Im in Love...? (1/1)

The next day, it was finally time to say goodbye between best friends. Shay and Yuki were closest with Jessica, Tiffany, Yuri and Yoona. Lela and Deja were closest with Sooyoung, Hyoyeon, and Sunny, and Nevaeh and I were closest with Seohyun and Yoona. But overall, all of us were close as real sisters by heart.

It was a super sad moment, and our thousands of loving and caring fans cried along with us at the airport. Seohyun was already sniffling as she hugged me tightly. Tears already dropped from eyes as I buried my face away from the flashing camera lights of fans and paparazzi. After we all hugged and dried our tears, we, the 14 of us finally said goodbye and promised one another to see each other soon.As we walked up the ramp to our private plane while SNSD simultaneously began to board their plane, we all smiled and waved to each other before waving at our fans. Their huge cheers and smiling faces and bright eyes gave my heart wings, and I felt like soaring whenever I hear them as I close my eyes. Even when we part ways for a while or even for a brief moment, our fans were always there every step of the way. I was so thankful, for every moment that I get to spend time with my fans. The way their emotions reflected ours whether we're happy or sad. It was really heart warming.As our plane finally descended into the air, we all saw the massive sea of fans in the airport. We all smiled out of surprise of how many Japanese fans for both Miss World Star and SNSD showed up to wish us good bye. With one last wave from all of us, I managed to get a quick glimpse of our fans smiling yet sad faces. This wasn't a permanent good bye. Of course we'd return soon, all of us returning soon for future promotional activities. Then we'd see our beloved fans again.I put in my earbuds as I listen and watch 2PM's A.D.T.O.Y on my laptop. The song was so addicting. I was in love with the smooth, melodic, orchestra mixed with south hip hop rhythms. The dance was sexy yet powerful and I couldn't help but sigh at the 6 Beastly Idol Singers, even though we're all friends.2PM and Miss World Stars have performed together and collaborated on many things in the Kpop music industry, such as a few songs, drama appearances, appearing on a couple of variety shows back our debut days, and popular commercials and CF dramas. All 6 boys were so talented, kind, charismatic, funny, and super handsome. It's been a year and a half since we last saw any of the 2PM members, which was pretty sad because they're such wonderful guys. One boy though stood out the most in my eyes; but I also think that same young man was actually trying to catch my gaze at every given opportunity. At everything he did, my heart began to grow warmer.

On my laptop screen, the young and tall man stood center as began dancing so professional and swiftly; just like true idols in the music business. He made a quick gaze to the camera and even though it was just a music video, his daring and sharp eyes made my heart skip a whole beat. I smiled softly as my attention began to get absorbed into his beautiful and melodic voice and the movement of his perfect muscles as he danced along with his brother members. Could he be... the boy from... my drea-..."Kaelonni," Shay sat in the seat next to me, her voice beautifully kind, and soft yet confident. "What are you listening to?" She asked as she gazed at me with her captivating gray-blue eyes. I smiled softly as I took out one my earbuds so she could listen. She put the earbud in as I pressed play on my favorite part of the song. She closed her eyes and hummed along softly."I love this song," Shay said as she gave me back my earbud. She smiled her perfect smile. "It's very beautiful... The meaning of this song. It means to never stop thinking about someone you love."I sighed dreamingly as I paused the video on the boy from my dreams, the one I've never stopped thinking about. "Yeah... I know..." I smiled.Shay raised an eyebrow delicately as she smirked playfully. She leaned towards me as she pressed her cheek closely against my face. I looked at her a little startled before I raised my eyebrow at her. I could feel the movement of her cheeks as she smiled her bright smile."Kaelonni..." Shay glanced at my laptop screen as she said in her kind and gentle, melodic voice, "You're in love..."I quickly pulled myself away from my unnie in my seat. "Shay!" I exclaimed in embarrassment. I felt heat rising to my face. "No... I'm not in love."Shay still had her flawless smile, her blue-gray eyes sparkling as she laughed softly from my embarrassment. "Oh yes you are. Everyone in the world knows who you really love over all these years... Ever since our debut."My eyes grew wide in shock. "What?!"Shay continued as she winked at me. "Even ours and of course, your fans have known all along too. You're deep in love with a handsome boy who's as sweet, humerous, and kind as you. You both are basically perfect for each other." Her smile brightened even more."What are you all saying? How come I never noticed and why didn't anyone call me out on it before now?" I asked, surprised out of my mind. Then, my sisters all faced me, all smiling excitedly at me. Yuki, Deja, and Lela began giggling and whispering in hushed voices in their seats. Nevaeh then moved over to the seat in front of Shay and me and leaned over the top."Kaelonni..." Nevaeh smirked playfully. "We already know... Wait, no... Basically the WORLD already knows that you've been in love with a certain, handsome young man, for a long time."I still had the same surprised look as my sisters all leaned towards me in anticipation; just waiting to see my embarrassed reaction to the boy that had indeed captured my heart with one look. But my spirit and pride got the best of me and I didn't give in to embarrassment. I simply shake my head at my sisters and smiled without speaking a word."Just wait..." I heard Shay whisper to the rest of our sisters. "She might be playing strong now, but her heart will make her give in."At the moment I push play, my strong defenses of the only pride I had disappeared into a wall of air. The handsome boy with the charming eyes and captivating smile made my heart skip a thousand beeps and it felt as though I was right there in front of him. Some kind of connection struck me so suddenly that maybe this boy that I had dreamed about, actually thought about me too sometimes. I couldn't believe it... I have the biggest crush on..."Chansung..." I smiled as I said the handsome boy's name. It felt so good as if I were actually singing his name. It felt loving, airy, and sweet. My heart glow with joy inside my chest. "I like Chansung!" I cried out of understanding.

