Baby, dont cry (1/1)

Shyness. That was what Kris and Tao were feeling right now. They were alone in Kris’ bedroom, like they usually did; but of course, it wasn’t the same as before. They confessed to each other what they felt, and they were now sitting in an awkward silence.Tao played with his fingers as he tried to distract himself from the tension in the air. Kris was looking around, everywhere but Tao. He coughed trying to break the silence and hoping Tao would say something, but he didn’t.Then Tao dared to look at Kris. They weren’t little kids anymore, and they confessed to each other three days ago. They should be mature about that. He opened his mouth to say something, but then he closed it, not knowing what to say to the other male.Kris noticed Tao’s eyes on him and he turned around to look at him. He locked eyes with him, and they stayed like that for a few minutes, staring into each other’s eyes. Unconsciously Kris moved closer to Tao. He then realized they never hugged, or even touched. They always respected each other’s personal space, so they didn’t touch. Suddenly Kris felt the urge to feel Tao’s skin against his; he wanted him to invade his personal space. He wanted him to be close to him, to hug him, kiss him.Knowing Tao was too shy to do the first move, Kris decided to put his hand on top of Tao’s. The boy felt how his heart started to beat faster when Kris put his hand on his. He felt the warmness Kris skin gave to his own, it was comfortable and he loved how it felt. He felt hypnotized by Kris’s eyes and he lost himself on them.When he realized what was happening he quickly returned to himself and backed away a bit. He coughed awkwardly and Kris removed his hand from his.“I’m sorry” the taller said and Tao just gave him a light smile “I went too fast”“No, it’s ok, that’s not fast at all” Tao said and Kris looked at him without saying a word “I mean… look at Baekhyun and Chanyeol, they keep hugging and kissing, it’s not fast”“They’ve known each other for years, it’s not the same” Kris said and Tao nodded.“You’re right” he laughed “But… if you want we can be closer and do more skinship… we’re good friends after all, and I do skinship with the guys all the time” he said referring to their friends. He loved hugging Sehun and Kai, he also loved pinching Xiumin’s cheeks, even thought he was older than him, and he loved wrapping his arm around Baekhyun’s shoulders, but now it was a bit impossible to do that, because he was all day with Chanyeol. But he loved seeing them together.“Yeah, ok, I’ll try” Kris said and smiled. “Kai, stop please” Kyungsoo told the boy as the 12 of them sat around their usual table at the dining room.“What? I’m not doing anything” Kai said and Kyungsoo sighed.“Forget it” Kyungsoo said “But stop it”“Oh no…” Baekhyun mumbled and Chanyeol looked at him with a curious look.“What’s wrong, Baek?” Chanyeol asked his boyfriend who looked at him.“The wild Kyungsoo appeared now, and he’ll probably shout out loud why Kai is so perfect” Baekhyun said and Chanyeol nodded.“That happened before, right?”“Yes, but only at night” Baekhyun said “That’s why I went to sleep with you, remember?” Chanyeol smiled and Baekhyun blushed.“Yes, I remember” Chanyeol wrapped an arm around Baekhyun’s waist and kissed his temple. Obviously all of their friends and the whole school they were together now. Since it was Chen the one who saw them together and cockblocked them, now everyone knew about it, but they didn’t mind.Baekhyun leaned into Chanyeol’s touch and he looked up at him smiling “So yeah, I think he’s in one of those crisis now” Baekhyun said and Chanyeol nodded.“That means you’re sleeping with me tonight?” Chanyeol asked with a smirk and Baekhyun hit him lightly on the thigh.“Pervert” Baekhyun said and Chanyeol laughed.“Just sleep, like we always do” Chanyeol said and Baekhyun nodded.“I was going to sleep with you today even if Kyungsoo didn’t have that phase”Baekhyun let Chanyeol kiss his lips gently, full of love. “You’re beautiful” Chanyeol whispered and Baekhyun blushed lightly, he hit Chanyeol’s thigh again and the taller chuckled finding his boyfriend’s reaction one of the cutest things ever. “So apparently me and Luhan are going out” Sehun told Kai, while they were resting in their bedrooms.“Apparently” Kai said.“Yeah, he kissed me and the next day he asks me when the first date is going to be, and I don’t really know what to do with him” Sehun confessed.“Well, enjoy it and go out with him, you love him remember?”“Yeah I remember, he never leaves my mind, but the thing is that I was his first kiss, man” Sehun said still pretty shocked “His first kiss, Jongin, and he kissed me first and it was amazing, and you know how he got to kiss that well?”“How?” Kai asked uninterested.“Youtube tutorials, dude” Sehun said and Kai looked at him surprised.