[M] Oceans (1/1)
The whole ride back to the house was filled with the chatter between Mom and Yoseob, they discussed musicals as well as fashion and every so often she would squeeze my hand and say to me"Why did you not find this man sooner, he is the cutest thing I have ever seen" My mom never judged me once for my choice on what gender I wanted to date, she smiled at me once and said that as long as I am happy she doesnt care who I date girl or guy and it moved me so much that I cried. She was the first person I came out to when I joined Jellyfish, and the first person I texted when I kissed N..that was such a long time agoAs the car started up the drive way I felt my heart racing in my chest, I never took anyone here not once. When I dated N I took him to our modest house but not to Jeju, even Suho hasnt been here...I guess that means that I trust Yoseob a lot to bring him here, ad its not that I like showing off anything because I dont Im very humble that way. Yoseob looked at me and said"You never told me you lived in such a nice house"Blushing my mom sensed my unease and patted my hand and said "My son believes in making his own way in life and he was always afraid that if he brought someone here it would make them respect him less. He has earned his way in life and he doesnt want to stand in our shadow, I couldnt be prouder of him then I am right now"Glancing at her I said "thanks mom you always know just what to say, when I can find the words" and she leaned over the kissed the top of my head and said"thats what mothers are for" as the car pulled into the underground parking garage Yoseob grabbed my hand and smiled at me, it seemed like he knew what a big deal this was for me. Looking at him as the car stopped I said"Im glad that you decided to come"He blushed and said "where else would I be?" I got out of the car first and held the door for Mom and then Yoseob, once he was out the driver took out our bags from the trunk and I held my breath again. The house only have 6 rooms in it, thats bedrooms the front was fully glass so we always ate when the sun was rising in the morning and setting in the evening.Yoseob made a awe face when I took him upstairs to my room. It's been so long since I've been in it but everything looks the same. I had a pain just outside the room, a bed dresser and my walls were decorated with musical notes that were 3D. He smiled at me and said"This is beautiful Leo, is this the same room you grew up in?"Nodding my head I said softly "I know it's a lot to take in and it embarrasses me sometimes..."He turned around and said"don't ever be embarrassed about any of this, I can't tell you how much it means to me that you trust me enough to bring me here...to meet your mom, to be in the house you grew up in"Walking over.towards the bed u gently touched the soft duvet with clouds on it. Above the bed was a skylight and when the stars were out I use to lay here and look up finding that one star that I thought was Mina.....He laid down on my bed and looked at me, smiling down at him I said"What are you doing?"He grinned at me and said "distracting you from thinking about something sad"I couldnt stop myself from smiling, I put my hand on his jaw and said "I love you so much" and he winked at me and said"So you keep telling me" Leaning down I kissed him lightly and his small hand went to the back of my neck, I heard the click of a shutter on a phone and I froze. Turning my head towards the door my Mom was standing there smiling, she giggled and said"Dont glare at my Tae I couldnt resist! Oh I cant wait to print this out!! You two looked so cute!"Pulling away from him I said "Seriously mom?" and she smiled wider and said"Do you know how long Ive waited to see you this happy my son? Even when you were with Suho you never seemed this at peace with yourself"Standing up I looked down at Yoseob and he held his hand out for me, mom took more pictures as I helped him back to his feet. He hugged me and then I heard his stomach make a growling sound and I laughed and said"Is my bear hungry?" and he let out a whimpered "yes.....Im starving actually"I leaned down and put his face in my hands and said "Well then we will have to fix that, lets go ask Mom what she is fixing or wants to fix"He brought his hand up to mine and placed it on my wrist and said "that sounds like a wonderful idea, will it be just the three of us or will your sisters be coming as well?"Shrugging my shoulders I said "My oldest is pregnant right now and the middle one is getting married soon, so my youngest sister is with her as well and Dad is overseas...so it looks like its just us"I took his hand and we walked down the steps towards the kitchen, Mom was already in there fixing caggabe salad she never turned around when she said"So what kind of food does my Yose like? Can I call you that?"He smiled and said "I like Seobie better...if its not too much trouble"Mom smiled and said "Sweetheart you could never be any trouble to me, Im just glad my baby finally found a good one and left that terrible Suho in the dust where he belongs"Sighing I said "Please dont talk about him like that"She turned around and said softly "Yoseob I apologize in advance for what I am going to say, Taekwoon! I know you cared about him but he cheated on you, how can you not be angry with him?"Yoseob went still and I said "Mom we have been through this, I gave him a free pass it was my fault for encouraging him to do what he did besides...If that never happened then I would still be with him right now and not Yoseob"She smiled at Yoseob and said "This is very true and that one of the good things from leaving that cheater, Im so sorry Yoseob Im not usually like this but I dont like anyone hurting my baby. You gave your heart to that boy and he stomped all over it with out even thinking about what you wanted, he is heartless"He walked towards her and hugged me against him, she froze for a moment then melted into his arms and said "Oh why couldnt he have found you soon"Yoseob smiled and said softly "He found me when he was supposed