the best you could. He tossed them to the ground, leaving him in his boxers. You moaned when added another finger, speeding his pace and rubbing your clit faster. You looked down to see him straining against his boxers, a small wet spot forming. You slipped your hand into his boxers and wrapped your fingers around him. He bucked sharply into your hand, growling into your ear, “Y-You don’t play fair.”“Neither do you,” you replied, thumbing the slit of his weeping erection. He cried out your name as you began moving your hand, lubricating his member with his pre-cum. He added pressure to you clit, finally pushing you over the edge. Your body convulsed and your hips bucked into his hand. You moaned out his name as you came. After coming down from your high, you looked at his face. His eyes were closed and his mouth slightly open. He reached and stopped your hand from moving anymore.“I-If you don’t stop now… I… God…” he moaned as you jerked your hand softly, to get a reaction, “I don’t want to cum until I’m inside of you, okay? You n-need to stop.” He slipped the rest of yours and his clothes off before settling himself between your thighs. He slowly pushed into you, not wanting to hurt you. You gasped as he slid easily and finally stopped when he was in you completely. He rested his hands beside you head, burying his face against your neck.“S-Seungho, are you okay?” you asked worriedly.“J-Just give me a second,” he mumbled before he slowly pulled out, pushing back in softly. He rolled his hips at a slow pace, trying to get used to being inside you, “God… you feel so good.” You wrapped your arms around his shoulders. He sped his pace gradually as he pulled away from your neck and pressed his lips against yours. He forced his tongue into your mouth as you felt heat pool to your stomach. You dug your nails into his back, coaxing him to go faster. He began thrusting into you sharply, causing you to moan once more.“Seungho…” you tried to form words, but nothing could describe the way you felt. Sweat broke across his brow and his skin began to stick against yours. You felt as though the temperature had risen a couple of degrees and you began to feel pressure build up.“_____… I don’t know if… I can last any longer,” he groaned into your mouth, his face contorting with pleasure.“Me either. It’s okay,” you bit his bottom lip softly, before pulling away and arching against him. You screamed his name as you came for the second time that night. Your orgasm was so much better than the first, with him in you. He continued to thrust into you until his movements became erratic.“_____, I love you,” he whispered into your ear. You felt him jerk suddenly before he released in you, calling out your name again. Your hips rose to meet his, helping him ride his orgasm out. Finally he let out a small groan, falling against you. You wrapped one arm around him, rubbing his back, as the other threaded through his hair. He waited until his breathing was normal before pulling out. He winced slightly, still hypersensitive from the events. He rolled onto his side, propping up on his elbow. He looked down at you will a bright smile. He leaned forward and pressed his lips against your forehead. You cuddled into his chest as he wrapped an arm around you.“Seungho?” you mumbled into his neck.“Yeah, _____?” he kissed your temple.“Does this mean we’re… together?” you asked shyly. You were praying he was telling the truth and not just trying to sleep with you.“_____, what I said before was completely true,” he pulled away, grabbing your chin and forcing you to look at him, “There is no one but you for me. I love you.”“I love you too,” you smiled at him.“So… do you want to come watch me tomorrow?” he asked nervously, “I’ve got a solo and… you don’t have to if you don’t want to but…”“Seungho, I would love to come see you,” you laughed, “Besides… if it is as sexy as it was today, I’m definitely there.”“Go to sleep now, jagiya,” he beamed at the word and you felt butterflies fill your stomach. He laid back against the pillow as your cuddled further into his chest, “I really truly love you, _____.” You barely caught the uttered words before you fell asleep with a gentle smile on your face.