[M] N...not N (1/1)

After we both finished out coffee it was time to leave, Ken was a nervous wreck and I guess I couldn't blame him considering everything that was going on right now. I looked at him as I put my shoes on and said"We will find him today Ken, I promise you that"He looked at me and said "what if we dont? what if Kat takes him some place away from here? I just got him back Leo I dont think I can go through loosing him again like that"I sighed and said "You trust me right?"He nodded his head and said "of course I do"I smiled a little and said "then trust me, today we will find N and bring him back where he belongs and finally his nightmare will be over"He smiled or tried to and said "I trust you, alright lets go find my boyfriend!"We left the dorm after making sure everyone else was up and getting ready to go, Sinwoo said he would make sure they were ready in 15mins so thats plenty of time. Ken stayed right by my side as we went down the elevator and into the main floor, I couldnt help but notice how bad Ken looked....he had circles under his eyes even though he slept some, and his face was so pale almost paste like. We got into the taxi and he was shaking, I sighed and held my hand out to him palm side up he glanced at it and said"Are you giving my permission to hold you hand?"I shrugged and said "If it helps calm you down then yes you can hold my hand"He smiled and said "thank you Leo" and he wrapped those long fingers in with mine and it did seem to bring him some comfort.It wasnt long until we arrived at the stay bar again and got out of the taxi, I decided that we should retrace all of our footsteps and then start looking for N...There had to be something left behind right? Besides there are lots of lofts and apartments around here so maybe he took N to one which meant that they were close by. Ken went into the bar and started asking question while I looked around outside again, I went to the place where we found his phone and looked around some more...maybe if he dropped this something else was left behind.As I started walking in the same direction of the phone I saw A wallet, once I got closer no doubt it was N's after all he has his name printed on the front..dont ask he has weird taste. I picked it up and opened it making sure it was his and I saw his ID and my heart trembled, what if something bad was happening to him right now. My mind went into thinking what if I never saw him again? A part of me did love N, I mean how can you not be around him and fall for his charms? Its nothing like that I feel for Suho mind you but there wasnt something there, and I will always care about him. I remembered that night I snuck a kiss from him and he had no idea what to do, what if I never see my friend again? Shaking my head I turned around and took off back to the bar making sure to remember the spot where I found the wallet. I yelled for Ken and he came running at full speed to catch up with me, once I got him outside I put my hand on his shoulder and said"I found something"He put his hand around his neck and said "what is it?"I handed him the wallet and he burst into tears, he held it against his chest. When he looked at me next he had this strength in his eyes that Ive never seen right then and there I knew that Ken wasnt going to cry anymore. He let out a deep breath and said"Lets go find N" and I nodded and said "Dont worry we will" and we started walking down the same street that the wallet was on.Everywhere I looked I saw apartments and housing but nothing that really stuck out to me as werid, I wish I knew if Kat drove or not that would help. We passed by a strange looking building with a motor cycle parked in front of it, the bike was solid black and frankly it did look nice. I looked up and Ken did too then he said"thats strange isnt it? the windows are painted black, I guess they must not like light getting in"I looked at them and said "Its really strange though, oh well I guess we will keep looking"We started to walk some more and then he heard it, someone was banging on a door. The streets were so silent right now that we both could pick up on the smallest sounds. Ken took off first back to that dark building and then we saw someone hitting the door with their hand, as we ran back up the street towards that building we heard screaming. Oh god I thought to myself, please dont let it be what I fear most..... The glass on the door was cracked and there was blood down it, it looked like a cut or something. I started walking around the side of the building looking for a way in, the door had bars on it too which was also strange. Looking around the side of the building it looked like it was a old town house, bars where everywhere it started to look like a cage more then a house. Ken screams brought me running he yelled"N? Leo he is in here!" And I took off back around the building towards the front door again, Ken was standing there trying to get the door open he looked at me and said"N, Leo its N! He is in there right now I saw him.....but the door wont open" He pulled and pushed and that door did not move, I walked up and said"Let me give it a try" He moved away and I