[M] Journal Notes (1/1)

Yugyeom begins to head towards the door at the exact moment you begin to speak, “I’m not pregnant.” You watch relief come across the guys’ faces and Yugyeom’s steps stop. He turns to face you and your eyes are glued to his.“What did you say?” he says quietly but loud enough for you to hear.  He doesn’t lose eye contact with you.“I’m not pregnant. I’m just late. It could be because of the whole change I guess.” You say.Yugyeom’s face becomes a bit softer. He walks towards you not saying another word. It’s like the others aren’t even there as he walks straight through them to you. Then places his lips to yours and holds you tight. His kiss is very different from the other. There isn’t just passion in this kiss, but something else, that you can’t put your finger on.  He pulls his face away from yours and looks down at you, ignoring the words of the other members behind him. You look up at him and his lips start to form the words without actually saying them, “Noona, I…”Before he can finish what he is about to say you watch the other members begin to pull him away from you. You can see their mouths are saying something but you can’t hear them. Your only focus is Yugyeom who continues to stare into your eyes until the other members pull him out of your room and you are left alone.After a moment you finally move from that spot where Yugyeom kissed you, where you were stuck. Then you start to wash up and get ready for the rest of the day to come.You slowly leave your room double checking the hallway before completely emerging out in the open. You’re still a little off from what happened this morning. You walk down the hall to the living room but there is no sign of anyone. You head to the kitchen but still no one. You realize they must have gone due to their schedules and take the rest of the day to relax after everything that has happened. It’s been a few hours and you begin to roam around the house and just for curious fun you end up in Mark’s room. He’s been so quiet lately, and you feel bad because how exhausted he must be, so you want to do something nice for him to show him that you care. You look around trying to find something interesting about him. You search ever but find nothing. You become slightly tired from your search and plop down on his bed for a moment. You lay your head on his pillow and the soothing smell of him lingers there. You go to slide your hand under the pillow to become more comfortable and that’s when you find it. You grab hold of something firm and pull it out, revealing a small leather bind journal. You open it to find notes written all throughout it with marks handwriting, notes about you. Throughout your days at the house Mark has been writing down things about you and things you’ve said like, your favorite color. He has written down everything he’s seen you eat and a recipe on how to make them. However one note sticks out the most. He begins by writing all the clothes he has seen you wear that he thinks you look nice in, But not after long in big letters he writes the words, ‘She is Beautiful in everything she wears.’ You blush as you read through more of his notes. You become so comfortable in his bed your body starts to drift off as you read and then you fall into a peaceful sleep on Mark’s bed with his journal falling right beside you.