[M] Not that precious (1/1)

Ask her how many pieces she has of her heart, she’ll tell you over a million… Ask her how many guys she truly loved, she’ll tell you just one. What’s her life story you ask? Well, let’s find out.Was born with three illnesses, asthma, brain tumor, and Sudden Arrhythmia Death Syndromes SADS. Her parents didn’t like her much at all because she only caused them trouble and money because she had to sleep in hospitals for a very long time and she had to go to lots and lots of doctors. Her parents found out about two of the illnesses when she was a baby, the asthma and the brain tumor but they didn’t find out about the SADS until she was older.She’d been taught to write, talk, walk, and read when she was only one year old, an age where a child should be playing and having fun instead of learning. She was the reason that her mom quit school so she got blamed for everything so that’s why she tried her best to please her mom and everyone around her. She kept learning and learning and her mom made it clear that she wanted her to become a doctor.She turned two and that’s when her memories were at its misery, her uncles, little boys, her friends and even her cousins, boys and girls always tried to sexually harass her. For some reason, everyone thought she was a liar even though she never once lied in her life, she tried telling her mom but she didn’t believe her.Day after day had gone by and she kept trying her best to tell her mom what’s happening but it was useless so she decided to keep everything to herself and push people away. She would try her best to protect herself from getting raped and she did, they never raped her, only played with her. She was only three when she started to wish for death, a three year old shouldn’t even think about death, they should be playing around and having fun all day long. She just sat in a corner and cried herself to sleep every single day that passed by, she always looked out the window and pitied herself when she saw how happy the other kids were, when she saw their mouths stretched from ear to ear, when she saw the love their mothers and relatives gave them and she only had sadness and tears at such a young age.Years had passed by and now she’s eight, every guy that sees her always tries to sexually harass her just because she looks weak. She tries to defend herself but it doesn’t work because she is weak and ill and vulnerable. Her dad wasn’t around for most of her life because he lived far away working; she was an only child and lived with her mom. She was cold to everyone she met because of everything she’s going through.One day, she met a guy that didn’t try to take advantage of her, he wanted to protect her instead, she slowly opened up to him and they started dating. She seemed to start healing and she was starting to be okay, her and the guy kept dating for two years but her dad decided to take them to where he live. She didn’t tell the guy about it because she didn’t want to be in a long distance relationship so she decided to break his heart so he forgets her and leave the suffering to her.On the day she was leaving, she met up with him and told him that she hated him and never was true to him. She told him everything that wasn’t true and it broke his heart because he believed her. She left and went to her dad and wanted to start a new life. She learned the language but guys won’t leave her alone even when she moved. They would always pin h