If I go closer to you. (1/1)

Leeteuk's POV.I can't pick up the courage to tell her. So many nights, I lay awake in my bed, asking myself the same questions: "Should I or should I not?"But I can't let her not know. I mean, eventually she will find out. What with the press and fans and the other members being close to her members. Like Heechul to Jessica. Siwon to Tiffany. Eunhyuk to Hyoyeon. Yesung to Yuri. Eunhyuk to Sooyoung. Sungmin to Sunny. Kyuhyun to Seohyun.... Ryeowook to Yoona. Heechul to Yoona. DONGHAE TO YOONA. Yoona. Aigoo. So many Super Junior members are close to Yoona. They're bound to tell each other.But no, I made the boys swear. They would never tell them without my permission.'Guess it's up to you, Teuk.'I have to face it. Taeyeon has to face it. The whole K-POP world would have to face it. _____________________________________________________________________________________Taeyeon's POV"Yah, Sonyeosidae!" I announced in the practice room. "Let's take a break. We've been practicing since morning.""Ne," Sunny agreed while the other members just nodded and went to go get a cup of water.I went to get my cell phone and saw that there was no message or missed call for me. I sighed. Fany seemed to know what was up."Taeng?""Hmm?""What's wrong? Is it Teuk?"Guess there's no point in denying it. No point in denying it to Fany."Ne," I sighed and sat on the floor. "I don't think this is working anymore.""Wae wae wae?" Fany sat beside me."He hasn't called or replied to any of my messages in about a week now.""Chinja? Nugu?" Jessica suddenly sat down beside Tiffany, wiping the sweat from her forehead."Leeteuk," Tiffany answered her. Jessica's eyes widened and her mouth formed a perfect O."Wae?!""Molla," I replied."Maybe he's busy," Tiffany said."That's the most common excuse idols use," Jessica said sternly.She was right. What I loved about Sica is that even though she may seem cold sometimes, she's actually the one who can help you because she always tells the truth and Sica's not that icy anymore. She's just frank. I don't think there's anything wrong with that.I looked behind. Behind us, Yuri and Hyo were popping and messing around. Yoona and Sooyoung were watching them and laughing. Seohyun was drinking water while Sunny went to go to the restroom.Yoong noticed us. "Wait guys," she said, and she hurried over to sit beside me. "Unnies, why don't you join us?""Ani," Sica answered."Taeyeon has--" Fany stopped in midsentence."It's okay Fany. I think it's time to tell them." I concluded it was the right time to tell them.I stood up. "Sonyeosidae, come here."Sunny was just in time. "Ne?"Everyone gathered in front of me, waiting for what I was going to say."Teuk and I--"Someone opened the door to our practice room. It was... It was Teukie!__________________________________________________________________Yoona's POV. What was unnie about to say? O~ Leeteuk's here."Taeng, can I talk to you privately?"Taeyeon bit her lip and looked at all 8 of us. She had this sad look on her face and then, it struck me.I took in a lot of air. I'm gonna need it.Taeyeon went out the practice room door and we were left inside, silent.Sooyoung spoke first. "What's going on?""I think Taeyeon and Leeteuk are having relationship problems," Tiffany replied.Sica unnie, being second eldest, took the lead. "Guys, I think it's best if we just hope they'll be fine and let's just wait for Taeyeon to come back to tell us the story, arasso?""Ne," we all replied.We all sat inside, waiting in silence. Our spines tingling from what is happening outside. Everyone was serious and the laughter and fun we had a while ago has already been forgotten.___________________________________________________________________________________________________-while reading this, please play If by Kim Taeyeon, or if you don't have, here (let it load first): www.youtube.com/watch?v=MUyHvCSMojY&feature=relatedTaeyeon's POV."Why? I don't understand!?" I said. I couldn't believe my ears.He said he didn't want me anymore. And even worse, he said he did not need me anymore."I found someone else Tae," Leeteuk said, though avoiding my gaze."No!" I yelled. "You're lying! I know you! Don't tell me this."Was this for real? Was this for some kind of show? Was this a joke? But I don't see any cameras. This must be real."I'm sorry," he said. He walked away."Park Jungsoo!" I managed to say. My eyes were filled with warm tears. My face felt so hot. The only time I ever felt this was when he said he loves me... or should I say now, loved?He looked back at me. And this time, our eyes met. I cannot describe the immense pain I felt. In his eyes, I could tell that there was really something wrong but I couldn't identify what it was. All I knew was that he wasn't telling me the truth."Goodbye Kim Taeyeon. It was nice being with you, but not anymore."My tears fell. I could feel them getting heavy and heavier in my eyes. I could feel them falling down my cheek, to my neck. They just wouldn't stop coming. I watched him walk away in the empty corridors and then he disappeared when he rounded a corner.I burst in SNSD's practice room, crying."Yah!" I hear Sunny, Hyoyeon, Yuri and Sooyoung yell."Wae wae wae?" Tiffany and Jessica rushed to me.Yoona and Seohyun stood up from the floor alertly. They looked at me with utmost concern."Unnie," Seohyun whined."Taeyeon`ah!" Yoona and Sooyoung said."Ani, ani." I protested.I wanted to get away. I grabbed my bag and rushed out of the room.______________________________________________________________________________________________________________________Seohyun's POVYoona, Sooyoung, Yuri and I had our hands covering our mouths in disbelief.We had never seen unnie cry that much. She was so red and puffy.That was probably the most scariest thing I have ever seen in my whole idol life... seeing my unnies cry."Eotteokhae? Eotteokhae eotteokhae eotteokhae?!" Tiffany unnie panicked."Sica," Yoona said. "What should we do?"Sica unnie also looked terrified but she remained as calm as she could.Sica unnie took a deep breath. "Sunny, Soo, go follow her. But don't be seen. We just need to make sure she won't be a threat to herself.""Ne," Sunny and Sooyoung unnie said. They grabbed their jackets, caps and shades and their cellphones. They didn't bother bringing their bags."Yoong, Hyo, come with me." Sica said."What about us?" Tiffany unnie said. "Tiff, Yul, Seo, go find ways to cheer up Taeyeon later. Like, ice cream, I guess." Sica unnie ordered politely.I nodded. I couldn't help but admire unnie right now. Well, she was always the 2nd eldest anyway.