Chapter 5 (1/1)
Is he still waiting? Myungsoo checked the time and realised that the day had already ended. “I want to go somewhere before going back.” Myungoo told the chauffeur the address and just stared out from the window. He will be there. He will definitely be waiting, so I have to go. I have to go even if he left, I like him. - “There’s only 15 minutes left before the day is over, are you going to just wait here?” Sunggyu asked but got no reply. There was a moment of silence before Woohyun started. “In the end, nothing is different.” “When my mother left me here, she told me to wait obediently too. Even though I knew that she won’t be coming back, I thought that maybe if I waited long enough, she would come back for me. I was hoping to see her, just a little longer and she would come back for me.” Sunggyu couldn’t stand hearing how Woohyun sounded and he pulled him up. “Shut up and look at me.” It was when he saw the smile on Woohyun’s face that he was stunned for a moment. Sunggyu thought that Woohyun was crying but on the contrary, he is smiling. However, the way his orbs looked so empty scares Sunggyu. “Is L abandoning me too?” Sunggyu hugged Woohyun tightly, not bearing to see how broken Woohyun is. “Forget him already, I am the one by your side now. I will be with you and protect you from now on, so forget about that bastard.” “I don’t want to.” Woohyun rejected without any hesitation and Sunggyu sighed. “Do you dislike me so much that you don’t even want to give me a chance?” “Speak, stop staring into blank space like a zombie. Is losing Myungsoo so scary?” Sunggyu shook Woohyun and Woohyun didn’t even struggle. “It is very scary. The things you said are similar to what he told me. Just forget about my mother already, he will be by my side. He lied, he can’t even remember who I am.” “We are different. I won’t break my promises. I won’t forget you.” Woohyun smiled but there wasn’t any emotions behind it. “But I don’t want to believe in promises.” Pushing Sunggyu away, Woohyun continued. “Once you believe, you hope. My heart will hurt and I will be helpless. I put everything on stake but I won’t get anything in return. Don’t you think that once is enough for things like this?” “I repeat, we are different. I don’t need you to put everything on stake but just believe in me. You don’t have to love me, you can reject me but please have faith in me.” Sunggyu pleaded but Woohyun just smiled. “Sorry.” - “He won’t come, it’s passed midnight, the day ended already.” Sunggyu grabbed Woohyun by his shoulder and stared at him. “I said that he won’t come anymore, is it so hard to understand? What are you expecting? Didn’t you say that believing once is enough already?” “I don’t know.” “What do you not know? Don’t know if you don’t dare to believe? Don’t know if it’s just an excuse? You still like him and you haven’t given up yet. You still have hope in love, why can’t you just give me a chance?” Woohyun shook his head. “I don’t know. Why do they all abandon me?” “Are you going to keep staying in the shadows of the past?” Sunggyu hugged Woohyun, not wanting Woohyun to see the expression on him now. He must look so ugly with the thought of wanting to kill everyone else that hurt his angel. “You are a coward. No matter how strong you look on the outside, you are just a coward.” - Sunggyu is now standing outside the emergency room, trying to grasp the situation. Just a while ago, he was just waiting for Myungsoo with Woohyun. After that conversation, Woohyun squatted down and started breathing heavily all of a sudden. He thought that it would be fine with some pills but here he is standing outside the emergency room, looking at the nurse rush in and out. “Are you the patient’s friend? Can you contact his family members? We would need them to sign before we can operate on him.” Sunggyu didn’t even know how he should react to that. Woohyun needs an operation all of a sudden? “What’s wrong with him?” Sunggyu asked and the nurse was getting impatient. “Congenital heart failure.” This nurse must be kidding him, how is it possible for that active guy to have such a thing? “What are you doing? The director will be coming over himself to settle this.” A nurse came out and was about to go back in when she exclaimed. “Mr Jang, you are finally here. What are we supposed to do about Woohyun?” “As usual.” A simple instruction got them back in and Sunggyu looked over. “Do you know what’s wrong with Woohyun?” Sunggyu asked and that guy just smiled. “Yeah, I’ve known him for quite some time so don’t worry, he will be fine.” “It’s just a small problem with his heart.” He assured Sunggyu and soon, Woohyun was pushed out from the room with him struggling against the nurses. “Woohyun, your friend here was very worried about you.” Woohyun’s head snapped back when he heard that voice and Sunggyu could see how Woohyun tensed. “Dongwoo hyung, it’s an accident this time.” Woohyun sat down on the bed obediently and Dongwoo sighed. “This shall be the last time I see you bothering my staff, if this kind of accidents happen more often, I am sure you know what will happen right?” Woohyun nodded profusely and Dongwoo said that he can leave, the medicines will be brought to him personally later. “Sunggyu.” Woohyun mumbled and Sunggyu walked over, pulling Woohyun into a tight embrace. “Idiot, why didn’t you tell me earlier that your heart has problems? I thought my heart was going to stop when a nurse lied to me about your condition.” “You are okay right?” “Yeah.” “Really?” “Yes, if not who do you think is talking to you?” “I am glad that you are fine.” Sunggyu mumbled and Woohyun had to support some of Sunggyu’s weight when he relaxed. “It’s okay if you want to ignore my feelings, it’s okay if you refuse to love me, just don’t scare me again like this.” “Sunggyu.” Woohyun closed his eyes and allowed Sunggyu to hug him.I am sorry, but I can’t promise you on this. - Myungsoo stared at the empty bench and sat on it with a smile.In the end, the one that's abandoned is him.