Am I undesirable? (1/1)

"You'll pay for this, Dad." He had said when the flight took off. Back to the present time. Chanyeol was still holding onto Baekhyun's hands tightly. He had been talking for about 10 minutes but never once looked Baekhyun in his eyes directly, ashamed to do anything. He knew Baekhyun was crying. He knew he, himself, was crying too. The things that were being revealed were a lot for Baekhyun to handle. There were 'n' number of tears sliding on their tangled hands and both were gripping tightly, Chanyeol being the one to hold it much tighter to support Baekhyun.He looked at the trees, leaves waving with the wind and said, "I am ashamed to even call him my Dad, you know. He was never like that. The greed for money and the status blinded him." A minute passed in silence."Am I that undesirable? Am I not good enough for anybody?" Baekhyun asked in a shaky voice."Baek, It's absolutely not your fault. That man was sick. He reeked of greed. Don't shed your tears for those who don't deserve it, okay? It's already been three years now. Besides, he already paid for what he did." Chanyeol said, anger and hurt dripping from his voice.Baekhyun bursted into tears. He was shaking. Chanyeol could feel it. He let him cry for a bit. Letting it all out was necessary. When the sobbing stopped and only sniffles remained, he leaned forward, took Baekhyun's chin in his fingers and brought his face up. He gently wiped the tears with his fingers and gave a knowing look to Baekhyun. They both knew what Chanyeol was asking. He leaned forward some more, asking for permission from the person in front. Baekhyun didn't seem to back away either and Chanyeol took that as a cue, pressing his lips on the other's soft ones with the most gentle touch ever.It was the first lip contact both had in three years and all of it felt magical. Ethereal even. Chanyeol didn't rush. He just brushed their lips for a mere 3 seconds before pulling away.Baekhyun was the one to pull him back. He literally crashed their lips, holding onto Chanyeol for his dear life, hands around his neck. Chanyeol felt the pull and thirst Baekhyun was feeling. He rested his hands on Baekhyun's face, making Baekhyun slow down a bit to rest his face on Chanyeol's hands. A small lick on the lips by Chanyeol made Baekhyun open his mouth in anticipation.Tongues met and the thirst came back all over again. Chanyeol gave in soon after and let Baekhyun take control of the kiss.  Baekhyun's fingers roamed in Chanyeol's hair, his tongue trying to lick every corner inside Chanyeol's mouth. The pleasant breeze around made the kiss even more sweet than it aready tasted for both of them.Baekhyun was the one pulling away after feeling dizzy from all the heat and short of breaths, foreheads still touching, panting from the passionate kiss that left him breathless. Chanyeol caressed Baekhyun's face with utmost delight, eyes still closed from the sensation of lips that still lingered. Baekhyun backed away, after he fully caught his breath. "Can you take me to my room, Yeol?" Baekhyun said, eyes peering at his hurting foot, most likely to avoid any awkward eye contact."Sure." Chanyeol said hurriedly. The whole walk to Baekhyun's room was a peaceful silence. Hearts thumping erratically and making it hard for Chanyeol to hold back a nameless emotion to come out.On reaching Baekhyun's room, Chanyeol frowned and stopped the wheelchair. "Baek, where are the guards?""Oh, I told Soo to let them go. I don't like being caged and monitored continuously" He said. Turning around to look at Chanyeol, he continued, "Besides I have many people around here to protect me anytime." Chanyeol's heart leaped. Baekhyun trusted him after all. The feeling was so warm, he blushed a bit.Baekhyun chuckled at this."Yeol, I wanted to ask you something." He said in a concerned voice."Anything, Baek." Chanyeol replied instantly.Looking around, he said," Can we, perhaps, go in my room first?" "Oh-Okay."Chanyeol pushed Baekhyun in the room, sitting across from him on the couch.Baekhyun took a long breath. He had a new wound now. The person that made him feel like at home all those years ago never really accepted him as a part of the family. He was once again heart broken, disgusted by the person and was on the verge to scream it all out right there. But the past three years had made him strong enough to handle it in a less burning way. He had endured being trampled by his own father, lost the love of his life for a reason he didn't even know until about fifteen minutes ago. He could surely handle this.He looked Chanyeol in the eyes and spoke,"Yeol, you said Mr. Park paid for what he did. What exactly did you do?"Chanyeol grimaced. He wasn't expecting the question so early from Baekhyun.He exhaled a long sigh and began. "I-I kind of donated the whole company funds and shares to a charity."Baekhyun was shocked. "Wh-what?""Well, about six months after I left, he called me back for a week to sign some papers. He was going to retire soon and he wanted to hand over about half of the company to me." Chanyeol stopped and looked at Baekhyun.Baekhyun's shock hadn't subsided still but he could understand Chanyeol's words. "I-I am listening. Go ahead."Chanyeol nodded. "Um, well, you see, I had been planning to do something since I se