My Dead Husband (1/2)
Before you start reading! Please be reminded that:the one written on the right like thisis Jihye's POV or thoughtsCentered is thenarrationThe one written on the rightis Chanyeol's POV or thoughts
I guess reading this fic on a laptop is much better than reading it through phone.
Because of the POVs, it'll be easy if you read it something on a wide screen
rather than zooming it with your phoneWell I'm just suggesting it, choose where you are comfortable with ^^ You may now proceed with the story ~
MY DEAD HUSBAND Created by: FanGirlY "Will you marry me?" Chanyeol knelt with a ring on his hand offering to meI cannot believe he's proposing to me!
I got nervous and teary-eyed for hearing these words from him... "Will you marry me?"I nervously asked her, the girl I love the most.
I finally decided to ask her to get married with me...
I want to be with her.
I know She's the girl for me. "YES!"
I finally answered. "Chanyeol, yes, I will marry you Yeol!"
I happily accepted his proposal to me.
He stood up and wore the ring on my finger.
I hugged him and we kissed.I never thought that he'll be doing this in a place where we first met... This is where we knew each other.
We bumped here and thought...
It is love at first sight. Me and Chanyeol started dating after we met in the forest. This place is very important,
we even wrote CY + JH = FOREVER on a tree where we always go to...He courted me for a year,
after giving him tests to make sure if he's honest to his feelings to me.
After I realize that he really loves me;
I finally accepted his feelings and we started dating... Yeol's a very kind and a gentleman~ He is very handsome and appealing.
A tall boy with his cute arched-out ears
He's so sweet. Whenever I am down, he'll be always there.
He is also funny, just being his usual derp self makes me happy and laugh all the time.
of course, he has a manly side too, also there are times he's serious.
He never left me alone nor lied to me. He's always honest to me~and I know he really loves and cares for me... Yes!
She finally said yes to my proposal.
I am so happy that she accepted it!I will finally marry her!
Finally to be with her forever... Jihye is a very beautiful girl.
Not only in the outside, but also the inside.
She's kind, she worries to people and she cares a lot.
She's a girl who is very loyal to someone.
That's the reason why I fell in love with her.
Because I want someone who is loyal to be with me.
We dated for 4 years and 10 months ,
we decided to get married on the same date we started dating... So our wedding day is also our 5th Anniversary of being together... Finally the day has come~ out 5th anniversary day which also our wedding day!
Finally it's the day what all girls has been waiting for. To be marrried with someone you really loved. Someyou you entrust your life with... and someone you want to be with for eternity... I walked to the wedding aile while holding my hand with my dad's arm.
I saw the guests stood up,
I saw my friends all smiling
because they're happy that I'm getting married.I also see my mom with Chanyeol's parents,
my mom and his mom are crying to see their children getting married~ As we get nearer to the altar,
I see my soon-to-be-husband...
Smiling and looking very handsome wearing a tuxedo/suit with a black tie.
He is very handsome...
as Usual... I waited in front,
I saw my beautiful soon-to-be wife wearing a very elegant wedding dress,
as they reached to the altar,
I shook my hand with my soon to be father-in-law.He hugged me "I'm giving you my daughter...
Please take care of her.
I entrust her with you." "I will take care of her,
she's the most precious girl ever for me."
