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"Sehun-ahh. I bring you milk." Luhan happily put the box of milk in front of Sehun.They were in the classroom. They were currently the second year of high school.Sehun nodded and smiled.Luhan always did that every morning and that was the same answer that he got every day.It was enough for Luhan, a small smile from Sehun.Sehun was perfect for Luhan."Sehun is like a star for me, even though he is too far for me to reach, I'm fine just to watch him from afar." Luhan told Jongin, his best friend who sat beside him.Luhan sat at the very back of the class while Sehun was sitting in the front row.Luhan always complained to Chanyeol that he had to sit behind Sehun, but when Chanyeol offered to switch place with Luhan, Mrs. Jeon against it instantly saying that Chanyeol would be just talking at the back. Luhan could only pout sadly.But it was still okay, he could still watch Sehun from the back, after telling Chanyeol to move aside.  It was lunch time. Luhan brought his lunch box to Sehun's table."Sehun-ahh, let's have lunch together.""Luhan, I--"Luhan pulled out another lunch box. Sehun knew it."My mom packs it for you." Luhan said while beaming.Sehun sighed.Being the nice guy he was, he had lunch with Luhan."Yah!! Luhan!!" Luhan stared at Chen at the back."What?"Chen scoffed."You are really a shameless guy, aren't you? Can't you see that Sehun clearly doesn't want to have lunch with you? You force him every single day!" Chen said."Shameless?""You've been doing that since elementary school, right? Why don't you get tired? Just watching it even makes me sick!""Mind your own business then." Luhan simply said."As expected! You're really something, Luhan.""So what? I love Sehun and if you're not okay with that, just fuck off!" Chen laughed."I'm just saying that because I pity you, Luhan. You know that Sehun never loves you." Chen smirked.Sehun looked at Luhan.He didn't have that feeling for Luhan, but he didn't want Luhan to get hurt because of him."Stop it, Chen!" Sehun said calmly without looking back at Chen."Ohhh... Mr. President, you really are something too. You know it so well that, that stupid guy over there is totally head over heels for you but you still keep him around even though you don't love him. Is it fun, Mr. President?"Luhan's eyes widened."Yah!!" Luhan scolded."Just stating the fact." Chen said annoyingly."Don't listen to him, Sehun-ahh." Luhan told Sehun.Sehun continued to eat his lunch.Luhan was sending invisible fire daggers towards Chen who replied with a smirk.   "Wooaahhh Luhan-ahh, you learn quickly." Chanyeol told Luhan.Luhan had requested Chanyeol to teach him to play guitar.Luhan smiled."You're really bold, Luhan-ahh. How long has it been?""What?""Chasing Sehun?"Luhan laughed."Hmm..." Luhan put the guitar down."5 years?""That's really long."Luhan nodded."But Luhan-ahh, what makes you like Sehun that much?"Luhan smiled."The first time I saw him, it was the fifth grade of elementary school. I remembered that he was the guy who gave me his umbrella. Not long after that I found out that he was the same age with me but in the other class. I saw him on the street one day, he helped an old woman to cross the street. He was such an angel." Luhan smiled."And one day, I saw him played guitar after school. He was really cool. I've been keeping my eyes for him.""And at the sixth grade, we were in the same class. Turned out that he was the smartest guy in the class. And his face, it was hard to erase from my mind since then.""Wooaahhh... Long time crush. But is Sehun that popular back in elementary school?"Luhan nodded."He is always the popular one. That's why it's hard to approach him."Chanyeol scoffed."You were shy back then?"Luhan laughed."Shy? I don't think so. I just don't have the courage back then. But I secretly sending him letter though." Luhan said and smiled shyly."Love letter?""No. Just a letter telling him how wonderful he is.""I'm sorry to bring this up, Lu. But you do know that Sehun... He kind of doesn't--"Luhan nodded."I know. I just want to love him, can't I? I don't care if he loves me back or not.""But until when? I mean--""I don't know. Maybe after we graduate from high school?"Chanyeol nodded."You'll find someone better in university." Chanyeol said and patted Luhan's back."I'm not sure if there is someone who is better than Sehun."  "Aiisshhh.. Mom is really unbelievable."Luhan was sulking alone at the library table.It was over school time, everyone had gone home.He was stuck in the library with some other students.Luhan's mom was a famous novel writer.She had registered Luhan to take a writing lesson in a course place.And Luhan got an assignment to write a poem.Luhan believed that he had no talent in writing, but his mom thought otherwise."How do I even write a poem?"Luhan ruffled his hair."At this rate, I won't have anything done. I should've watched Sehun instead."Luhan knew that Sehun had basketball practice after school.Luhan started to write, half way he stopped."This doesn't sound so good." Luhan crumbled the paper and threw it.He wrote a new one.He smiled in satisfaction when he finished."Better than nothing." Luhan mumbled and packed his things.He walked out from the library and headed to the gym.There was nobody there."Sehun must finish it already." Luhan pouted sadly.Then Luhan walked to his course place.  Sehun just finished to take a bath after the basketball practice.He remembered that he had to borrow a book from the library.Sehun walked to the library, passing the empty hallway.Fortunately, it wasn't close yet.Sehun then went to get his book.He looked at his watch.He still had some time.He decided to read for a while.He walked to one of the tables and started to read.When he looked up, he saw a crumbled paper on the table.He thought it was rubbish and took it to throw it to the rubbish bin.But when he looked at it.He saw writing in it.He opened the paper.(Please imagine that this is a really awesome poem. It's the lyrics of Miracles in December by Silv3rT3ar.) I am searching for the one I can’t see anymore

I am listening for the one I can’t hear anymore

I can see the things I couldn’t see

Can hear the things I couldn’t hear

You’ve give me this power ever since you left me right hereBefore, I was selfish and I didn’t care about you

I didn’t understand your heart; I was a fool

Right now, I’m trying to change who I am

And I know you’re not by my side

But it’s because of your love that I’m trying to changeIt seems as if everything in my world somehow reminds me of you

Each snowflake in the sky is like a teardrop that came from you

I wish that somehow you would appear

I wish you’d be by my side, right here

Even with this power, I still cannot bring you back to meBefore, I was selfish and I didn’t care about you

I didn’t understand your heart; I was a fool

Right now, I’m trying to change who I am

And I know you’re not by my side

But it’s because of your love that I’m trying to changeIf I could freeze time, I’d go back to you