stupid idiotic (1/1)

“i thought we could fix everything between us, but i think we just couldn’t” with that she walk pass by and bump her shoulder at jiyong ,“you’ll never change, i hate you” and that’s the last thing he heardsThen a tear start to form on jiyong’s eyes , first thing first , she said such a words that like a really sharp swords from hell that was made in hell by the god of death , hades. She bump her shoulder to him and it makes him lost his heart whoooos it’s just dissapear like a magician has break in into his body earlier.She also make him loose hope to say that he will never change it’s just breaks all his bones which is why he would fall to the ground in 1...2.....3..... “JI!” a loud deep voice under a tree can be heard so clearly around the park, but still , jiyong’s ears is now deaf , the ears has gone angry to its owner because he won’t believe what he heard just a while a go, his heart is now a rock , it’s broken by a really simple act, that’s sound ridiculous but it’s trueStill on his knee , jiyong’s hand slowly making its way to his head , grab his hair and pull it while his mouth moving , and there’s a groan , a painful one , comes from his throat, screaming all the pain inside. the scream makes chaerin turning back and saw jiyong is on his knees , groaning like crazy , it sent shiver to her , guilty , and pity , ‘i hope i can be there and hug you, i hope i can ease all the pain you have , but i can’t because your pain is coused by me, myself, i’m sorry’ she said to herself then dash away with a tear on her cheek  “ji....this isn’t a right place”“i just don’t fvcking care”“they will keep flirting with chae if they see how broken you are right now, they will not afraid to get closer to her”And he get on his feet and run to his car in a blink of an eye , seunghyun beam a smile and followJiyong to the car. “drive me to the nearest bar or club or whatever”“what?!”“i want to drink so i can get over this” jiyong said helplessly“oh no ji! You should stop coming to those place if yu want cha—““ARGHHH JUST PLEASE STOP!!! CHAAERIN SAID THAT I WILL NEVER CHANGE SO WHY DO I NEED TO STOP IT WHY WHY?? WHAT’S THE REASON?!! SHE SAID WE WILL NEVER GETING BACK TOGETHER SO WHY DO I HAVE TO CHANGE TO BE A BETTER PERSON WHY??!” jiyong’s scream make their car feels llike in a horror movie , seunghyun just focusing on the road leaving the hopeless jiyong grumbling to himself , ‘oh god please stop these madness’ seunghyun silently pray so his friends can stop their life from falling apart , both chaerin and jiyong is not getting better after they are seperated , and jiyong.... it’s become more and more worsening......... he try to kill people today KILL PEOPLE... whoah .....