Chansungs Heart (1/1)

Kaelonni... The only girl I can't stop thinking about. My heart was always and constantly racing when I see her. Something about her undying happiness somehow makes everyone around her to become happy too. I always seemed free and let go when our hands touched.

I love the way she smiles so beautifully bright all the time, her perfect and gorgeous eyes always sparkled brighter than every star in the sky. Everything about her was perfect; her lean and tall goddess body, her beautiful, thick hair, her kind and wonderful personality, her cute humor, her skillful talents... Kaelonni is known as the most beautiful girl in the world, and tonight, I saw how beautiful and golden her heart is. And when our hearts matched in perfect rhythm and harmony, i felt a heavenly glow in my own heart. Even thought it might sound foolish, I knew at once that I never wanted to leave her side."Hey! Chansung ah!"I was staring out the car window and the sound of Junho's irritated voice startled me. My head snapped around quickly as I pulled my earbuds out. I smiled gently at my hyung or "older brother". Junho enjoys the respect of being the senior to me since I'm the youngest in 2PM, even though Junho was only a month older."Oh... Bien, Junho..." I sighed heavily, unknowing that my smile never disappeared.Junho exhaled and tsked. "Yah, I was calling your name about 5 times already!" Junho's face softened as he turned curious. "Hey... What are you thinking about? Ever since we performed with Miss World Stars, lately, you've been spacing out or day dreaming."My brothers who I had debuted with were staring at me so intently that I suddenly felt super awkward. They all nodded at once after Junho had spoken. But still, my smile remained and I sighed again as I thought of Kaelonni and the time we had spent backstage... Her pure and sweet voice captivating my soul, her gorgeously thick brown hair always flowing, the way her arms naturally wrap tighter around my neck while I held her, and how she looked so happy and cheerful when she laughs. I sigh again. I love her laugh so much.

Junho scoffed with a small smirk and playfully punched my chest. I looked at him as I playfully punched his pectoral back."What?" I was surprised and a little annoyed at the same time. "Junho, I'm fine, really. I'm not thinking of her.""'HER'?" All 5 members said together in shock and awe. Their expressions were super interested and attentive now as they all leaned forward from their seats. I winced from my foolishness."Are you thinking about... Kaelonni...?" Nickhun smiled wide and bright as he gave me a sly look.My eyes grew wide and large. "What?! You think that I like Kaelonni?"All the members nodded and smiled wide and bright at me."Chansung..." Nichkhun spoked, his smile growing bigger. "We've known... No, actually... The entire WORLD knows that you have a super huge crush on Kaelonni! One Miss World Stars visuals and lead singers."My face was turning red. My heart was racing fast from shock. It was all right that my own group members know who I like but I was actually surprised to have found out that the whole world knows who I like. I didn't know what else to say."You guys..." I shook my head. I grew more annoyed now. "Yah! Are you guys drunk right now? Did you all drink too much at the after party backstage earlier?" I kinda laughed but my face was still in surprise. I then realized I was still blushing a bright red."Oh! Chansung does like her!" Minjun hyung laughed and clapped with the rest of the members. Everyone had huge and cheery smiles, their eyes squeezed shut from laughing cheerfully. I just sat there and felt embarrassed out of my mind."We see the way you look at her and how you always smiled happier at her," Nichkhun prompted with enthusiasm. "You gaze at her like you're day dreaming and you always laugh when you're nervous. Not to mention that you've said she was your ideal type. 'A happy girl who has beautiful eyes and a heart melting smile'."My mouth hung open in complete shock. I forgot all about that annoying interview a couple weeks ago. Thank god Kaelonni was aboard over seas and was too busy to may not have seen the love broadcast.

After a moment, I just kept staring at all 5 members as I sat there unmoving on the black, leather seat. And then, I hated myself for this as my nerves got to me, I bursted out laughing. This made everyone rise up in expected shock as they all pointed and clapped. I hid my eyes as I smiled like the idiot I am."CHANSUNG is in LOVE!" They chanted and sang together like a bunch of fools. I rolled my eyes and shook my head at them, feeling completely defenseless from all the embarrassment."Whoa~ You guys look so good together..." Taecyeon hyung said from behind my seat. His face was in total awe. He placed a hand on my shoulder. "Bro, Kaelonni is an angel."

