Chapter 14 (1/1)

Daehyun’s P.O.VI do not understand love at all, I guess it was just beauty at the beginning? There are many reasons in life to become sad. Sometimes when you fail to achieve your goal then you become sad and want to cry, also sometimes when you wish something must happen but it does not happen, also this make you sad.And the worst thing that makes you sad and has long effects in your life is that when you love someone but your loved one does not give you that respect, honor and love. Everything in world appears to be colorless and I become pessimist.I risk my life to marry her and to be with her, I wanted to be her husband and a good father to our daughter, but is this how she repays me? I even risk my heart, ready to fall in love with her. No. I already am falling for her but she didn’t even love me.“Daehyun, snap out of it. She’s not the one for you,” I looked at Yongguk hyung with no expression. I looked at him expressionless. I just glanced at him and looked back at the white wall in front of me. Yes. I have been staring at that white wall for days now. If my eyes were a laser, I’m sure enough that I’ll burn a hole into that wall.Hah. Not funny.Just in time, my phone vibrated next to me. I looked over to it and saw the ID, the person who breaks my heart, who tore me apart into pieces, Moon Haeun. I grabbed my phone and opened the text messages; From: Moon HaeunTo: Jung DaehyunLet’s meet at Namsan Tower. And one more thing, please disguise yourself. I’ll be waiting.Haeun asked me to meet her. Well, no. I’m not going. That Kim Seokjin guy might be there with her. When I despair, I remember that all through history the way of truth and love have always won. There have been tyrants and murderers, and for a time, they can seem invincible, but in the end, they always fall. Think of it--always. So, I’m not going.I shut off my phone and throw it away. “Who texted you, Daehyun?” Himchan asked me nicely, I just shook my head and ignore him. I’m not going to make myself involve with your love affair, Moon Haeun. You destroyed me. You turned me into a wreck. You’re a monster. But… A monster that I loved.Why did you decide to divorce me, all of sudden? If you truly love that guy, you won’t make things complicated for me now. You would reject my marriage offers and disappeared the first day I saw you and found you and Eunsol.“Remember this, everything happens for reasons.”That’s what you said to me before you left me numb. I know that everything happens for reasons, but what was the reason that you made yourself declare you love Kim Seokjin, not me? And you divorce me through text message and also in front of your own family, my family and our friends.Why?End of P.O.VHaeun’s P.O.VIt’s 8 in the evening now. Yes, I’m quite sure that he’s not coming. Boohoo. Jung Daehyun is not coming for you, Moon Haeun. He probably hates a lot on you now. Well, it was my fault too. I was the one who break him into pieces. I did promise him not to leave him and always stay with him.I’ve been waiting for him since 4PM in the afternoon. And I guess, I was just a fool then waiting for him to come even though I knew that he’s not coming and it’s beyond my expectation. I slowly make my way going back to Naeun’s house that was 15 minutes away from here.Jung Daehyun, if you think you that suffered enough, you’re wrong. The pain you’re suffering is four times bigger to the pain I’m suffering. Did you know what I’ve dealt with between my 17 years old until my 22 years old self?But a single parent is not a life full of struggles but it’s a journey for the strong. Yes. Between the times I was pregnant until I raised Eunsol by myself, it taught me a lot to be stronger. Being a single mother is twice the work, twice the stress and twice the tears but also twice the hugs, twice the love and twice the pride.“A single mother has a backbone made of steel and a heart of gold.”That’s what people said. They said I’m a cheerful person. What you must understand about me is that I’m a deeply unhappy person. Life is a series of disappointments, broken only by dark spell of depressions. I’m sorry that I lied to you, Jung Daehyun. I lied because I don’t want you to know how much it hurts me.I finally arrived in front of Naeun’s door. I was too tired of everything. I can’t feel my leg, I felt numb. My head start to spin crazily now that I don’t even know where was the doorknob. This is hurt. Well, karma hit me I think? Maybe because I lied and hurt Jung Daehyun, I cut off my own family that I didn’t even bother to contact them and I created so much unstoppable mess.BAMI collapsed on the floor in front of Naeun’s door and I slowly began to be unconscious. I can’t see anything but just a pitch black.End of P.O.VNaeun’s P.O.VWhere is Haeun now? It’s half past 9 already! But a loud thud disturbed my thought. I looked at Eunsol who was sleeping waiting for her mother to come but she isn’t coming. I don’t feel easy now, I decided to go to the front door to check was the thud all about.I opened the door slowly and I widened my eyes, Haeun’s figure was lying on the ground, unconscious! I kneeled down slowly, terrified and horror. “H-Haeun-ah,” I called out for her name but she didn’t reply neither moves a single bit!“Y-Yah, Moon Haeun.”Still no reply.I took out my cellphone and called Hakyeon right away. Thank God he answered it after few seconds!“Yes, Naeun-ssi? Anything happen?”“H-Haeun, s-she collapsed in front of my house’s door.”“W-What? Is she okay?!”“I don’t think she is, please come here as fast as you can!”--Hakyeon arrived at my home after the call immediately with a doctor. I hushed Eunsol who was crying to see her mother in such terrifying looks. “It’s okay, Eunsol-ah. Your eomma will be okay.” Eunsol hide her face on my shoulder and she kept on crying.The doctor injected some antibiotics into her body and turned around at us, “She will be okay. She’s just suffering the dehydration and light fever and congratulation, she’s one month pregnant now.”Wait, what?I looked at Hakyeon, who had the same reaction. Haeun was pregnant? We two looked puzzled. She was pregnant in this state? H-how come? I looked at Haeun’s weak body and who know that tears actually escaped from my eyes.Hakyeon then led the doctor out from the room and thanked him for coming even though it was actually troubling him to come at this late. “Be sure to watch her out, she might cause harm to the baby if she can’t control her emotion very well.”Moon Haeun, why are you keeping everything to yourself?End of P.O.V