CHAPTER 21 (1/2)

WHO'S CALLING HER?  GUESS WHO??  HAHAHA.  HOPE YOU ENJOY THIS NEXT CHAPTER, I LOVE THE COMMENTS IT INSPIRES ME MORE.  T_T  THESE ARE TEARS OF JOY.  LOL.  I LOVE YOU ALL!!! :))))))

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"Did I disturb you?"

"No, not really Ri, what's up?"

"I'm, good, thanks.  How about you hyung?  Have you received my messages?  You're not responding to those."  I said over the phone.

I have managed to locate this park near a school.  I am currently sitting at a swing but I'm not moving it.

"Yeah, I got your messages.  I am unable to respond because we are a bit busy if you know, are you okay right now?  Is she taking care of you?"  Daesung hyung said over the phone.

"Looks like you're really enjoying yourselves right now, that's good to hear.  Yeah, she's taking care of me, I miss you hyung."  I said sincerely.

"What's gotten into you?  You never really say those things to me before."  I heard Daesung hyung chuckle on the other line.

"I'm serious, it's almost a week now, I don't have all of you by my side."  I sighed.

"We miss you too maknae.  You should've went here with us instead rather than going there yourself."

"No, ahm, I am enjoying my stay as well, it's just that I have a slight problem."  I stood up from the swing and tried to walk around the park.

"Oh, what is it then?"  Daesung hyung asked.

"Ahm, how do I start it, this girl, the girl who helped me, her name is Erika, she's really nice to me and even though we bicker, she is still concerned and she takes care of me, I really appreciate her and she's really nice."

"Okay, then?"

"When I first met her, I find her really nice and smart.  She's not pretty but she's not ugly as well.  She told me that she likes TOP hyung so I was a bit disappointed because all of them likes him, but yesterday, I went to her room and saw everything, my pictures are scattered, panda bears are all over the place, everything is about me."

"So?"

"When I saw it last night, joy is overflowing in my chest.  I can't explain the happiness that I felt.  I don't know if that is because I have known that she likes me and not TOP hyung or, I really felt something special for her."  I continued.

"Okay, go on I know that you still have a lot of things to say, I'm listening."  Daesung hyung said.

"I accidentally slept on her bed,"

"You slept with her??"  he shouted over the phone.

"What!  No, yes, I mean, wait, I will explain, aish!  Ahm, I accidentally slept at her bed when she's not yet around.  She thought I am her bestfriend that is why she didn't mind.  When she is sleeping, I woke up accidentally then,"

"Then what?  What did you do?"  Daesung hyung shouted, again.

"Ahm, I kissed her and touched her."

"Aish!  Why did you do that?  What were you thinking?"

"I don't know, at that moment, I just felt like I needed her, and what I want to do is right, so I did it.  But that's the only thing that I did!  I haven't gone too far.. if you know what I mean hyung."  I explained myself.

"Can you tell me what is that thing that you felt exactly?  You're confusing me, tell it directly.  What exactly do you feel when you felt her close to you?"

"I, I think I love her.  Yeah, that's what I felt, I love her."  I snapped.

"OH!!  TOP hyung!!  Our maknae is in love!!!!"  he shouted that my eardrums almost got busted.

"Hey!!  Why do you need to tell it to him!"  I shouted back.

"Just kidding, TOP hyung is not here, he's outside tanning himself.  Got you right there!  Haha.  Well anyway, seriously, so why not tell her and why are you thinking too much?"  he said.

"I don't know, I just thought that, she's different from the girls that I liked before, from my ex-girlfriends as well, I just felt that~"

"That what?  Is it because she's not an artist?  A hallyu star?  Or even rich?  You know Seungri, all of these things are not important, what's important is what  you feel."  he said.

"I know, but, I'm still confused, after what I did last night when I saw her again, the feelings got stronger, but I'm afraid that I might hurt her or she might hurt me, but there is a higher chance that I will hurt her than the latter.  I am afraid of what I can do to her hyung."  I said.

"What can you do to her?  I don't understand."  he asked.

"I will be away next week, I may not be able to see her again, and I don't know if long-distance relationship will be okay with her, and she is working for her family, I don't think she got time for boys, and she's ordinary.  I mean, I don't know."  I sighed.

"You pabo!!  Here's the only thing that I can say to you,  it's ordinary to love the beautiful, but it's beautiful to love the ordinary.  If you have that feeling that you needed her, why not tell it to her?  If you're scared, relax.  Think about it, time will tell and the next days that you will be with her will help you realize what you really feel.  Right now, all you need to do is relax and go with the flow, as time goes by you will know what she really means to you.  Arasseo?"  he explained slowly.

I look up the sky then smiled.  "Kamsahamnida hyung, you made me feel much better, I will follow your advise.  You take care hyung and see you soon."  I smiled.

"Take care as well, see you."  he then hang up then I keep my phone.  I went back to the swing and try to swing myself.  Okay, I will relax and not think about this feeling much.  I will realize what this is as time goes by, right now, I need to act normal.  I check my watch, it's already 5PM, I need to go back now, I will prepare a special dinner for her, and for Janine as well of course.  I went out of the swing then walk my way home.

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"We're here at the cafe, I'm with Janine.  Waeyo?"  I asked him over the phone.

"Look at the window in front of you."