Chaptet 8- Late Night (1/1)

D.O POVI looked out of the cab window at Chanyeol's apartment complex and drew in a deep breath. It was in a rougher part of town... I looked at the trash that littered the street and the flickering light coming from the entrance to the complex. I reluctantly got out of the car and walked slowly up the ratty carpeted stairs. On the way up the stairs I took in my surrounding, the carpet and walls were covered in stains and a rancid smell wafted up from it. The paint on the railing was chipping and peeling away. The lights were dim and the air seemed to be even colder inside than it was outside. I reached the top of the stairs, walked down the short corridor and found the door that would lead me to Chanyeol. I held my hand up and hesitated to knock, I drew in a deep breath again, "Come on Kyungsoo you can do this." I knocked on the door lightly. After a moment I saw the knob turn, the door opened, only to be stopped short by the chain lock. Chanyeol looked down at me unsurprised. I could see his busted lip, a cut on his temple which his bangs slightly covered as they cascaded over his eyes. I could see how his nose and jaw were both bruised and swollen. He looked down at me and emotionlessly said, "Kyungsoo? What a surprise." He closed the door and I heard him slid the bolt to unlock it, he opened the door again and he stepped to the side, "Come on in." I stepped inside and he locked the door behind us. I had never seen Chanyeol like this, his voice monotone his eyes emotionless his faced drained from complete exertion. It was awful, he looked dead, lifeless. I slipped off my shoes beside the door and walked into the apartment...well I'm not sure I could really call it an apartment. It was more like a room with a very small kitchenette and a bathroom. The only furniture was Chanyeol's mattress which laid on the ground in a corner by the window and a chair in the corner by a tall lamp, at the base of the chair was a stack of books. all different genres and some manga. There was a charger and lamp beside the bed on the ground plugged into the wall. Empty chip bags beer bottles and cans and articles of clothing littered the floor of the room. It was rather dark the only real light coming from the lamp on the ground. Chanyeol stepped around me slightly brushing against me as I took off my jacket." I would turn on the overhead light but I ran out of light bulbs...so we have to resort to candles, hope you like the ambiance, he said as he stroked a match and lit a few candles that were on the kitchenette counter. "Here.", he motioned for me to hand him my jacket and I did, he walked over to the chair and placed it down. He turned to me, "Would you like something to drink?", I shook my head as he walked to the kitchenette, "No, I'm fine...thank you." He grabbed a beer bottle out of the fridge for himself and popped the cap off. I was standing there awkwardly not knowing what to do with myself. I just kept looking around trying to absorb all of my surroundings. Chanyeol crossed by me again and plopped down onto the mattress. He put his back to the wall crossed his legs, gave me a disingenuine smile and took a sip of his beer. He looked up at me, leaned his head against the wall and mumbled, "Go ahead.""What?" I looked at him confused. Chanyeol just rolled his eyes, "Go ahead, start cursing me out." I just looked down at my feet breaking eye contact with him, "are- are you drunk?""and what brought you to that astounding conclusion?", he said sarcastically. 'Well first you smell like you brought the fucking bar home with you', is what wanted to say but instead, I just said, "I've never seen you act like this before.""I'm sorry Kyungsoo, but I'm tired, I'm human and I get tired. I'm tired of always trying to be happy and do the best I can for you, for Baekhyun, for everyone. I can only take so much until I crash and burn. I keep things inside for the sake of others but sometimes it gets to be too much and I have to let it out." His voice had started to rise and his face contorted with anger. "So you let it out on Kai", I said."Kai? Kai came to me picking a fight, he started it and I was only defending myself.""There is defending yourself and then there is absolutely destroying someone." Chanyeol threw his now empty bottle into the room and got up to get another one, "Kai got what he deserves for trying to fight someone he knows nothing about.""What he deserves?", I grabbed his arm making him stop walking and turn to look at me. "I've never seen you act like this before, what's wrong with you?" Chanyeol grabbed the hand I was holding his arm with and pushed me against the nearest wall next to the window. A small yelp escaped my lips as my back hit the wall catching me off guard and Chanyeol was now yelling at me, "You're what's wrong with me!""What!""You heard me. All I think about every day, everything I do, all my happiness, joy, sadness, anger, jealousy, fear, it's