to, and I found him when I was supposed to. I promise I will never hurt him like everyone else has you have my word"She looked at me and said "He reminds me so much of myself, oh Taekwoon Im so happy for you"Feeling relieved that she wasnt angry anymore I said "thank you Mom, Im happy too and he really is the best thing to ever walk into my life"He blushed and walked towards me, my mom giggled and said "So what do you both want to eat? I made a light salad for lunch with lots of veggie's and my homemade dressing. Yoseob what do you like to eat?"I looked at Mom and said "He eats pretty healthy just like you do, do we have any crab?"Her face lit up and she said "We dont but I can run down to the market and get some fresh, how do you want it cooked? Steamed with lemon and spinach on the side?"Smiling I said "that sounds wonderful Mom, oh can you get some prawns? I want to make Pasta Rosa tomorrow""Of course I will, you two enjoy the salad and I will be back shortly"She smiled and left the kitchen going to get her purse, I went over to the salad and smiled at it because I knew mom always made the best food better then you could get in any restaurant. I heard the door opening as she left and I waited for a moment before I grabbed Yoseob and pulled him closer, he let out a yip sound as his body came against mine. He smiled and said"I really like your mom" and I nuzzled the side of his neck and said"I like you better then anyone else though" and he giggled and said"you are so bad" and I put my hands on his side and lifted him up on the counter, he smiled and said"I dont want to get caught...."Placing my hands on his thighs I said "We wont I just missed kissing you"He smirked and said "What else do you miss?" and I smiled back and pointed to my lips and said"they are so dry because they are thirsting for you, just you and I missed you here too"I pointed to my heart and he smiled and said "your heart misses me? Well I cant kiss that but I can kiss those lips" and he leaned in and kissed me deeply, rubbing my hands on the outside of his thighs I wanted to get him naked and under me so badly right now.Kissing him just wasnt enough I needed more of him right now so I lifted him up and felt him wrapping those legs around me, he held on as I carried him blindly into the living room thankfully Mom never changed anything in the house. We got into the living room and I could smell the Lilac's groaning I opened my eyes and sat him down on the couch. He let go of my neck and I pushed him down and laid my body on top of his, my hand going to his side while my other arm was under his head. The moment I touched his warm skin it was like this urge overcame me, something Ive never experienced before I wanted to rip his clothes off and just take him right here. He gasped and tilted his head back as I ran my fingers up higher to the top of his rip cage, then I ran my thumb across his nipple and it was so hard against my touch. I knew he was very excited right now and I could feel myself throbbing and I rolled my hips against him the friction causing him to let out a soft moaning sound and it drove me wild.Pulling back for a moment I watched his face as I pushed more of his shirt up, I looked down at expanse of his smooth stomach and watched as his breathing increased his abs moving up at down. Licking my lips I leaned down and kissed the place just over his heart and he gasped and I felt his body pressing harder against mine. His hand went to my hair and he started pushing it back, I moved over towards his left nipple and flicked my tongue across it and he moaned and said"I love it and hate it when you do that" and I said with my mouth so close to that erect nipple pointing out begging for me to take it into my mouth"Why do you feel that way?"He laughed and said "I love it because it drives me wild, and I hate it because it drives me wild" smiling I said to him"then let me drive you insane" and I lowered my mouth over it and started sucking on it, he moaned and panted hard his hips rolling up and rubbing against my stomach. Sucking on his harder I felt his body start to sweat and I remembered that we were in a public area, so as much as I didnt want to stop I forced myself to stop and I released his nipple with a popping sound. He cried out and said"You are so evil" and I ran my hand down the side of his face and said"We can finish this upstairs in the bathroom if you wish?"He blushed harder and said "I want too...but I am really hungry..." I took his hand and pulled his shirt down and then placed his hand on my stomach and said"I am too...but my body is hungry for you" and he smiled at me with those sweet eyes and said"you cant live off of me though" and I said softly"I wish I could, come on I will fix you a plate" and reluctantly I climbed off of him and held my hand out helping him get off the couch, then it hit me...and maybe I already knew it but still. I could spend the rest of my life with him like this couldnt I? Happy and healthy with out ever having to worry about anything, I put my hand on his jaw and said"I really do love you Yoseob, I know I say it a lot but what I feel for you is so much more then just useless words...you are perfect, and I cant help but feel that when you were born it was meant to be my partner"His eyes got big and he started to cry then he said "Ive always felt the same way about you, and even when you were with someone else I just felt that I needed to be in your life any way that I could...Im so glad I found you"Leaning down I kissed him softly this time then said "come on lets eat some food then we can watch the sun setting over the ocean, would you like that?"He nodded and said "That sounds perfect"We went back into the dining room and sat down side by side looking out the huge bay window that overlooked the ocean, he looked at me and said"I love you, my Leo" and I smiled back and said "Love you more my Little bear, I cant wait for you to taste mom's cooking" and he smiled and we both started eating the salad while we watched the orange red sun setting over the ocean