Then, my older sisters all bursted out with squeals, giggles, and cheers with me as we danced about on the plane in our seats out of joy and excitement."Actually, Kaelonni," Yuki said as they all kept smiling at me, "You're in love with him!""Oh my GOD!" Deja squealed adoringly in her hands. "Kaelonni and Chansung look SO good together! You guys would make cute babies because of your guys' beautiful genetics." She said as she squealed with Lela. I blushed as I tried to laugh my embarrassment away. We all couldn't stop laughing and giggling."Your future is gonna be so magical! It'll be so beautiful..." Shay sighed then laughed as she smiled brightly, "The wedding, the traditional Lao and Korean ceremonies, honeymoon, baby shower-" she heaved a dreamy like sigh. Shay took my hands in hers and squeezed lightly.I stared wonderingly in her deep blue-green eyes.Shay spoke excitedly. "Everything will be so magical! And we all wish you every happiness with this young man. Your fans are right. You both truly do make the beautiful and perfect couple!""Whoa, whoa~!" I laughed slowly pulling my hands away from Shay's. "Let's not rush TOO fast! I mean, I've known Chansung for a while. We've been really good friends over the years..." my smile brightened as I thought of him, always helping me and laughing with me. I sighed with a soft chuckle."Just 'friends'?" Nevaeh scoffed before she smiled at me again. "You and Chansung have a beautiful history together, not to mention chemistry too~""You and Chansung have had a huge spark ever since we performed together at the biggest World concert ever~!" Yuki squealed excitedly.Lela smirked while she clapped. "Just talk about a huge spark of fire works on the Fourth of July!"My sisters all bursted in huge laughs and applauding together. Feeling overwhelmed about what's happening I took a deep breath that turned into a light laugh."You guys!" I smiled while trying to calm my sisters. "This is kinda crazy... I mean I just realized that I actually do have feelings for Chansung...""Oh not just feelings, Kaelonni..." Nevaeh smirked as my sisters continued to laugh. "More like you two are meant to fall in love!""But you all are talking about the unpredictable future when we have even more important things going on right now." I continued with a sigh. "We are Miss World Stars... Remember? We're international Asian-American Superstar singers. Miss Universe Idol Singers! We should focus more on our career than love and relationships.""Kaelonni," Deja spoke, her gentle voice quieting the rest of our sisters, "Haven't you ever wondered what it would be like to have a soulmate? To share a life, a dream, maybe a child with? To find the one? Your true love?"I hesitated before I sighed again. "I mean... Yeah, sure, I guess. But, so what does being in love have to take part in my career? My dreams?""So~ You even told me yourself. About your dream." Deja smiled with a twinkle in her eyes.My eyes brightened in wonder and realization. "Could the boy in my dreams that caught me from the air... The handsome prince that confessed that he loved me..."My sisters expressions brightened with excitement and they began to smile happier as they gasped."Chansung...?" I spoke softly with a breath.My sisters all clapped and laughed as they jumped nearly out of their seats."Chansung!" They sang and yelled together."Kaelonni is in love with Chansung~!!!"My sisters hugged me to death before squealing and giggling together. While I gazed at each of my sisters jumping up in triumph and excitement, my heart glowed warmly in my chest. I almost felt tears starting up in my eyes but I was too happy to let them fall. "Thank you. All of you. I'm really blessed that I have such wonderful sisters like you guys." my voice was low and sounded choked up as I tried to keep my happy tears from falling.My sisters all had their bright and beautiful smiles and faces as all 5 sisters wrapped me up in a huge hug. I smiled happily as we all took a quick selfie for our fans. Then, as I watch my sisters laughing cheerful, I felt so thankful that they cared so much for my happiness; to ensure that I had found the right young man that would make happy now, until the last moment at the end of time. I also though, couldn't help feeling so awkward and really embarrassed since this "falling in love" was very new to me. But for some reason, I shook my head and smiled like a pabo (fool) like I didn't care. I was deep in love with the boy that I've basically known in my whole career. Chansung, I realize is the first boy that I had ever fallen in love with.

Like a few Kpop groups like SNSD, Super Junior, etc., 2PM and Miss World Stars had collaborated before on shows and music performances, so we both basically knew each other pretty well. I think until now that I've never paid much attention to how handsome Chansung is. Whenever I saw him, whether in person or on TV, he was always kind, considerate, and very funny. His genuine personality that is like pure gold is what really captured my heart. Now that I know my true feelings about him are, I finally knew that he truly was the boy from my dreams; the young man I couldn't stop thinking about."I'm in love with Chansung..." I say softly as my smile never disappeared. I could feel my heart beating faster as I replayed what I just said in my head with the image of Chansung. All of this was happening so fast that I could've sworn I was dreaming this whole time. But thankfully for the first time, I'm happy that I'm not asleep and dreaming. As I thought about Chansung, my heart beat raced even more. Suddenly, at that very moment as my sisters kept chatting about my suppose "future marriage with Chansung", I realized as I familiarly felt my heart beginning to grow warm and shining bright.All my life, ever since I began my career with my sisters as famous super pop stars, I believed that my fans, my family, and performing on stage were what really made my heart fill up with joy and spirit. I understood happily that maybe now, I have a new happiness in my life. Chansung was the one that made my heart sing. I smiled as I gazed out the plane window, looking above the clouds and staring at the orange, pinkish sunset. This is only a small part of what it feels to be in love; feels like flying, no problems or worries or regrets. But I also believe that the biggest moment of being in love, is actually getting to see the one you love in person again.Hey everyone ~ hope you all are liking my story so far! Make sure to read up on my updates just in case I go back and edit some chapters ~