[M] Record Player (1/1)

SEUNGRIYou run back to Jiyong’s apartment. You take out your spare keys and open the door, hoping he hasn’t waken up yet so you can remove the note before he sees it. After all, you have decided to give yourself a chance… The first thing you hear is a soft melody, a sad song coming from a disc playing on Ji’s vintage record player. Play one more song

song, song, song

but you’re not coming home The next thing you notice is the letter on the kitchen table. Dear Seungri.I’m sorry for dragging you into this. I realize that what happened last night was probably a mistake for you, and I understand. I was angry at first, but I know how hard it must be for you to accept all this, so don’t feel guilty, ok?I just want you to know that what happened between us last night was the best gift that you could give me. I’ve lived all these years afraid of being myself… I should have known that you would have accepted me exactly as I was. I’m sorry for not being strong enough. Instead of deciding to trust you, I’ve spent all this time by my own… In absolute loneliness.I want you to tell my parents that I forgive them for what they have done to me. I also want you to thank Seunghyun on my behalf for being such a good friend to me.But most of all…thank you, Seungri, for giving me the most wonderful night of my life. Thank you for giving me hope throughout all these years and for reminding me why I woke up every morning. Thank you for always being there for me.Thank you for being my light in the darkness.I love you, now and always.Jiyong The record keeps playing… I’m feeling so lost without her

I try to come home

It’s so hard to be here on my ownIt breaks my heart to leave you alone That’s when you notice that the bathroom door is open… Jiyong is inside. You try to make him open his eyes… to make him breath again….  All dressed up nowhere to go,so I’m dancing on my own  But you’re too late.  I’ve been waiting way too long

dancing on my own.