Are you okay 2 (1/1)

I woke up and got in the shower. I had all my stuff here thanks to Zelo. He helped me unpack last night. I was giving Eli his space. I didn’t want it to be this way but he shure did. When I was at our…his house I smelled achole on his breath. Either he was drunk when he said all that or not but I had to leave. After my shower I read my story about TaoRis. I ship that couple. Every now and then I would check my phone. Nothing every time. I closed my laptop and went downstairs to find Zelo and his mom eating. He ran over to me and gave me a hug as he led me to the couch. He gave me a plate then we watched tv.Hours past and I was still in pain. I got up and went to my new room and just stared out the window. The sky was blue. I remembered when he compared my eyes with the sky. He even compared me to the moon and stars. Those memories were to painful to remember yet I still thought about them. I threw the picture of me and Eli at the wall then went down stairs. Zelo ran over to me then made me stop.“What did you do up there?” He asked as he looked around me.“I –I broke a picture.”“What picture? Its not one of ours is it?”“It was the picture of me and Eli kissing on our new couch.”“Oh Kevin why would you break it?”“I-I hate being alone. I want him back.” I cried as I stormed out of the house. I went to my bike and kicked it then walked down the road. There I saw my ending. A bridge. If he didn't want me anymore then why even be here.