all caused because of you." Chanyeol's voice softened and a singular tear ran down his cheek. He was looking down, he couldn't make eye contact with me. His grip on my hand against the wall loosened, and he muttered out, "I love you Kyungsoo, more than you could ever know, and more than I could ever show you with any sort of actions or words. I'm scared...I've never felt this way about someone before, I'm just so scared...I don't want to loose you." I heard his voice crack at the end and he choked on a breath when he tried to talk again, "He said that you'll never love me, I I- couldn't control myself because I knew he was right and I didn't want to believe it." More tears started running down his face as it reddened slightly, he wiped the tears off of his face before they could fall. He let go of my hand and stepped back from me slightly, he gave me a pain- filled smile, "I love you Kyungsoo there isn't really anything else I can say." He kept eye contact with me as another tear rolled down his cheek, his arms were dangling to his sides as if he was defeated. I reached out a hand and wiped the tear away erasing it from his face, Chanyeol pushed his face into my hand longing for the warmth it gave him. I looked up into his sad eyes and whispered out softly, "I forgive you." When the words met his ears it seemed to take a weight off of his shoulders, he breathed out and relaxed his shoulders, his eyes became softer more like his usual self. He truly looked beautiful like this. Although, his eyes were still slightly read as was his tear stained face. His lips and face were still out of place because of the swelling but he still looked more like himself now that he had calmed down. I hadn't noticed when he had stepped closer to me again. My hand was still on his face even as he was closer to me than before, he grabbed my hand from his face and kissed it gently, he looked at me lovingly, "Thank you." I could feel my heart pounding in my chest, it was beating hard and fast. I was scared Chanyeol would actually be able to hear it somehow. I looked into his soft eyes. My head said to me, "Don't you even think about it Kyungsoo", but my heart was saying, "don't think, just do", and I listened to my heart this time. I wrapped my arms around Chanyeol's neck, pulled him down to me and crashed our lips together. He kissed me back instantly but pulled back quickly, "Wait, are you sure you want to do this?""Yes!", I was already trying to push Chanyeol's jacket off of his shoulders, "Just kiss me before I change my mind." The words had barely left my lips before he had trapped me against the wall, running his hands through my hair and pulled me into a deep passionate kiss. He bit my lip and pulled on it roughly and he forced his tongue back into my mouth. I could taste the blood coming from his lip, it must have broken open again with our rough kissing. I felt my feet leave the floor as Chanyeol lifted me, his strong arms keeping me in place, he used his body weight to keep my back pinned to the wall. His teeth and tongue attacked my neck making my old hickeys new again. I moaned out, "Chanyeol." "Please do that again". he looked at me and smiled as he put his hand up the front of my sweater. While still pushed against the wall I pulled my sweater over my head and threw it to the ground wanting to feel more Chanyeol I demanded, "Take off your shirt.""Wow, so demanding!", he said with a smile. "Chanyeol, please- just please take off your shirt", he kept me in place with his hips and I could feel his growing erection through his tight pants. "I think I like it better when you beg," he said with the absolutely sexiest smirk I had ever seen." Despite his smartass remark, he listened to me, quickly discarding his shirt. He went back to my neck and moved to my chest. He played with my nipple using his tongue and his long slider fingers and the more he did the tighter I squeezed my legs around his waist, trying to get any kind of friction against my own growing member. My hands were in his hair pulling his head closer to me wanting more. He bit tugged, and licked, my chest over and over and it was turning me into a moaning mess. After a few moments, I thought it was Chanyeol's turn to became the moaning mess now so I pulled his head back to me so I could kiss him again and I said, "Put me down." He listened, I kissed him deeply as I started undoing his belt. The cold metal against my hand and the sound of the buckle clanking together just made me want to get his belt off faster. I didn't even bother trying to unbutton his pants I just wanted him in my hands. I pushed my hands down his pants into his boxers and I touched his hard member. He pulled away slightly and said, "Ah~!" I looked at him confused, "What". "Oh sorry... your hands are cold, please don't stop. He rolled his hips forward pushing into my hand for more contact to show he meant what he said. Ok, I said with a smile. I slowly