I shrugged his hand away."I like Miss World Stars," Wooyoung said innocently, his eyes round with curiosity. He sat between Nichkhun and Taec in the back seat. "And Chansung ah, Kaelonni is neomu, neomu, neomu yeppeo!" Wooyoung laughed as he grabbed my arm."We got hugs from all Miss Worlds." Junho said in a dream like tone."They're so kind and lovable." Wooyoung said in an innocent, child like manner as he played with his phone."When did that happen?" I asked as I raised a brow at Wooyoung."Remember earlier when you came backstage late and the concert was about to start?" Junho swatted my arm. He had half smile. "Wae? You jealous?""Stop, you guys..." I chuckled embarrassedly as I pulled away. They all started laughing as I just stared at them. I felt that it was a little unfair that they're all teasing me about this when they all have crushes on the Miss Worlds."Don't worry about it, Chansung ah," Junho said with a light chuckle, "At least you were able to hug Kaelonni.""Well what about you and Deja?" I retaliated back rather loudly than I intended. "Kaelonni and I both saw you getting each other's phone numbers!"Junho stopped smiling and his eyes were wide with surprise. All the members turned and looked at Junho.

"Well... I..." Junho stammered. "Okay!" He shouted aloud back. "I like Deja! A LOT! There! And I did get her number! But at least I can admit to my feelings!" Junho pointed at me which made me feel even more surprise and embarrassed. The members all laughed together as they gazed back at me."Did you get her number?" Taecyeon asked.I nodded. "Of course. Kaelonni said before we left that we should meet up when she comes to Korea or whenever we come traveling back to America.""I really want to see Miss World Stars again. These are rare moments where idol groups like us get to collaborate with them." Wooyoing pouted as he pressed his pudgy cheeks into his hands.Then suddenly, my hyungs all sighed with love struck expressions on their face."Miss World Stars are perfect..." Nichkhun said once again with a dreamlike sigh as he nodded to everyonearound. He placed his hands under his chin and batted his eyes and we both laughed as I shoved him lightly."Yes, Chansung! Kaelonni is stunningly beautiful! Just like her sisters!" Minjun hyung's were wide with concentration and in awe too."Miss World Stars are queens..." My members all said together. Their eyes grew wide as they all blushed. I covered my face in embarrassment. Everyone one of us always get nervous when around Miss World Stars. In fact, every person would be a little shy just by standing next to them or being a hundred feet away. Their beauty and talent was so radiant and stunning that it was as if their golden personalities were always shining through. They are the queens. Beauty queens of performing in the world. Miss a World Stars are the youngest rising star groups out there and everyone in the Kpop industry can't help but support them with friendship while also loving and adoring them. That's why everyone in the Kpop music industry, of course including us, are close friends with the world popular, drop dead gorgeous superstars. But Kaelonni to me was different... even if were friends, there was always something more than small, polite conversations and kind and friendly gestures. Despite us being Idol celebrities, I feel like myself when I'm with her.My members had all nodded and their faces were still in awe. "Oooh so since she gave you her number..." Wooyoung spoke with an innocent tone in his voice. He gasped, "Kaelonni is giving you the sign!""What are you talking about?" I asked. "What's the 'sign'?"Nichkhun rolled his eyes and sighed heavily, as if I should already know. But I didn't though, I was completely confused. "What Wooyoung means is that Kaelonni might've given you her phone number that way you can ask her on a real date.""W-what?" I stammered nervously, my hands becoming sweaty as I gripped my iPhone 6 tightly. "So that we can become an actual... I-I mean... A real couple?! Like actually DATE each other?"My hyungs all nodded and agreed together."Kaelonni is a Miss America title winner and she's a singer in one of the most popular girl groups in America, Europe, and Asia. She popularly earned the title as The Most Beautiful Girl in the World! You are a lucky guy that she might have strong feelings for you too." Nichkhun spoke with a soft laugh."There's so much love today..." Minjun hyung spoke, "Tonight is a big celebration for Miss World Stars. A night the world won't forgot. Oh yeah, Chansung ah! I don't think the world will forget those special moments you shared with Kaelonni tonight. Especially that loving and romantic moment you shared with Kaelonni after you caught her from falling.""That's really heroic, bro," Taecyeon's eyes were wide in amazement high fived. "She could've gotten seriously hurt. Luckily you were there to save her from any huge national embarrassment too.""How were you able to catch and save her just in time?" Junho asked me. "It all happend in seconds.""Thanks guys." I sighed as I thought of Kaelonni. "I don't even know... It happened so fast. I guess... my heart just told me that she needed me. I couldn't just let her fall either. My heart loved her too much and I guess it felt as if my heart controlled my actions. Also, I wouldn't forgive myself if she fell, got injured, and her entire future career in Miss World Stars was completely ruined forever. I care about Kaelonni too much to ever let that happen.""So..." Nichkhun raised an eyebrow, "Do you love Kaelonni?""L-Love...?" I exclaimed in shock. My heart sped fast in my chest from nervousness and stress. All 5 of my members were still staring at me, studying my face. Sweat began to form on my brows and the back of my neck. I gulped softly and after a moment I just laughed it off."CHANSUNG DOES LOVE HER!" Nichkhun shouted with surprise and everyone were whooping and laughing at me."Chansung and Kaelonni!" My group members cheered. The huge, slick black car was shaking from the huge bass of the music as everyone around me were still celebrating for the Miss Worlds."HEY!" I yelled. I wasn't angry at all, I just wanted their attention. When my members gaze back at me I coughed from the sudden silence."Well, Chansung?" Nichkhun spoke up, referring back to his earlier question."Alright, you guys got me..." I sighed with a laugh as a smile appeared on my face. When I look up all of the members had open mouth smiles, their eyes twinkling bright from excitement and anticipation.I couldn't help but smile brighter as I spoke, "I like her..."The members all erupted in roars of cheers and laughter. I was blushing hard and I hid my face in my hands. As my members teasingly pushed me around, their whooping and shouting grew within a moment

