Chapter 1~ (1/1)

Me: Chanyeol, do you have feelings for me?Chanyeol: I like you a lot. But we cannot be together; you’re like a little sister to me in                  Everyone’s eyes.I looked down my phone and all I could do was just staring at the screen. All these emotions that are running through my veins, all the words that are ringing in my head. It is as if time stopped all of the sudden. I laughed, was I a fool all this time? Finally, my senses decided to come back to my system and I felt a pang on my chest and unknowingly, tears streamed down from my eyes like there’s no tomorrow. At that moment, I wished time could stop and rewind to those moments we shared….5 years ago..  “Merry Christmas!!” everyone yelled cheerfully once me and my family entered the Park household. My face was instantly filled with smiles, I mean who in the world does not like Christmas when they’re 14? “Hello Yeon Rim, you’ve grown so much in a year! The last time I saw you you were just a little bit over my shoulder…” one of the family friend blabbered away while I looked around the spacious living room for my one and only Oppa.  The Parks is a distant family of mine, according to my dad; Chanyeol’s father is my uncle somehow. Chanyeol is two years older than me. Besides, ever since I was born, Chanyeol oppa had been by my side whenever we went for family vacations and gatherings and we’ve been the closest in everybody’s eyes. Everyone thought it was cute that we got so close because I didn’t had an older brother figure ( I was the eldest with a sister) and he didn’t had a younger sister figure ( he was the youngest) in our childhood.  “Yeon Rim dear, I’m here!” I heard a familiar deep voice calling for me and as usual I’ll reach that voice in 5 seconds. “I missed you Yeon Rim-ah” Chanyeol said as he hugged me. “I missed you too oppa.” I giggled as he teasingly squeezed me into the hug. During family gatherings like this, we would always sneak to our hideout which was the study room, away from all the adults. Chanyeol had always liked playing the guitar and as for me, I liked singing so we would always chilled and share our interest in some unplug session. After about an hour of jamming, we were chilling on the couch in the study room and we were just sharing what had happened for the past year. Blame my sitting position, I had to sit up and stretch and I put my hands to my side as I leaned back down to the couch. There was a moment of silence but neither of us mind because we were enjoying each other’s presence.  Suddenly, I felt warm hand around my wrist and slowly making its way to hold mine, I looked up and Chanyeol was looking at me with a smile on his face. I was stunned. Yes, we held hands all the time because we were very close, but this time it felt different, I didn’t know how to comprehend it but the look in Chanyeol’s eyes and the feeling I sensed behind his touch told me that something was really different this time. Chanyeol snapped the trance out of me as he caressed my palm. “Yeon Rim-ah… I think I might be falling in love with you...” He said and my eyes almost popped out from my skull. In my mind, the word falling in love sounded too deep for my fourteen years old mind to understand, so I shrugged it off as a normal affection of an older brother towards a younger sister. ‘I love you too, oppa. As a family!!” I said with a tinge of aegyo in my voice and hugged him. What I didn’t notice was the look of sorrow and disappointed look in Chanyeol’s eyes….  In that moment, I could never expect what was coming and what would happen between the both of us in the coming days… Behind my smile in that moment, I could never imagine how much tears I had to wipe away and how much laughter happiness could bring me in the future with Chanyeol…   Omg guys i finally finished chapter one, can you believe it because i can't lols~ I apologized if this wasn't a very long chapter as i have finals coming up. But i will update this story as soon as possible, I promise! As always, leave some comments and let me know you readers exist Jaebal~  Lastly, Stay healthy everyone!- KaiAnne<3