am i bad girl? (1/1)
“chae....chaerin are you home? Here i bought you some old fashion magazine and all the things you told me to brought here , i got all of it, chae....... where are you?” he keep on screaming but i’m too lazy to move , i don’t know why but i felt so sick right now, maybe because last night i just came home at 4 a.m from a really really long ride with him , we both are crazy enough to agreeing on our own stupid idea to spend our free time just to hovering around the town at night , no it’s more than a night , a real late at night, but i love it with him,“oh come on chaerin where the hell are you?! If you wont show up i won’t accompany you making your stupid scrapbook for top, because i don’t like your idea at the very first time you mentioned that stupid scrapbook for my bestfriend’s birthday gift gezzz”“i’m here ji...... on my bed, i can’t move for sure!!” i try my best to make my voice louder than ever , and it works i can hear he shouted worriedly , shouting my name , and it makes me smile, “hey hey hey...... why don’t you told me you’re sick , i bet our crazy trip last night had had causing you some trouble , i’m sorry love” he kiss my forehead and looks really sad“no, i’m just fine and i’m totally happy with our trip last night hhahahaha” i coughing because of laughing too hard and he is worrying too much about me for showing his excessive expression of worried so here i am chuckling at his very sweet act , he just sit beside me on the bed , he took his guitar and start to sing a random song that makes me laugh but he stopped and shoving his pocket , i can hear his phone ringing“hell-o??”“ha? M.... messing around in my bar? Who do they think they are! Just wait for me okay!” he smile to me and explain everything that he need to leave because of some people messing around in his bar, oh gee it’s still fucking 7 p.m , uuu party people these days , i rolled my eyesIf you think i got a perfect boyfriend you are wrong , no i mean right , yeah rightI’m totally happy to find someone like him , who would happily doing crazy thing in this world with me even if it’s nonesense , he is the one who would laughing along with me not like those who laugh at my face, he is the one who accept everything i am , my flaws, my everythings, he is what i’ve been looking for for a universe , and i’m living a happy life but he also had his dark side, and maybe you won’t believe me if i say who is he really was, he such as those nocturnal party peoples , cigarates,girls,sex,fame,night club,gambling,drinks, and more , eww i don’t want to mention all of his dark side because i believe you’ll not want to hear me any further ,But being the real me, being the one and only guy who would understand me very well and match a lot with me , so i’ll accept him whoever he is as long as he was fine with me, heck yeah this is LA! Who don’t do sex? Just me maybe , it’s been fucking 10 month i’ve been with him and being the high-level lady i am , i’m still keeping myself real , i always hate night life , sex , drinks , and that kind of lifestyle , so i don’t even do sex with my boyfriend, gd, so i’m not shocked when i came to his bar or club or wherever it it as long as it had girls and wild night life , there’s must be my boyriend there , i wouldn’t be angry if i came to see him and i found him with naked slut around him , no, i don’t mad , because they’re just his toys, i knew it right, but i will mad as hell if i found him with girls on his own house, but he don’t , why i let him do whatever he wants? Because i hate nightlife , and sex? Hell no i wouldn’t do that before i’m married to the man who will spend his whole time with me, as i hating on what he likes and as far as i know he can’t life without it eventhough i’ve told her so countless time thnat it’s not good it’s unhealthy but he just won’t budging to hear me , so as i can’t had sex with him , i let him do sex with those sluts, sound creepy? Am i creepy? Hell no those sluts are creepy ha,