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"No, Chansung," Junho's eye smile grew wider. "You are in LOVE with her!"As my members continued to laugh and cheer I shook my head with a smile. I gazed back out the window again, the beautiful lights of Los Angeles blindingly bright. The city was almost similar to Korea, but with the massive buildings and thousands of cars in the huge streets, it gave off that familiar foreign feeling. Of course this wasn't the first time we traveled to the states, but it gave me a warm feeling to know that Kaelonni was born here, in America. And that I was actually apart of the world she grew up and now lives in. The lights of the city remind me of the music stadium hall. The opening performance for Miss World Stars American tour became a special and important memory for me. And the way Kaelonni laughed so happily and smiled brighter at me, would always be a special memory in my heart.

Ever since we became friends and we had performed at the Golden World Stars Performance with other famous star groups like EXO, SNSD, SHINee and more, we connected almost instantly. I fell in love at first sight. Her extraordinary beauty not only captured my heart but how Kaelonni is so kind, so intelligent, so funny and just... Wonderful to be around. I never believed that this would happen to me. I've always been focused with 2PM and making music, dancing, becoming an aspiring actor, and trying to always make my fans happy. But now, my heart can't stop making me think about her. One night, Kaelonni had appeared in my dreams. She was like an angel. A gorgeous snow princess. She was gazing up at me with those perfect, dark brown eyes of hers, and her always golden bright smile sparkling brighter than all the stars. Kaelonni radiated with such beauty and talent and the way her hand held my hand, I knew deep in my heart that this wasn't a dream. This performance tonight had proved that Kaelonni was the girl from my dreams. The girl that I will always protect and care for. People may say that I'm a fool for falling for a girl that appeared from my dreams. But since the world adores Kaelonni and Miss World Stars so much, I guess I am the fool then... Because I truly was in love."I guess it is true..." I whispered as I put my earbuds back in. I was listening to Miss World Stars #1 hit song, One Last Time. Kaelonni's beautiful and pure high note was mesmerizing and it filled my heart and soul with joy. "I am in love with you... Kaelonni..."