Forever and always (1/1)

KAI'S P.O.V.I wasn't sure if I was going to sleep or die right now. So I decided I would think about my past 20 years of my life and how it would end like this. I was always the biggest loser up until the beginning of high school. I was known as being a nerd and a book worm. But I was also the smartest reading things like by William Shakespeare and his plays. Now when I think about it, me and Krystal are like star crossed lovers. We could never be a couple that would last on earth but in heaven. Except Krystal will live along with our child. With these happy thoughts I closed my eyes and myself go. "Forever and always will I be with you and our child Krystal...", were the last words before I felt nothing and saw nothing.KRYSTAL'S P.O.V.I went back up seeing that Kai's eyes were closed and I knew he was gone but still I asked him to wake up. As I did I could have felt something dripping down my legs and when I looked down it was blood. I fainted thinking that I might lose Kai's child. When i finally woke up, I searched for Kai but his parents said that he's probably being taken to the crematory by now. I said,"I didn't even get to tell him how much I loved him or what our child's name would be." I felt my stomache and then I remembered I was bleeding. I asked,"did I perhaps have a miscarriage?" My mom showed up looking worried"No you did not. It just happens during the first trimester", oma said. "Go wear this black dress right now. We have to attend the funeral." I ran back into the room having negative thoughts and decide to end my life at this point. Maybe I should just go with Kai. But In an hour later I ended up wearing that black dress sitting by Kai's coffin while people paid their respects.---------- next 2 months ----------And for the next couple of months and I would be lifeless by repeating the same thing everyday. Wake up, eat breakfast, go to my job, come back, make dinner and then go to bed in the house where Kai and I were suppose to raise the child together. I would feel my stomache before going to bed making sure i had a sense of hope everyday to live. Next day while going to work I saw Kai's brother across the street. He saw me too and I decided to come to his parents house since I haven't seen them in a while. "So how's the baby?", asked Kai's mom."It's fine and there haven't been any problems yet", I said. "By the way, it's a boy.""Omo, the baby is going to look exactly like Kai then!", she said trying to sound excited as possible. But I didn't say anything trying not to cry while hearing his name. I forced a smile and just sat there."Kim Jong yeol", I said. "That's going to be the child's name.""That's a very nice name and I hope you'll agree with me on this. But why don't you stay here at least when the baby is born? Who knows what kind of things could happen if your alone with the baby."  "It's okay really. It's not like I'm about to give birth. I'm in perfectly good shape.""Okay then. Well I'll see you later then. Please visit more often. We're willing to help you with anything." With that said we got up and she went to see me out. I looked back and waved and so did she. On my way back I decided to get some groceries. After getting what I needed I waited for the walk sign to show up so I could cross the street. I thought that my life would be so much more better after Kim Jong yeol is born. When the sign showed up, I walked thinking about this. But I heard a truck making its way up fast heading towards me. It was dark and I could see anything but two headlights only getting bigger. Igyeon boya? It felt like that moment after Kai's birthday party. I tried to run but my heel broke and it was too late. I later found myself in a hospital room."Krystal! Oh thank god your alive!", oma said as she grabbed my hand. Apa and Kai's parents were here too. "Is the child okay? Please tell me is he okay?" Everyone continued to cry even harder. I lost the most precious thing after that accident. How could I be so careless? I started to cry knowing that Kai and Kim Jong yeol can be together forever now. If only I could go too. My head started hurting so much.  All the could i do now was rest. It was 2 am when I woke up so I guess like I better go back to sleep. The next time I woke up, no one was around. I got up very slowly and looked around. I saw an ambulance pull up with five people. I could've sworn they looked like my family and Kai's family. "Oma, apa!!! Kai's parents, opa!! What the hell is happening! Why is my life such bad luck? "Move out of the way everyone! They need help now! These injuries from the car accident are fatal." None of them opened their eyes and I knew they were all gone. How are they...gone already? That's it I thought... Why am I the only one left to live? This isn't fair. I ran up so many staircases until I reached the roof. I got up behind the guard and stuck my arms out and closed my eyes trying not to looks down on the moving cars below. On the count of three, I will jump.."One", I said taking a deep breathe. "Two"....."three!""No!" The next thing I knew someone pulled my arm we fell backwards. I looked to see who it was. "Hyo Rin... You're alive?!"