started stroking him, he moaned as his member started getting harder and it strained against his pants, Chanyeol reached down and unbuttoned and unzipped his pants before pushing his boxers and pants down. His pants pooled at his feet and he stepped out of them kicking them aside. Chanyeol was bigger than I thought he would be. I was impressed to be perfectly honest. He was definitely bigger than Kai- 'Wait, don't think of him now of all times, you dumbass", I thought to myself, I tried to instead distract myself with Chanyeol. I kissed my way down his body, leaving a hickey or to on his chest and waist. I kneeled down in front of him, squeezed him gently, and I started jerking him off quickly. Chanyeol was breathing heavily and every once in awhile he involuntarily bucked up into my hand, I looked up to him and he was looking down at me watching every little move I made. I broke eye contact with him and lowered my head down for a split second. I licked some pre-cum off of his head and instantly moaned, "Kyungsoo, don't tease me.". I looked back up at him and smirked, "What was that you didn't say please." I liked him again and he quickly said, "ah~, please. please Kyungsoo, I need you to blow me." "I think I like it better when you beg", I mocked him from earlier that night. He scoffed at me and said, "Yeah, keep teasing me and I won't be nice when it's your turn." I ignored him and licked him one last time before taking his dick into my mouth. I bobbed my head only taking him in half way. I pulled his member out and it made a loud pop, I continued stroking him as I sucked on the head and rolled my tongue over the slit. His pre-cum coated my tongue with its salty bitter taste. I licked the head a few more times before I took him back into my mouth taking him in deeper. Chanyeol's hands had found their way to my hair. I could tell he was trying not to pull too much not, knowing how far I could really take him in but he was moaning like crazy. I bobbed my head faster and faster keeping both of my hand on Chanyeol's hips securing him in place. I decided to show his just how far I could take him. I pulled back until his head was just resting on my bottom lips, which were now swollen thanks to the rough kissing and all the sucking. I looked up Chanyeol and took in his appearance with great detail. He was gorgeous, he had sex hair and his face why so erotic, his eyes dark with lust his lips slightly parted as he breathed heavily, still in suck in the perfect smirk, his bare chest rising and falling, his tone stomach, and his rock hard dick resting on my lips as I stroked him slowly. He was pure sex standing right in front of me. He smirked down at me when he spoke his voice was rough and low, "Whats the matter?""What are you afraid of, I asked?""I don't want to hurt you", he looked into my eyes, I felt as though he was looking into my soul.""You can't hurt me Chanyeol.", and with that, I took him in as far as I could. His head hit me in the back of the throat and he pulled my hair hard involuntarily trying to get more friction, I bobbed my head faster. Each time making sure to increase the pressure on his length. After a moment he moaned out "Kyungsoo...wait....I'm- I'm close."  I felt his body tensing up, and I squeezed a little harder one last time before he involuntarily bucked up, he hit the back of my throat and cam. Chanyeol moaned loudly and he held my head in place. I slowly bobbed my head helping him come down off his high. He looked down at me and smiled warmly, "Thank you." I swallowed his load and it left a  salty bitter taste in my mouth and with a small laugh I said, "No problem."Chanyeol looked down at me fondly and helped me stand up. He kissed me passionately and then pulled back, "It's your turn now.", he smirked and pulled me over to the mattress. He laid me down on it, his hands instantly went to my pants pulling them down along with my boxers, I helped and kicked them off, he through them into the room. Now both of us were fully naked, Chanyeol seemed to like it. I was laying down propped up on my elbows to look at him and his eyes were ravishing my body. He looked at me in awe and said, "Wow!""What?" I asked starting to get slightly embarrassed by him just looking at me without doing anything."He just shook his head as though he couldn't believe it and said, "You're gorgeous, absolutely perfect." I blushed deeply and smiled, "You're one to talk", I held out my hand until he leaned over into my reach and placed my hand on the back of the neck pulling him to my mouth as I laid down, come here I said quietly. He kissed me deeply and I felt our members rub together the friction feeling amazing. I bucked my hips into him trying to get more friction. Chanyeol pulled away from me, looking at me with a devilish grin, "No, you have to be patient, I haven't gotten a chance to get my revenge yet.""Revenge?""Yeah, I warned you not to tease me, now it's my turn", he