felt around the door pressing to see how think it was, this is going to hurt later....taking a step back I ran at the door as hard as I could and hit it with my shoulder, when it didnt budge I ran back farther and went at it again harder this time..it still didnt work, Ken looked at me and said"Lets try it together maybe then it will break" I nodded and we both ran at the door and this time I felt it give way, the door flew back and hit the wall and we walked inside. Ken looked up the stairs and then at me and I said"lets take it slow, after all he knows we are here and I dont want to spook him, who knows what he might do"Ken nodded and said "nice and slow I can do that"The room was silent for just a moment then we heard it, N was screaming at the top of his lungs. Ken ran up the stairs first and I was right behind him, my heart was racing and I was praying with everything I am please let N be alright...please dont let that man hurt him anymore.When we got to the top of the stairs and it was almost silent again, I noticed the bathroom door was broken and it looked like someone had broken out of it. Dear god did he lock N in there I wonder? To my right was a room with a locked door and to my left was one too, I went into the room on my right and Ken went to the one on the left. As I got to the door knob I twisted it and opened it, everywhere was pictures of N, N's clothes shoes...even the lip balm he wore...this guy was totally crazy, I got my phone out and called the police and made it a quick phone call we needed to find N then I heard Ken talking."N, N are you in here?"Leaving the room I shouted back towards Ken "the other room is empty he has to be in here"Ken was twisting a door knob and the door wasnt moving, he spoke calmly through the door to Kat saying"Kat let us in, please we wont hurt you if you just let us in"I moved closer to the door listening to what Kat was saying back to Ken he said "go away he doesnt want you anymore cant you see that he only wants me"Then we heard silence then more screaming but this time it wasnt N no this was a mans scream it had to be Kat. Ken kicked the door as hard as he could and we both couldnt believe what we saw, N was on the bed cradling his arm with blood running down his chin not much though. Kat was on top of N pinning his lower half to the bed so he couldnt move. He had tied N's left arm and the right was wasnt moving much, did he break his arm? Ken took off and I stayed by the door, not because I didnt want to help but because Ken needed to do this. When you love someone you fight for them no matter what and Ken needed to learn to fight for N. Smiling I noticed N looking at me as Ken grabbed Kat by his hair and ripped him away from N.Shaking my head Ken pushed Kat into a wall and then he pulled back and hit him in the face, when Kat tried to fight back Ken kneed him in the stomach. Smiling I watched as Kat tried to get a breath in but failed, then doubled over in pain like Ken had broken something and honestly I hoped he had. I walked into the room as Ken jumped on the bed towards N, looking down at Kat I leaned in and said"you dare threaten my Suho?"He smiled at me and said "He has such a nice body, its a shame I didnt abuse him when I had the chance"I blinked and kicked him in the side where Ken had kicked him and this time he spit up blood, then he said"Suho never told you did he? He went into Kris's penthouse when I was there and I tracked him down, that skin is so soft almost like a womans....I should have hurt him"I became blinded by rage for a moment then I put my foot on his neck pressing into the windpipe a little bit and then I said in a very low voice"you will be with Ren soon and you both can rot together"Kat smiled and said "I dont think I will be inside for long, Hoshi will bail me out" I asked him"what does that mean" but he never answered me instead he just lay there trying to remember how to breath, I wanted to press down even harder and make it so he never could draw a breath again but I didnt. As much as I hate him Im not the monster here, I could hear the police as they came up then  Ken looked at me and saidKen asked N "Is it hurt? Did he do anything to you?"then N said in a very tired voice "No he didnt, but we need to get out of here" I replied "Kat isnt going anywhere anytime soon"Then N got silent no doubt he passed out from the pain, Ken looked at the wall behind us and said "Look at all the pictures Leo" I didnt want to look because I already saw them, everywhere was more pictures of N and Kris together....even some of them having sex and I didnt want to even look at those, this guy is sick!"N's passed out what do we do?"I sighed and said "Tell the police what happened and we need to take him to a hospital, that arms doesnt look good"Ken never left N's side he pulled him into his lap making sure his bad arm wasnt touching anything and he just held him. I looked at Kat and said "If you touched him I swear" and Kat just laughed, in my mind I was wondering why Suho never told me him and Kat had a run in...and why was he at Kris's penthouse too, I guess now it doesnt matter because he has proven that he wants me...right?