her dad smiled and gave Jihye's hand to meWe looked and smiled and finally walked to face the priest.... "I, Park Chanyeol, take you Nam Jihye, to be my wedded wife. To have and to hold, from this day forward, for better,for worse, for richer,for poorer, in sickness or in health, to love and to cherish until death do us part. And here to pledge you my faithfulness" "I, Nam Jihye, take you Park Chanyeol, to be my wedded husband. To have and to hold, from this day forward, for better,for worse, for richer,for poorer, in sickness or in health, to love and to cherish until death do us part. And here to pledge you my faithfulness" We said our wedding vows. " Nam Jihye,I give you this ring as a symbol of our vows, and with all that I am, and all that I have, I honor you. With this ring, I thee wed." "Park Chanyeol, I give you this ring as a symbol of our vows, and with all that I am, and all that I have, I honor you. With this ring, I thee wed." And We put our rings in each other's finger~ "And now, You may kiss the bride." Chanyeol and Jihye kissed "It is now my privelage to first announce.... Mr. and Mrs. Park"The priest said and everyone clapped. At the reception. Everyone are enjoying the food, everyone are happy.People were greeting us as newlyweds. My friends and family gave their words to me and as well to my husbandand of course, Chanyeol as well... Later, Chanyeol stood up from our table and went in front and used the mic."Good evening everyone! Thankyou for your congratulations for me and for my lovely wife.I would like to take my wife and do our first dance for the night. and I would like to say..... "SARANGHAE PARK - NAM JIHYE" and everyone got excited with his words. "Mrs. Park Jihye come here and dance with me" the atmosphere became sweet and romantic,
Chanyeol took my hand and we started dancingI put my arms around his shoulder that made me tiptoe a bit because Yeol's a tall man,
and he put his hands around my waist. So we're like hugging while swaying with the sweet music People started dancing as well, couples who were there like the newlyweds' parents started dancingand everyone were in a romantic mood... "I love you Jihye"I said to my wife. she smiled and held me tighter. "Should I call you, Yeobo? Since we're married already"and I chuckled. Jihye gave slight and cute smile"Of course, Yeollie" "I love you so much Yeol"she said, it let my heart skipped a beateven how many times she says itI will never get tired of it her love for meis the greatest... and I am really happy today.... because I finally got marriedwith the woman I love the most... and to be with her foreveris a dream come true... Everything in the ceremony ended...but the final ceremony is this honeymoon... Is it finally time?Is this going to happen? for real? Since I am married with him... I am ready... Though Chanyeol might not be my first boyfriend,but he is my husband I did not gave up my virginity to anyone before I dated or got married with Yeol.Because I believe that my virginity and entrusting my life with my husband is the greatest gift I could ever offer to my husband... and yes... it is time.... I was carrying Jihye ~it's always part after the ceremony.... you know We entered our room in our new own house.I gently put her on our bed. I looked at Jihye's eyes.With her eyes like that; She is really innocent. Are you going to be innocent still, Jihye? Since, I am married with her and officially her husband.
and we have to do this as an official married couple... I have to lead with this... You will be all mine... "Jihye..." "... Are you ready?" I asked... "I am... Yeol..." she answered. as she said it,
I went over her and gave her a kiss. "Yeol?""Yes, Jihye?" "Will it hurt?"
she kind of cutely asked "Do you trust me?""Yes Yeol""So just trust me." As he answered my question, I believed in him, I don't doubt him.he started unbuttoning the back of my wedding dress,the ribbons on my dress~he started doing everything gently and slowly until everything is gone, but just both of uson our bed we started kissing and touching each other... and as time continue... I screamed it was quite painful...As yeol heard me scream, he stopped what he was doing for a whilehe looked at me and gave me a kiss on my forehead and lips. "...Continue..." I said to him and he did it he continued, even it hurts, but later the pain fade awayuntil it becomes, pleasure... and finally Me and Chanyeol... became one. Me and Chanyeol became officially married for the past 3 months... As newlyweds, we are still doing our best as a new married couple~and we thought that... We want to start a family~We already did it ... for how many timesBut we are uncertain if I am pregnant~so we went to the doctor to get some check-up You'll never know that I might be pregnant alreadywe checked and found out that I am not pregnant We went home after the check up...Though I am not really expecting to hear the news of being pregnant but it is just I am disappointed for some reason...and it showed all over to my face... Chanyeol suddenly did a bbuing bbuing in front of me"Yeobo-ah~" Chanyeol sweetly calling meand it lifted my mood "Yes, Yeobo?" "Don't be sad" He said and pouted his lipsI smiled "it's alright. I'm okay" I said in reply I could totally tell that my wife is disappointed.I know she wants to have a babybut it might be not the right time for us to have a baby. So for me to be able to make her smile...I sat on our bedand I took my guitar.I started playing the guitar She looked at me and listened to me while I'm playingJihye became silent and happy whenever I'm playing the guitarshe would stop everything and just look at meShe finds me playing the guitar as the most charming thing that I have but she may not know... She's the most charming girl ever...as she listens to me playing the guitar and the reason why I play the guitar
is because of Jihye...