“Are you serious?” Kai said and laughed “He’s hilarious, Sehunnie”“I know, but I mean… they really work, like that kiss was fucking amazing, you get that? It was the best kiss of my life” Sehun said freaking out.“Even better than that boy’s kiss from a few years ago?”“Yeah, much better than that, that’s shit compared to Luhan’s”“Well, then go for him, he likes you too, so go for him” Kai said and Sehun smiled.“Yeah… I’m technically with him now” Sehun said and blushed “Oh my god, I can’t believe it…” he started rolling over his bed while hugging a pillow and Kai chuckled and looked at the ceiling again. Sehun noticed his friend’s aura and looked at him with a concerned look “How is it going with Kyungsoo?”“As always. Just friends” Kai said disappointed “He doesn’t like me, I know that, we’re good friends though”Kai looked at his friend and gave him a sad smile. Sehun pouted and walked to his friend’s bed. He lied down next to him “Don’t give up, Jonginnie, that’s not what you’d do”“I know… but I just want him to be happy and if I tell him that I like him that may change our friendship and I prefer staying like this than losing him” Kai said “He’s not like Luhan, he’s different”“Yeah, I know” Sehun sighed “That boy is complicated”“He is, but he’s perfect too. He’s… perfect” Kai closed his eyes and a picture of Kyungsoo laughing appeared on his mind, he smiled to himself and blushed. He opened his eyes and looked at him friend “Dude… I’m love with him, like so in love” Jongin admitted and Sehun smiled.“I noticed that… and I’m happy you admitted it. That boy drives you crazy, I can tell by the way you look at him”“Fucking feelings, I want to be a cat” Kai said and Sehun laughed. Baekhyun walked happily to his bedroom to meet later with Chanyeol at the taller’s bedroom, because he was staying there for the whole night. He opened the door and greeted his roommate, but when he looked at his bed he saw Kyungsoo crawled into a ball and his shoulders shaking.“Kyunggie, what’s wrong?” Baekhyun approached his friend quickly and made him sit up. The boy was crying. Baekhyun hugged him and he rested his head on Baehkyun’s shoulder as he sniffed.“I…” he hiccupped “I… don-” he sniffed again and Baekhyun caressed his hair.“Ssh, it’s ok, just calm down… and when you feel like it, tell me ok?” Kyungsoo nodded and continued crying “Shh, it’s ok” Baekhyun hugged him tighter; he hated seeing his friends crying and getting hurt, he couldn’t stand that.After a few minutes Kyungsoo stopped crying but Baekhyun still hugged him “Are you feeling better now?” Baekhyun asked him gently and Kyungsoo nodded. Baekhyun pulled away and looked at his friend smiling as he cleaned his face with his hand.“Thank you” Kyungsoo said.“No problem” Baekhyun said “Now tell me, what made you cry like that?”“Who, in this case” Kyungsoo corrected him and Baekhyun smiled.“Was it Kai? No way, you confessed and he rejected you?” Baekhyun said.“No, I didn’t confess… I was just thinking about this whole thing and I remembered when he told me about the guy he liked and then I noticed all the times we’ve met and we’ll be just friends, nothing else and that hurts, Baekhyun because I’ll end up seeing him with another boy and I don’t want to… I love him, so much and I just can’t help imagining him with another boy…”“You’ll never know if you don’t tell him, Kyung, it’s better if you confess. Look at me and Chanyeol. I confessed and surprisingly he liked me back”“Baekhyun, everyone knew he loved you, it just that you were too dumb to notice that… everyone could see it” Kyungsoo said and Baekhyun laughed.“Well, we’re not talking about my relationship here” he said.“You started this” Kyungsoo complained and Baekhyun smiled.“I know… sorry” he said “But I tell you it’s better if you tell him, you never know”“No, Baekhyun, I know this, he just sees me as a friend, ok? He’s nice with me and stuff but he’s also nice to you and to Xiumin and Lay, you know?”“Aish, you’re so stupid”“No I’m not” he said and frowned.“Go and wash your face, you look horrible” Baekhyun said and Kyungsoo stood up still frowning. When he finished washing his face he layed down on his bed again “Do you want me to stay here tonight?”“No, I want to be alone, go to Chanyeol’s”“Ok, but if you need anything call me, ok?”“I’m not sick” Kyungsoo said and Baekhyun stood up from his seat.“Oh yes you are, you’re love sick” he said and Kyungsoo glared at him “I’ll change and I’ll leave”“Quickly” Kyungsoo said.When Baekhyun left he went to the mirror to check his face. It was a bit swollen from crying and his eyes were still red and puffy. He sighed and rested his head on the big mirror “Fuck my life”A few minutes later someone knocked. “Who is it?” Kyungsoo asked from his bed not really wanting to see anyone.“Kai” the other person said and Kyungsoo sat up immediately as he closed his book.“Come in” he said and the boy did so. He smiled at Kyungsoo.