[M] Desperate Measures (1/1)

Before you guys assume Dongwoon and Sae Rin do something smutty...You're wrong ;) <3 Read and see who decides to be a little naughty, naughty~ ;)Dongwoon broke our lips, his eyes hooded slightly from the kiss while mine were wide open, still in shock. I couldn't believe what had just happened between the two of us--I mean, he knew how much I was still messed up about Sunggyu but to go and kiss me like that? My mind was officially all over the place. I couldn't take any more trauma right now. "Dongwoon..." I whispered, looking away from him. "I'm...I'm sorry." He stiffened beside me before he sighed, resting his head in his hands. "No, I should be the one apologizing. I...I shouldn't be taking advantage of you like this."I bit my lip, awkwardly reaching for my drink before taking a sip. There was just too much tension in the air between us now and it was almost sufffocating. I was about to open my mouth to speak but Dongwoon beat me to it. "Sunggyu hyung is a lucky man, Sae Rin." He looked at me, a sad smile on his face before he leaned over, giving me a soft peck on my cheek before he disappeared in the club, leaving me alone in the booth.After dragging a completely hammered Dongwoo, Hoya, and Yoonji from the club, our group made it back to the hotel in one piece. Dongwoon and I stayed as far from each other as possible, which thankful went unnoticed by the only sober one around, Hyunseung. I qucikly made my way to my room before shutting and locking my door, taking a deep breath as I turned to face my room. Everything had been happening too fast recently and I had still yet to even begin to figure it all out. I could've sat in the club tonight and made out with Dongwoon until I felt better but I realized I never would. Sunggyu was all I could think about anymore. It didn't matter that we weren't together anymore--my heart was still too attached to him and it killed me. I took a shaky breath, refusing the urge to cry before I walked over to my bed, slipping out the huge ass heels I'd forced myself into. I sat on the edge of my bed, facing the huge window that looked out onto the strip, sighing for umpteeth time. This trip was going to be miserable but the thought of going back to Seoul and facing Sunggyu was even worse. I'd never been more torn in my life. I glanced over onto my nightstand, seeing my phone lying there, the little light up in the corner lit up. My eyebrows furrowed on my forehead before I clicked the lock button, seeing that I had several missed calls and a new voicemail. I unlocked the screen, checking my missed calls first and the name made my heart stop.Nine Missed CallsGyu~<3Why the hell hadn't I changed his name? That was my first thought before it hit me that Sunggyu had tried calling me while we'd been out at the club. I swallowed hard, dialing my voicemail next, listening to the robotic voice tell me that I had a message from none other than Sunggyu. Part of me didn't even want to think about hearing his voice but the larger part of me that was still hung up on him decided to listen anyways. I shakily held the phone against my ear, waiting for God knew what."Dammit, why the hell doesn't she answer...?" His voice came out muttered, almost like he'd thought he'd been talking to himself. There was a rustling sound, as if he'd set the phone died before I heard him sigh loudly. "That's the last damn time I'm calling her tonight." My eyebrows squashed together even more, holding the phone closer to my ear. He must've thought he'd hung up from my voicemail but he must've missed the end call button. That was definitley something Gyu would do. I sighed, just about ready to hang up when I heard something that made me freeze, holding my breath as I tried to tune in to whatever the hell was going on. "Sae Rin..." My name came out low and breathy, almost like...like Gyu had been moaning. "God, baby..."I froze up, my entire body locking up as I took shaky breaths, listening to him moan my name again before an 'Oh, God' followed. What the hell was going on? It took me several moments of thinking what the hell he could possibly be doing before it hit me. Gyu was...masturbating? To me?I almost dropped my phone. I bit my lip, letting out a soft whine before I shakily brought my phone away from my face just as he let out a throaty moan of my name that I could hear with the phone not even on speaker a foot away from my face. I quickly ended the call, taking shallow, shaky breaths. What the hell had just happened?An Hour Before, In Seoul, KoreaSunggyu laid his head back against the pillow, taking a deep breath after he'd released himself, crying out his ex-girlfriend's name, imagining that it had been her beautiful hands working on him. He knew nothing would ever compare to the real thing but hell, it'd been close enough for now. He knew the moment he saw her next, he'd grab her and pin her against a wall--even if that was in a crowded airport or the living room. He closed his eyes, running his clean hand through his hair before he glanced at the phone beside him, his eyes widening in horror as he saw that his last call to Sae Rin had still been up. "Motherfucker!" He cursed, fumbling for the phone, ending the call as fast as he could but it was no use--Sae Rin would hear the voicemail of him masturbating. He ran his hands through his hair, growling under his breath before he glared down at the device, biting on his bottom lip. How the hell was he supposed to get himself out of this mess now? Not only did he feel a burning embarassment for what he'd just done but the intense need to see Sae Rin again was killing him. Why the hell had he let her go to Vegas? And why the fucking hell did he break up with her? All this pain that the two of them were feeling was caused by him and he knew it. "Dammit," He muttered, tossing his phone down on his bed before he went to his bathroom to clean himself off. He needed to get his act together--and fast. After pacing the hotel room for several minutes, I took one long look at my phone before I grabbed it, double-checking to make sure my door was locked before I closed the blinds, leaving me in almost complete darkness. I didn't know how the hell to do this but I was so turned on by the thought of Gyu touching himself while thinking of me that my body felt as if it'd been set on fire. Dialing my voicemail again, I bit my lip, waiting until Gyu began making soft grunting noises until I shakily reached up, letting my fingers trail down my chest, my eyes fluttering closed as I pictured Infinite's leader's fingers touching me. The image was almost too real but I knew deep down nothing would ever compare to the real thing. Within a few minutes of listening to him, I found my fingers trailing down my stomach before dipping under the skirt of my dress before I bit my lip, wondering what the hell I was doing. The mere thought of touching myself like that had always creeped me the hell out. When I finally finished arguing with myself, I gently touched myself over my core, gasping at the wetness. I pulled my hand away, shocked from the effect just listening to him had done to me. Before I could gain the courage to touch myself there again, the message from Gyu ended, leaving my room in utter silence except for my pounding heart and heavy breathing. I needed him. Call me pathetic, call me desperate, what-the-fuck-ever. The minute my ass was back in Korea, I was pinning him to a wall.I'm just going to say this because this is how I feel--but I think this has been the worst chapter of the story yet so I just want to apologize. Masturbation is probably the hardest thing to write about so I have no idea where to even begin. -.- So I'm so sorry for the weirdness and lameness of this chapter. However~The next chapter is where things are going to get really intense ;)So my internet is acting wierd and won't let me do a sexy gif spam for you guys Dx I'm sorry~