As I ended myself playing my guitar I looked at Jihyeand I can finally see her smiling again "Are you happy?"I asked "I'm always happy whenever you're playing the guitar~!" she saidI took and carried her up and gave her a kiss
"I love you Mrs. Park" "I love you too Mr. Park" "Shall we do it?" I asked her sweetly"You don't have to ask"
and she started giving me sweet kisses
My Yeollie left for work today and today, I went to the grocery to buy the things that me and Chanyeol needed and here I am finally home After I go to work, I passed a store.I looked at the display and saw a beautiful dressI thought this would look perfect for my beautiful wife.I bought it and excited to go home to give my gift to my wife! Later on while I am about to cross the roadI heard a little kid's voice "Eom~ma~~~ Eomma~"his voice seems looking for someone,I went to the kid "Hey little kiddo~ Are you looking for your eomma?" "Eomma~ Eomma"
He keeps on calling his eomma and his eyes are full of tears"Let's go look for your mom alright? " "Eomma!" his voice suddenly heightened
and he ran Chanyeol looked at the kid and saw targeting his way up to his mother
who seems to look for his lost son also on the other side of the road then there's a truck coming on the way on the road
and the kid is in the middle of the road Chanyeol thought the kid might get hurt Chanyeol ran and pushed the kid the little kid fell, looked around and he cried his mother saw and came to his son and hugged him"Finally, I have found you. Stop crying, Your eomma's here"
and the little kid continued to cry "Eomma~" the kid said while cryingand he pointed the west direction and they saw Chanyeol was hit by the truck.... I was fixing the things around the house
I put a red flower in my favorite flower vase. *Ring*my phone suddenly rangI came to pick it up "Yes, hello?""Is this Mrs. Park Jihye?""Yes it is. What is it?" unconciously, the flower vase fell from my hands...I slowly hanged up the phone with my mouth wide open until tears came falling from my eyes.... I left everything and raaaaaaan... Jihye finally reached the place
In the hospital,
her father and mother-in-law were already therethey were crying... "Jihyeeeeee" her Mother-in-law weakly called me...as I see her crying, I feel my eyes full of tears
my mind can't think of anything else but...
I have to see him The doctor told us everything about what happenedThat he was hit as he tried to save a lost childmy tears never stopped falling...especially when I heard the word "Dead" "Chanyeol is dead" "Your husband is dead" Dead. Dead. <u>Dead.</u> why is this happening? why? why? why? My mother-in-law went to me
and cried with me then she gave me something
and she said that Yeol have this as a gift for me
before he was hit....
Then the doctor took us to the morgue... I see a large and long blanket laid on top of a dead bodyTears continued to flow but this time much more because behind that blanket A dead body is being covered andthat is my husband,Yeol ... I went beside it shakinglythe one in charge of the morgue uncovered the blanketrevealing Chanyeol's pale, emotionless and lifeless face... No words I just cried and cried and cried... Why is this happening to me?Is this what you call fate or destiny?But why ? but why must this happen? ..... I saved the kidI did save the kid!I am glad that's he's alright! He went right to his mom!
that's great! OUCH wait...what is that?argh, my head? wait where am I? wait ...is this a hospital? Why am I here? Those were the thoughts in my head
I looked to myself
I seem fine with no damage at all! But why am I here?? "Did the kid still get hurt?"