reached down to my legs and lifted them to my chest, "Can you hold these in place please", he said with a devilish smirk as he stood and walked to the kitchenette. He came back with a bottle. It was a clear bottle without a label but in his other hand, he had a condom so I determined the liquid was lube. I still had my legs to my chest when he came back to me, be sat in between my legs. The bottle opened with a snap and he coated his fingers in the clear liquid, he held out his hand and rubbed my entrence gentally I flinched at first and he looked at me quickly giving me a worried look, "I'm fine, it's just cold" He smiled and laughed to himself, until his face went serious again. "Are you ready?" he asked and I nodded quickly. He smiled, "Ah-ah-ah what do we say?""Please, please Chanyeol, I need you.""See, you're getting the hang of it already.""Don't push your luck Park Chanyeol." he laughed as a response. He leaned forward and kissed me as he slowly pushed in. He stilled until I had finished squirming trying to adjust. He slowly sped up pulling in and out and he added another fingure. He started sissoring me, I couldn't voice how happy I was Chanyeol was taking his time because I was too busy moaning but I really did appreciate it because it's been quite some time since I last had sex so I am pretty tight right now, I have no idea how I'm going to fit Chanyeol inside of me. He kissed his way down my body at he added a third finger. I arched my back as he hit my g-spot, "ah-ah Chanyeol right there, do that again." He did the same thing again, it drew out a moan from me, "Chanyeol", he kept kissing his way down my body until his head was in between my legs, he kissed my thigh, then bit them hard and pulled on the skin before letting it go and kissing it. It left a countless amount of hickeys on my thighs each one inching closer and closer to my dick, This is when Chanyeol took me into his mouth, I was powerless against his experienced tongue.With one hand he was fingering me mercilessly hitting my g-spot every time and with his other hand he was jerking off what he couldn't fit in his mouth. He found a rhythem and jerked me off in time with each time he hit my g-spot. I was in pure extacy. I put my hands into his hair pulling on it roughly eurging him to take more of me into his mouth. He moaned around my meber sending a vibration up my spine, I threw my head back into the mattress as I arched my back and bucked up my hip, "Oh my god Chanyeol, I moaned again loudly and quietly i whispered to myself as his steedy pace quicked, "Oh my god". Chanyeol let go of my member and pulled his head back just until it was out and then he quickly brought his head back down taking all of my member into his mouth until it hit the back of his throat, "Ah~ Chan-yeol I'm -I'm close." I wished I hadn't have said that. I was on the edge and I could feel the tension growing in the pit of my stomach, but Chanyeol took my member out of his mouth and he smirked down at me, "Oh no you don't, I'm not down with you yet, not until you beg." He pulled his fingers out of me. "What do you want Kyungsoo?""I - I want you.""To do what?""I want you inside of me, I need you, I need you to fuck me Chanyeol, please.""That's a good boy", he said with a devilish grin he reached for the condom, removed it from the rapper, and rolled it on. He poured some lube on his dick coating it thoroly. He lined himself up with my entrance and pushed slowly into me. I grabbed onto Chanyeol's shoulder and he hissed as I dug my nails into his soft skin. I gasped as he pushed fully into me and stopped. A singular tear ran down my face. "Are you ok?", he asked and I nodded "Yeah, you're just really fucking big" he laughed softly "Thanks."I tried to relax but he was just to must I bit my lip roughly trying to think about somthing other then the pain. I raised my head and hit it agaisnt the mttress, "oh my god" I mumbbled to myself.  I looked at Chanyeol as he was sitting up, looking down at me as he pushed in and out of me slowly, his sweaty body in the small amount of light in the room, his dark hair fell in front of his glistening eyes 'God he's so gorgeous'. He moaned  as I dragged my nails down his back when he had pushed in particularly hard and I said, "ah~ wait, dont, not yet." but going he just kept moving, "I'm sorry but I cant wait any longer, you look to good", I moved my hand to my dick and started jerking off trying to distract myself but that didn't last long because Chanyeol grabbed my hand and put it above my head holding it in place. "Sorry, but that is off limits, you're not allowed to touch yourself, not until I say.""Come on Chanyeol," I said frustratedly I had started to lossen up though and Chanyeol noticed I wasn't squirming as much so he started picking up the pace. I pushed back on to him and he smiled, "Eager aren't we." he said."Shut up Chanyeol and go faster please, please go faster this is killing me.""Well, if