Love Again (1/2)

Nodding his head to the rhythm of his IPod, Sunggyu was making his way to the music room located at the school activities building when he spotted a couple under a tree not too far away. He stopped his tracks and clenches his fist in his pockets at the scene infront of him. The girl had her back against the tree and the boy was leaning in to kiss her. This was the fourth girl this week that he had seen kissing Woohyun, or perhaps even more.

Two years had went by ever since they broke up and after that, they were nothing but bickering mates. They weren't exactly on bad terms but neither were they on the good side as well. Woohyun would always try to do something to annoy the hell out of Sunggyu and the latter would never fail to reply by sending a punch to Woohyun's stomach with an evident small pout on his face, something that Woohyun actually enjoy seeing.

Sunggyu then laughed to himself for being stupid and decided to walk away, leaving the couple alone. It was just his wishful thinking all along, isn't it ? How naive could he get for having thoughts that maybe, just maybe that Woohyun might still have feelings for him even after the break up because Woohyun would always appear around him to catch his attention and he got to admit that he actually felt happy that he still had Woohyun's attention. However, it was getting tougher and tougher to hold on to those thoughts when all he sees was a different girl in Woohyun's arms or on his lap everyday, sharing sweet kisses that they used to do when they were dating.

Sunggyu had tried countless of times to convince himself that Woohyun doesn't deserve his love at all and he should move on and love someone else already, especially when the other chose to betray his love for him. But at the end of the day, he would always returned back to the starting point and reminisce the days he spend with Woohyun because those were the happiest days of his life. Woohyun taught him what love was, but he too, taught Sunggyu how it felt to be betrayed and left heartbroken and regardless of anything, nothing can mend his broken heart.

Sunggyu fasten his pace when he felt himself at the verge of crying for being so useless because he wants nothing more than to jump into Woohyun's arms right now, begging him to take him back and love him again, but yet he can't. Not because he couldn't but because he shouldn't. Woohyun had transformed into a playboy and Sunggyu wanted to be the one and only special person to him, not like the girls he always flirts with and cast them aside once he had a new target throwing themselves at him. Even if he was still in love with Woohyun, Sunggyu knew he deserves someone much better than Woohyun, definitely.

( Woohyun's POV )

"Kim Sunggyu !" I shouted for the third time behind said boy and he still didn't show any response to my calling. Instead, he begin walking faster and I felt so offended.

Growling, I ran forward and grab his wrist, swinging him around to face me and I was surprised to see his eyes getting all watery.

"You, why are you crying ?" My question came out to be more of a demand than concern.

He doesn't replies me but makes me loosen my grip around his wrist and turns around to leave, a tear rolling down his cheeks.

I remained standing at where I was watching him walk away from me. I've seen it before, that silhouette of his looks all too familiar to me. It was loneliness and hurt. Something that I ache to see, especially when it comes from Sunggyu.

Unable to bear with the sting in my heart, I raced towards him and pulls him into the corner of the building where someone couldn't see us.

"What happened ? Tell me, did someone hurt you ?" I asked eagerly and held onto his hands tightly.

His gaze falls onto the floor and lets out a small pathetic laugh. He tried to move away from me once again and something in me snapped. "What the hell is wrong with you ?! Can't you see that I'm worried about you ?!" I grabs his lean shoulders and slam his back against the concrete wall.

"Worried ?" He looks up at me with an hurtful expression and I felt my heart cringe.

"If you were truly worried about me, you wouldn't have chose to torture me in this manner. It's been two years Woohyun. Two fucking years every since we broke up and all you did was give me hopes and the next second, you send me crashing down like an idiot."

"What-"

"I'm sick of this, Woohyun." He clenches his fist into my shirt and let his knees fall onto the floor. "Please... It's getting too much for me to take. I admit defeat... Just stop hurting me. I begged you please..." He buried his face into his palms and started crying uncontrollably.

When did I started crying ? I didn't know. I have absolutely no idea what Sunggyu was talking about and I chose to let my heart take over my mind. I kneel down infront of him and hugs him, "Gyu... Don't cry. It pains me to see you in this state. I-"

"Stay away from me !" He pushes me really hard that I fell backwards. "You... You just don't understand do you ? Are you happy to see me acting like that ? I bet you're laughing to yourself at your own victory now, aren't you ? I was just an entertainment to you, right ? I was just a worthless fucking toy to-"

Cutting his sentence midway, I crashed our lips together and cupped his neck too deepen the kiss and the other locking both his arms to stop him from pushing me away. Did he really thought me in that way ? Was I just a pathetic bastard to him ? How could he have thought that he was just an entertainment to me ?! If he was anything, he was a precious gem that I would forsake everything or even my life to just have him by my side.

I pressed our lips harder against one another's when these thoughts went through my mind. Sunggyu's struggling became invalid when I bit his lower lip causing him to gasp and I slid my tongue in to play with his and he let out a wanton moan. Sunggyu soon relaxes in my arms and I break the kiss to look at him. He was panting from the lack of air, his cheeks were tomato red and he was actually looking shy (?) Is it even possible for me to love this man even more ?