I thought Chanyeol went around the hospital and as he passed a corridorhe saw his mom and dad he went to his parents "Mom! Dad! Why are you here? Wait, mom are you crying?"They did not replyas he tries to touch his mom's shoulderit just doesn't touch her he felt weird and looked at his hand"What?"he tries to put force on his handand swayed to his parentsbut became unsucessful and he really can't touch them "Can't they hear me? Why I can't touch them?"My hand just pasees through their bodies...Why?? "I can't still see him. I hope Jihye's alright inside"
My Mom said... Did Mom said Jihye's inside? Jihyeee... I came inside the room I saw Jihye covering her faceshe is crying... Why is she crying?She never cried for a long time ... I went nearer to her and ask why she's crying as I get nearer...
I looked to a bed in front of Jihye
with a man laying down...
and it is me... I saw myself lying on a bed... lifeless... I gaspedmy mouth opened I looked again to Jihye who's still cryingThat's why they cannot hear me and I can't touch them it is becauseI am already
dead... I cannot believe this...I can't... No... it can't be!
I Just cried... I just cannot believe still that this happenedI cannot think aymore in a straight way,I am to depressed and too emotionalthis is allso sudden... I saw My wife left and still crying, before I follow hera sudden white light merged in front of me then I saw a man with wings in front of me "W-who are you?" I asked the man "I am an Angel" "An Angel?"
This is my first time to see an Angel "god has sent me here to take the nice soul that needs to be departed...
in heaven"............... "if you're ready ..."the angel said "...I am not ready"I answered "Well then. Do what you have to do. In 15 days..."and he vanished it is shocking to see myself already deadand to see an angel appeared in front of me... ButDo what I have to do? Chanyeol got confused with what the Angel had saidafter that daythere's already Yeol's funeral As of now, Chanyeol can walk around the live & human worldHe is a soul wandering around thinking on what he have to do Jihye couldn't be herself
she always crying
did not eat well
and sometimes even puke what she eats
she's really depressed with her husband's death
Then the funeral lasted for a week
Everyone was sad as they heard about Chanyeol's sudden death
People are all sending Condolences to his family & especially to Jihye On the 7th dayChanyeol was incriminated .After he got incriminated
the in-charge gave Jihye his husband's wedding ring
And Jihye cried while holding to Yeol's ring.... I can still see my wife crying
my parents and relatives crying as well and I can see myself
as I get incriminated It is hard to see your body
putting you to a huge microwave-like objectand get burned until you are turned into ashes All dayand all weekI only follow Jihye I only can watch her and do nothingbecauseI am already dead ... It has been 2 weeks already sinceYeol my husband... <u>died.</u>.. I only sit all daythinking only about Chanyeol andit let only me cryall day as well... I just miss him so much... It has been 2 weeks since I was gone beside Jihye I'm in this house with Jihyeand now I could only watch her for now
It hurts so much to see her cryingwithout anyone comforting herand tears that continuously flowing from her fragile eyes those tears are all because ofme.... I,the husband,
wasn't even able to comfort his wife
but
causes her
pain instead... I am not worthy to be called as her husbandI did not fulfill the things that a husband must do... I even left her after few months of getting married to her... I went around our room...I looked beside our bed... and I see Chanyeol's guitar ... I took it and remembered him againI remember the time he plays this for me Playing his guitar everytime he sees I am sadbecause for him, playing his guitar makes me really happy And here again crying because I will never hear it again Chanyeol I really miss you... As Chanyeol watching Jihye sadlyand his tears are flowing again as he hears his wife words It is indeed real . . . that he will never get to play the guitar for her ever..
ever again.... Then the Angel appeared again Chanyeol wiped his tears but didn't turn his back to the angel
"Why you're here?" "It has been 2 weeks already Chanyeol, your time is ticking""Why?" Chanyeol Asked "On the 15th day you must depart." "or else..." "Or else?" "If you still stay, then your soul will be here forever on earth" "I prefer that." Yeol replied
"At least, I could still be my wife's side even I'm dead" "You could watch her above from heaven" "No. Being by her side is much better than watching her from Above" "Chanyeol... Do you really prefer to be on earth as a soul to be by her side?"Chanyeol nodded... "But what if..."