you want it that bad, he pushed into me hard and rough and when he spoke it made him groan out, "Ride me" I looked up at him as I breathed heavily trying to hold back another moan. "Are you serious?""Yeah, ride me."I nodded quickly, "Okay.""Okay!?""Yeah, okay." He smirks and pulled out of me completely, he laid down on the mattress and put some more lube onto his length as I straddled him, waiting for him to finish. "Okay," he said breathlessly. I placed both of my hand on his chest to keep my balance as I lowered myself onto his dick. He groand as skin met skin and I had taken him all the way in. "Oh~, Kyunngsoo, you're so fucking tight." I adjusted to the new position quickly, I started lifting up and down on his shaft and he helped by placing both hands on my hips lifting me up and letting gravity pull me back down. He rolled his hips into me. After we got into a good rythem I leaned down and kissed Chanyeol. I sat back up and looked at him with the most seductive face I could muster, I was breathing heavily and Chanyeol looked at me and said, "Damn it, could you be any hotter Kyungsoo?" I just smiled looking down at him, "Chanyeol?""Yes?""I love you." Chanyeol's eyes were reinvigorated and he grabbed me pulling me to the side to flip our positions again. He pushed into me roughly the sound of our skin smacking together filled the room. He looked at me his eyes dark and needy, his voice came out rushed and desperate, "say it, say it again" His hand made its way to my member and he started jerking me off in time with his thrusts."I- I love you Chanyeol", he moaned and went to my lips kissing me roughly, he slid his other hand under my back making my back curve and it made him push into me at a different angle. Then I felt it. He hit my g-spot and I yelled out in pleasure although it was slightly muffled by the kiss, I pulled back from the kiss trying to find oxygen, Chanyeol went to my neck and bit down harshly. He moaned out to me in a deep lust filled voice "I'm close" He sped up both his thrusts into me and his hand on my member both perfectly in sync. " Chanyeol," I moaned out as his thrust started to get sloppy. He gave one final push and I came on to both of our stomachs,  I tightened around him, he closed his eyes and bit his lip harshly as he went over the edge and cam with a groan. We kissed as we rode out our highs together. Chanyeol collapsed on top of me, both of us breathing heavily, we smiled at each other. He looked at me deep in the eyes, "That was some of the best sex I've ever had.""Thanks, I'd have to say the same." After a moment he pulled out of me slowly and I grunted at the lost of him filling me. My muscles were throbbing. I could already tell it was going to be s struggle walking tomorrow. Chanyeol had stood up and walked over to a trash can to throw away the condom. Then he walked back over to me. Laying down beside me he wrapped his arms around me holding me close. We were facing eachother, our legs tangled I was using his arm as a pillow and I had my hands pressed agaisnt his chest. He looked down at me and he kissed me on my forehead. "Kyungsoo?""Yeah", i said quietly."EverythingIi said tonight I meant it, every word.""I know, I did to.""Really?" He looked me in the eye and I said, "Yes, I  really do love you Chanyeol." He smiled fondly at me, "I love you to kyungsoo." We met each other with a long kiss and when we broke it I snuggled into his chest and he wrapped his arms tighter around me as though he felt like if he didn't he would lose me. Before I drifted off to sleep I was listening to Chanyeol's steady deep breathing. I study every detail of his face, as though, I was going to forget what he looked like the moment I looked away from his face. Now that my heart had gotten what it wanted it was quiet and I was left with my mind. My mind was screaming at me, a never ending list of things. What the hell were you thinking? You've let yourself fall in love with Chanyeol. Park Chanyeol, your best friend, and the man that had just beat the absolute shit out of your boyfriend. You know the boyfriend that's at home right now bloodied, bruised, and hurt probably worried to death wondering where you're at. What the fuck were you thinking? What's wrong with you? What are you going to do now? You just slept him Chanyeol. You cheated on Kai with your best friend the one person he hates most in the world. Especially when You just got in a fight with him about 2 days ago saying that this would never happen, well guess who's wrong you fucking idiot. What are you going to do Kyungsoo? What have I gotten myself into? I'm such a fucking idiot....why did I tell him I loved him? I told him, because it's true, Yes! it's true! I really love Chanyeol! With all my heart and I don't know what I'm going to do, I love him, I love Kai. The real question that I couldn't answer was who did I love more....and I couldn't no matter what, I can't answer that question.