Chapter 9: How it Ends (1/1)

Two years ago.At the rest room. "What happened to you?" Chaerin asked.  "Nothing" I replied. "Dara-ya, if there’s a problem you can tell me or to bommie" she said. "No, I’m alright" I said walking out. Talking to her makes me feel suffocated. I didn’t go to my class again.I know I promised my self to change but my heart is still in pain..  "You want to talk about it?" I look at him. Top sit next to me. He smile at me.  "There is nothing to talk TOP" I said. "Look, I know that you love chaerin" he said that makes me look at him then laugh.  "Why I don’t know that?" I said between laugh.  He stare at me with intimidating look.  I laugh until its fake laugh then tears trickled from my eyes. He hugs me . "Sandara, I’m here, I can be your wall." He said.  I wish chaerin is the one who said that .I wish she is the one whose hugging me.  "TOP sorry but I can’t just to avoid my feelings"  "I can make you fall in love with me" he said then winked at me.  "TOP" I whinnied. "Just give me a chance" he held my hand and sincerely look at me.  I nod after I realize that he is not joking. That he is willing t