“How are you feeling? I just saw Baekhyun and he told me you were sick”“I’m not sick, he’s exaggerating” Kyungsoo said and looked at the young boy in front of him “Sit, please” Kai sat on Kyungsoo’s bed, and Kyungsoo crossed his legs in an Indian pose.“Well, I kind of felt like seeing you, so I came anyways” Kai said shyly and Kyungsoo smiled lightly “Why are you alone, though?”“Baekhyun’s spending the night at Chanyeol’s” Kyungsoo explained and Kai nodded.“I see” he said and silence filled the room. Jongin looked around the room while Kyungsoo looked at his side profile, admiring his features. His eyes stopped when he reached his lips and he bit his own bottom lip. Then Kai looked at him and smiled, but his smiled dropped when he noticed the face Kyungsoo had “Did you cry?”“N-no, I didn’t cry”“You did cry, your eyes are red and puffy” Kai said and came closer to Kyungsoo to inspect his face.“It’s nothing” but Jongin didn’t listen and approached him even more, leaving his face a few inches away from Kyungsoo’s.“You cried, don’t deny it”“Ok, I cried” he admitted and felt like he needed more air, Jongin was too close. Jongin smiled.Fuck, Kyungsoo thought. But then he came closer to Jongin, just a bit, but like that he could feel Jongin’s breath on his lips, and that made him go crazy. His heart acted more quickly than his mind and he gave Jongin a sweet peck, surprising the younger, but that didn’t meant Jongin wouldn’t react. He smiled and pecked him back the same way Kyungsoo did. Then Kyungsoo slipped his hand on the back of Kai’s neck and he entangled his fingers on Kai’s hair.“You’re ridiculously perfect” Kyungsoo said. Jongin looked at him with wide eyes and Kyungsoo smiled.Kyungsoo brought the boy closer to him and pressed their lips together, soon he started moving his lips loving the touch of Kai’s. Soon Kai reacted and kissed him back, bringing one of his hands to Kyungsoo’s waist. The moved their lips gently. Kyungsoo couldn’t help but smile into the kiss when he realized what was happening. Kai noticed that and he pulled away a bit but Kyungsoo kissed him again when he took a breath, bringing him down with him, making the younger lay on top of him.Soon the pulled away and looked at each other, both of them panting heavily “Wow, that was…” Kai began but Kyungsoo covered his face with his hands “Hey, what’s wrong?”“I’m sorry… I just… I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have done that, I’m stupid” Kyungsoo sobbed and Kai sat up, bringing Kyungsoo with him. He quickly hugged him and rocked back and forth.“Hey… don’t cry… I loved it, ok? Don’t worry about that, don’t be sorry” Kai said sweetly but that only made Kyungsoo sob harder.Kai took off his slippers and got a bit more comfortable. He sat with his back against the wall of the bed and he brought Kyungsoo with him. He made him sit between his long legs, crawled into a ball, sobbing into his chest as Jongin wrapped his arms around him.“Why are you even sorry? It was amazing” Kai said and that only made Kyungsoo sob again.He decided to stay quiet and just hug him, but even without saying a word he kept sobbing and crying, Jongin didn’t really know what to do.“Look at me” Kai said.“No”“Kyungsoo, look at me” he repeated.“No” Kyungsoo refused again and sobbed.“Stop crying” Kai ordered but obviously Kyungsoo didn’t “Why are you crying?”“Because…” he began but he was crying so much that he couldn’t continue.“Take a deep breath and talk” Kyungsoo did that, but he still didn’t look at him, he was with his face against his chest.“Because I made a big mistake. I love you and I know you’ll never love me back”“What the hell are you saying?” Jongin said surprised “Kyungsoo, I love you, ok? You’re perfect; you can make me the happiest man in the world by just farting, ok? You always make my day, I love you”Kyungsoo laughed when he said the fart thing and then he looked up at Kai, who smiled at him. Then slowly, Jongin started leaning in and placed a sweet and long kiss on Kyungsoo’s lips, then he changed the angle of his face and kissed him again, and then he changed the angle again, and again, and again, until Kyungsoo kissed him back.“Stay here tonight, please” Kyungsoo told him.“Ok, I’ll do anything for you” Kai said and Kyungsoo hugged him as well “That is a problem actually because it’ll be really hard for me refuse anything you ask me and you can ask me to do really difficult things”“I won’t” Kyungsoo said “Ok, now kiss me”“That isn’t difficult” Kai said and kissed Kyungsoo again.“I’m sleepy” Kyungsoo said and yawned.“Then let’s sleep”“But I want to be more time with you”“Kyunggie, I’m staying here tonight, I won’t leave” Kyungsoo smiled at the name and nodded.Both of them layed down and covered their bodies with the blankets. The hugged, Kyungsoo buried his face on Jongin’s chest and smelled his scent.“Good night” Kyungsoo mumbled.“Good night” Jongin replied and made Kyungsoo look up to give him a goodnight kiss, which he accepted.