[M] Mistakes (1/1)

It’s been two days since your encounter with Jackson and you haven’t done any sexual deeds with the other members because they’ve been so busy with their schedules. You’ve been able to spend some time to yourself. Today you woke up and the boys were already gone. You found an envelope of money in your room. On the outside it reads, “For your necessities.” You realize there are a few things you need, so you get ready for your day and head out. Once at the store, you go down the list and grab the things you need like body soap and others. You walk down the aisles and get to the female hygiene area. You realize you should get yourself some ‘Time of the month necessities.’ After you grab your normal box you start to leave the aisle. Before you are completely out of the aisle you stop and realize, ‘Oh No.’ You check the calendar on your phone and without permission the words slip out of your mouth ever so quietly, “I’m late.”  You rush through and pay for your things. You try to get home as quickly as possible. Once there you continue to have a slight panic, and pace around the room. You don’t know what you’re going to do. Your mind races through many thoughts. Why did you not think about protecting yourself? Why did you only now realize something was wrong? What happens if you’re pregnant? Whose would it be? You start to become lightheaded and see that the corners of your eyes start to become consumed with darkness. You hit the floor and lay there without moving. After a few hours you can feel your body being touched and slightly rocked. To this point all you can remember is darkness. You begin to open your eyes and above you are JB and Jackson. Jackson has you in his arms supporting your head. You start to try to move and you can hear Yugyeom’s voice not far away, “Noona Toy, are you alright?”You try to speak, and only “Yugyeom…” comes out. You try to support your own body and get up, but Jackson continues to help you. You stumble a little when you first get up. “I just need to lay down.” You say very softly. Jackson leads you to your room followed by the others just slightly behind. Jackson helps you into bed and you can see your door is surrounded by the guys, looking for assurance that you will be okay. “I’ll be fine.” You say with a weak smile. You watch them all leave and close your door. You sit there trying to figure out ways to tell the guys about you situation. You’re beyond worried and can’t find the right assortment of words. After a long while there is a knock at your door, “Come in,” You yell out. The door slowly opens and it is Yugyeom with water and food.“I thought you might want to eat something Noona Toy.” He brings it over to the bed and hands you the tray. “Are you feeling better?” He asks.“I’m fine, I think I just passed out from being to panicked.” You respond.“Why were you panicked Noona Toy?” He asks worried and confused. You don’t say anything for a moment. You keep your eyes down on the food he has brought you. You wonder if you should tell him and what he would say. You look up at him and something inside you sparks the words to come out of your mouth.“My period is late. I think I might be…” you stop because the look on his face has completely changed. You’re not sparked to finish that sentence anymore. Yugyeom stands up quickly and without a word storms from your room, then slams the door.